So...last night...it felt so amazingly good to have someone I could lean on, someone who would hug me when I needed it, no questions asked. But then I thought, oh shit, what if I really just love him as a friend?? But, uh...the urge to fuck him into the nearnest mattress returned pretty fast to squash that fear. Yeah.
But Hakkai is so worth waiting for.
Private to Hakkai
I... I meant what I said last night.