i had to hang out with spence today because he was 'sick' with a sorethroat.
bitch, please. my little brother, who just turned 12, always fakes sick. i woke up around 1 to find little fatty in the kitchen. i asked him why he was home and he said he was sick, in a normal voice, and then asked when mom was coming home in his fakey fake sick voice. since he just got this brand new fancy ipod, he asked to burn some cds from my itunes for his ipod. i said yes, but it turns out he doens't like any of my music, which i don't see how is possible. at first he said he was into rap, but he didn't like any of the rap i had. then he said he liked rock, but he didn't like any of that, or punk, or techno or anything. so he ended up with about 30 songs. after that we both knitted while watching Without a Trace.
i'm seeing the psyciatrist on wednesday and getting my stiches out. they said i'm probably going to be put on antidepressants, which will probably be a good thing. surgery sucked. it didn't make me better, i still have a headaches and my leg hurts, i was in the hospital for two weeks, i have a fucking five inch scar on my back, and i'm probably going to have to repeat the 10th grade. i haven't gone to school in about 2 months. no, even more than that.
lady sovereign was every bit of fun that i thought i was going to be. except nathan couldn't get a ticket, and flora almost got her ass beat, which she convienently forgot to mention in her journal entry.
sugery on tuesday :[ and i have to be in the fucking hospital during thanksgiving.
the weather FUCKING. SUCKS. SO HARD.
i hate it.
and i miss austen. we haven't talked in fucking forever. (flora, just, don't say anything).
OH GOD. QUANT CHEM TEST TOMORROW. last chem test i tried to take, i got a 40 percent. and i didn't go to school today, so i didn't get the review. fuck.
tonight was great. i'm wearing a cheetah print dress to homecoming with red stiletto pumps. in da club. i went shopping to get the dress in nordstrom with flora and nathan. before we knew it, we were in the dressing room for about an hour. we took some hideous pictures and i tried on a million dresses. on one of them, the zipper didn't open all the way and when i tried to get it off, it cut my arm :[ then we went back to her house and on the bus ride home, this guy who does "reflexology" did some stuff with the pressure points on my hands and gave me a hand rub and my headache went away for a couple minutes. i asked him if he could come to my house every day and do that, but he lives in canada. we also met this really nice girl on the bus. who i think was first really annoyed with how loud we were, but then started laughing and we talked all the way home. then nathan and i went to flora's house and we filmed a video of me because dracula and playing the piano and nathan being the hunchback of notre dame. but the sound didn't work on her stupid piece of shit camera, so i'm not going to post it. then we ordered pizza, which i'm still full from, and we played xbox, which i suck horribly at. and we filmed some other great vids, which also don't have sound. then i went home and argued with my mom in the car ride home because i came out 5 minutes after she got there and had to way "far too long" then i watched real world/ road rules the Duel. which is AWESOME. so good. and i also watched laguna beach. which was so-so. and then i came up stairs at about uh... 2:15 and my mom comes in and this is what our conversation was like
mom: O.O uhhhhh WHY ARE YOU COMING UP SO LATE me: ?_? uh........because. mom: >x[ ARE YOU GOING TO BED NOW. me: >X[[[ yes. god. why are you in here? mom: GOD WHAT DO YOU EXPECT I'M YOUR MOTHER me: I'M A TEENAGER. GO AWAY. ._. mom: SARE;LEKGTJA;LKJ A;LKJ GOD. BYE. -_- me: do you have any chapstick ? :]
hahahha. now i'm listening to tribal "spice girls" music. but i think they were lieing about the spice girls part.
hey i have a lot of pictures i want to post. some are from heidi johansen, some photographer flora showed me. whose pictures make me so happy and so sad at the same time. they have the kind of faded quality that i love. and then a lot are from this online magazine called FOUND where people send random pictures or letters or whatever they find on the streets. some of them are really funny, really cute, some are just remind me of stuff and some i don't understand at all. check it out, i guarantee you'll love them.
i had a great night last night. nathan and i went to the mall (gross) and i used my GAP gift card. and bought some cheap tank tops. and then we went to best buy and i spent my other gift card from about a million years ago on the flavor of love unedited season 1. it is amazing. then we made some vids and took a bunch of fucking hilarious pictures.
so as most of you know, i had back surgery in june because i hurniated a disc because of basketball and i couldn't walk. for three months. so after the surgery, i was all better. i did physical therapy for three more months and i was finally allowed to play basketball again. i shot around twice. it wasn't hard, i wasn't running or twisting or anything. but that night my back hurt. and the next night, when flora was over, my head started hurting really back. my head or back didn't stop hurting so on monday i went to the doctor. the next day i was in the ER for 10 hours and i was finally admitted to the hospital. doctors are idiots. they think they cut my bone last surgery too sharp so it broke the "durma" or whatever. and so i was leaking spinal fluid which gave me headaches. kind of gross. whavever. so we finally figured that out and i had this procedure to fix it, but it will probably happen again. and i'm really sick , so i'm not going back to school any time soon. but i still have headaches. wttffffff.
but it was really nice of flora, nora, and molly to come hangout with me at the hospital. they brought fun things and we played with the equipment. which didn't work. and i was the only person on my floor that was older that about 10.
moving on. i got an insanely cute puppy. who is huge now. but i have a picture of when we first got him.
and i thought school wouldn't be that bad this year. why is it so hard for my even to get motivated to read spark notes ? and it's only fucking TUESDAY. but i got a puppy. and he's adorable. maybe i'll post a picture. if i remember what code to use.
and i found an amazing rave song. check out ravers fantasy-DJ Spinback. i lurrrvee it. it's great. go listen.
shiny toy guns on tuesday !!
oh. and btw. bumbershoot was the best weekend of my life.
so as you can see, i did some coloring tonight. flora and i decided to compare our artistic abilities and color some sanrio characters. quickly we got a little bored and our hands started to cramp. so deery lou down there was followed by: ( check these outCollapse )
about a week ago flora and natey spent the night at my house and we had our own ravetastic night. we had a rave. it was called zootycoon 06'. we also took loads and loads of pictures and videos. but the pictures aren't on this computer, but you can watch some of the videos.