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i love myself today [16 Jul 2004|01:27pm]
punch drunk love is the strangest movie i have ever seen.
it makes me want pudding.
& its amazing how much chocolate i can consume in a day. it really is. i wonder where it all goes.
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[23 Feb 2004|04:18pm]
you have no idea how happy it makes me to see this everywhere =)

Marriage is love.

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[08 Feb 2004|01:54pm]
i smile everytime i see this.
maybe you'll understand why i am the way i am...realize im not bashing everyone i come across...but it benifits me greatly when someone learns from their ignorance.
i think everyone should read:
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[09 Jan 2004|10:07am]

thats right bitches friends only
i mean what the hell is this now? letting all these crazies have precious little livejournals?
yeah right. get a fucking life.
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[24 Dec 2003|06:59am]
hello you wonderful wonderful little people!

i would just like to say
M E R R Y C H R I S T M A S ! ! !

it's been crazy!
yesterday was great =)
miss ashley came & spent the day with me.
there was a hit & run while we were out x-mas shopping ;)
ashley is the worst driver in the WORLD!
i got presents for family & friends.
i sent out xmas card so you guys be watching for them!
i got to hear DJ chunky love on
the radio, called & requested songs & got a shout out as *old homies* =)

today isnt as fun-filled as i would have liked it to be...ashley had to leave earlier...the day just kinda fell apart.
i get to go see the new peter pan tomorrow though! we got tickets today so it wont be sold out or anything. im very exicted.

& to promote my buddies lollixriot & _slitmythroat community here we go...

wanna be a broken d0ll?

<33 happy holidays!
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[21 Dec 2003|03:45pm]
ps. if you dont comment on this entry...youre off my buddie list.
i really like you

and now i need somewhere to put this.
copy if you like.
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[21 Dec 2003|11:17am]
have i mentoned before...
i hate people
not certain people, just people in gereral.
it's like noone can think for themselves. ruled by the opinion of masses.
if you think it's cool to be a loud obnoxious FUCKWAD.
then you are a sad sad SAD person.
e v e r y o n e.
except my dear christopher.
every negative word that ever slips from my mouth excludes him.
because i love him, and that's what love does to people.

i am annoyed, digusted even, with everyone i encounter.
i hate when i am forced to eat.
i don't want to be fat because fat people are mean
& im not mean.
i listen to oldies.

i reallly don't like to talk about people. i avoid the he said/she said bullshit as much as possible.
gossip is for church ladies.
but for god's sake. some of you need to
shut the fuck up

i hate holidays.
i don't want presents.
i don't want to spend the whole fucking week by myself while the love of my life is hundreds of miles away.

and on a side note, i am just so sad that i missed the wonderful bands last night.
but im sure ill read about it in these stupid little emo shits journals.
i can't avoid it. it's everywhere.
posers. pousers.
whatever you want to fucking call them.
scene whores. trends. fake. mainstream.

i am turning into a bitter and hostile person.
isnt there anyone out there thats real anymore?
isn't there anyone that realizes what the musical culture is turning into?
talentless bands are ruling the airwaves as a result of all of you RIDICULOUS CLONES.
make yourself into something.
god. you all make me sick.

it took me years to become the prick i am now. but what else can i say that someone hasnt said a million times over and over and over again?
it's pointless really.
noone is original.
because no matter what you do, think, say, there are millions of people that have done the same thing millions and millions of times before you.

so suck it up and stop being a cunt.
or go kill yourselves. it'd make it a lot easier for me.

((ps. i miss you chrissy. hurry back for me.
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[14 Dec 2003|09:24am]
[ mood | awake ]

& just for a little added exictment...

Post anything that you want (in comments), and post it anonymously. Anything. A story, a secret, a confession, a fear, a love -- anything. Be sure to post anonymously and honestly. Post twice if you'd like. Then, put this in your LJ to see what your friends (and perhaps others who you don't even realize read your LJ) have to say.
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[25 Nov 2003|03:10pm]
[ mood | cheerful ]

i had to take this.

I&apos;m Princess Lolly!
Hey now, you're Princess Lolly. You are a whore!

Which Candy Land Character Are You?
brought to you by Quizilla

she's so cute. i never thought she was a whore though? lmao.

on another note. miss jennifer virgin_doll is coming over to visit friday =) yay yay yay!

andd i need a wee bit of help. i got a really good deal on some blank cd's (50 for 10 bucks) and if anyone can think of some bands or songs i might like, then pleasee recomend them to me! i cant think of any that i dont already have =*(


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i </3 my jellies [23 Nov 2003|05:31pm]
[ mood | annoyed ]

i just heard something reallllly retarted on the radio...something about all the jellie bracelets kids are wearing...they're supposed to be sex related?1? and each color means something different..?
i mean ive heard some stupid things about them, but PLEASE!
im going to try to find the article on here....

here we go...

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*rolls eyes*

here's an even more interesting site-
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X-posted [20 Nov 2003|05:46pm]
[ mood | sad ]

I'm cold, I'm ugly
I'm always confused by everything
I can stare into a thousand eyes
But every smile hides a bold-faced LIE
It itches, it seethes, it festers and breathes
My heros are dead, they died in my head
Thin out the heard, squeeze out the pain
Something inside me has opened up again
Thoughts of me exemplified
All the little flaws I have denied
Forget today, forget whatever happened
Everyday i see a little more of overall deficiencies
I'm nothing short of being one complete catastrophe


I save all the bullets from ignorant minds
Your insults get stuck in my teeth as they grind
Way past good taste, on our way to bad omens
I decrese, while my symptoms increase
You act like you knew it all along
Your timing sucks, your silence is a blessing
All I ever wanted out of you was
Something you could never be
Now take a real good look at
What you've fucking done to me

Gimme any reason why I'd need you, boy
Gimme any reason not to fuck you up
Gimme any reason why I'd need you, bitch
Gimme any reason not to fuck you up
I see you in me
I keep my scars from prying eyes
Incapable of ever knowing why

Somebody breathe, I've got to have an answer
Why am I so fascinated by
Bigger pictures, better things
But I don't care what you think
You'll never understand me

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[19 Nov 2003|03:52pm]
i've got my lyric community going...working on getting it decorted now =)

sooo please join!!


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-a girl with cold black hair, who's haunted in her dreams- [18 Nov 2003|11:26pm]
[ mood | mellow ]

...bad dreams and the day's troubles still hang on...making it impossible to sleep, and easier to sit online and write a lot of nonsense...

...and listen to bright eyes. they make me feel better no matter what. well maybe not better, but sadder...it's like they can justify my saddness, and i guess thats ok. for now.

...talk to me like you dont know what we fought about.
cuz i dont remember anymore...

stupid little heart =x

i hope everyone else is feeling very nice... <3 youz guyz.

no LIES...just LOVE
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[16 Nov 2003|12:05am]
-i got to see <3epsilon-zero<3 play tonight along with a really good unknown-named band.
-we got lost on the way to the tavern. haha. that's what you get for listening to my directions.
-i saw the ever so lovely alaina =) havent seen her in forfuckingever, i got a big hug and the joy of watching her be so energetic and happie
-drank the best cappichino EVER.
-found out i owe 31 25 dollars to the library for late fees. i had 3 videos and they were a week late. that made me madmadmad.
-i get to be exicted until i see swift friday at SWE. when i will not get lost
-bought a really fuzzy, really cute hat at TJ maX
-i had a very interesting, late-night talk with dustie =P

and just to let everyone know...pleaseee dont get me anything for x-mas...i owe money out of my ass and there is no way i can get anything fancy-smancy for anyone...all i can give is lots of love and maybe make some fruitcake. lol.

and the big news for lj*land...im in the process of making a community for lyrics and such...so once its made... JOINJOINJOIN! =)

♥ alliee

^ just seeing if that works...i leard how to make e-hearts from amanda...even though she doesnt know it. hehe.
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[14 Nov 2003|05:51pm]
[ mood | dirty ]

it's really sad that christmas is so soon...it's supposed to be this big, nice, happy holiday...and mine is going to b-l-o-w. i dont really have family to spend it with...and now everyone else is going to be gone =*(

(un)interesting things i have done lately

((ooooooo aaaaaah))


*stepped in dog poop earlier...got it all over my converse. lmao
*had an electric guitar from k-mart fall ontop of me and break
*started reading steven king's "Hearts in Atlantis"
*found out there are no more drug tests for me cuz i came back negative last time =)
*had an old frilly-headed lady come into TASC last wednesday and give everyone colorful, tasty condoms. ((how does that have to do with drug education??
i spent almost 200 bucks on those classes and all ive gotten so far is candy, condoms, and an occasional corny movie.))
*started listening to oldies-but goldies- on the radio
*havent been commenting much lately...sorry guys...i will soon

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cliche horoscopes =x [11 Nov 2003|04:53pm]

Stubborn and hard-hearted. Ambitious and serious. Loves to teach and be taught. Always looking at people's flaws and weaknesses. Likes to criticize. Hardworking and productive. Smart, neat and organized. Sensitive and has deep thoughts. Knows how to make others happy. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Rather reserved. Highly attentive. Resistant to illnesses but prone to colds. Romantic but has difficulties expressing love. Loves children. Loyal. Has great social abilities yet easily jealous. Very Stubborn and money cautious

((ps.im making this friends only...so if you are interested in keeping up with my oh-so-personal journal, then add me...i'll add you back...ta da.
if you don't have an lj...comment and i will get you one within a week.))
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[06 Nov 2003|09:37pm]
[ mood | blank ]

im reallllly starting to hate this journal.
i never have anything i want to write about.
i like to keep it to myself.
and i guess because i never have anything besides gloomy things to write about anyways...and people dont wanna hear all that crap. i know i know.

hummm...i dont talk to anyone anymore...dont make an effort to at school...dont care to really...
im loosing touch with all of my other friends too and thats bad...i dont really know what to do with the situation. everyone has probably long given up on me by now anyways. i know some people have.
eh...i dont blame them. i wouldnt want to put up with me either.

im sad all the time..but im getting used to it, its just the normal thing for me now. & i dont really know what i would do if something actually did make me happy.

...& this thing called love is just another word for pain.

<33 alliee

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=*( [02 Nov 2003|06:58pm]
[ mood | sad ]

you know you make me nervous
you know you make me sweat
you make me hurt
you make me cry
you make me want to fucking die
and i know that everything is gonna be the same tomorrow
you don't know it
you can't see it's there
you're everthing to me
and there is nothing i can do to make me have you
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here i go again...screaming my lungs out to try to get to you. [02 Nov 2003|06:03pm]
[ mood | drained ]

a costume can be comfortable,
it can make you feel more beautiful,
it can even make you look like someone else,
but it's still you...so there's nothing you can do,
like a bad habbit,
the one you couldn't kick

aaaaah this is crazy! i have so many songs floating round n round n round my head...and i cant listen to any music since i broke my cd player!!!!

im trying to control my outbursts/hysteria/maddness...its not doing anything but making the problem worse bc i bottle everything i think and feel inside and then it all BURSTS OUT at once.

i had a pretty good halloween...there weren't any good scary movies on =(

tomorrow is back to school. i get out early for a dentist appt.

now im sitting around waiting...blaaah.

my life is so boring i sometimes think its going to kill me.

it's kind of like smiling, similiar to a mouthful of candy,
let's take a walk and let our feet do the talking,
i'd like to introduce you to my eyes,
they've been dying to meet you,
now that you both have met,
i have something to dive into.
let's speak our words,
exaggerate the absurd,
show me your teeth and promise to never stop smiling
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[30 Oct 2003|04:06pm]
[ mood | bouncy ]

i've had lots of little, yet non-important things going on to keep me busy,
nothing worth really getting into though...
nothing overly depressing has happened...there was miss southern though =x not sure if that counts as depressing...but it could kill someone with icky-ness.

soooo dont think i dropped dead...not yet =P
i'll update after our ever so lovely holiday.

<3 to all

this just puts me in the mood lmao.

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