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When it's all over. [21 Oct 2010|01:47pm]
[ mood | aggravated ]

 Once this AA school crap is over I'm gonna take a trip.

I'm gonna go to Iceland and have a grand time. I need to re-evaluate some shit. I have so many questions, so few answers and leaving the country sounds like a good plan. I can decide everything later. 

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Guess whose a Webcomic Junkie with a new Addiction.... [10 May 2010|11:51pm]
[ mood | Karmic ]


It's got stoner angels, a manticore with a love for boy bands and finding inner peace, a girl who loves to rock, a drunk minotaur landlord, and a karmically screwed man who is destined to burn in the eternal fires of hell (unless he does something about it). 

This comic has everything... "really meg? everything?" you may ask... YES IT HAS EVERYTHING. It makes me very happy.

It updates Tuesdays and Thursdays. Go to the archives and read read read. You will not be disappointed. I've gotten one person hooked on it (that I'm aware of) and many more must join suit! 

(If you listen to WPRK on Wednesday nights around 9pm -like you should be- you have heard me talk about it.)

(meet skittles If you click on him he will show you the comic he is in... he love you but not as much as the backstreet boys)

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Boobquake and My brain [26 Apr 2010|10:41pm]
[ mood | thinking to much ]

Yup... it's boobquake day. I participated and got a few looks... it was nice. Want to know what it is? BOOBQUAKE!  That girl did it and it's awesome. 

Also... I might be getting a horse. Something quiet, easy to get along with, laid-back, and well calm. I'm riding one for a 2nd time tomorrow and I really like him. More details to come.

This all has sparked within me the need to exercise more and eat better. I eat okay right now but I need to exercise more. My fear is that I will go crazy and be obsessive about it (like I used to be). I know exactly what to do and what not to do (since i've done the research, seen the doctors, and worked with AT's/PT's). Maybe I'll let myself obsess a tiny bit just to curb the craziness. My brain is like AHHH you need to do this, this, this, this, this, and that and then calculate this and percentages of that and blah blah blah. We'll see how it goes. 

My hand kinda hurts. It sucks. When I use my right index finger it hurts. Finger spelling is a bitch. It's kinda swollen... I'm sure it will go away and the pain will stop. Eventually. 
Oh yeah... 3 more exams and then a week long break to visit Milwaukee. Good times.

updates will happen soonish. 

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Gotta Impress Bad Horse - The Thoroughbred of Sin! [24 Mar 2010|11:40pm]
[ mood | wonderflonium ]

I want to meet a guy that likes me SO much that he drives a spork into his thigh when he hears I am dating his arch nemesis.

With My freeze ray I will stop...Collapse )

I need to get red hair or something

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[23 Mar 2010|01:25am]
[ mood | disappointed ]

My brain doesn't like me. It's totally official. I'm pretty sure my brain is commandeering my body and using it against me. I'm either really laid back, calm, relaxed, pain-free... OR stressed, thinking about everything (and i mean everything. good, bad, horrible, or great), anxious, and in pain/uncomfortable. It sucks... a lot. I have doctors telling me what's wrong and what's going on but then I have others that are saying that is wrong. Can they just get their shit together and maybe I don't know compromise before I give up on them all.

The doctor's aren't my issue. My brain is. It's an evil vengeful monster that must be stopped! I want a new one, a better one. One that will I don't know help me make SMART decisions. Like that whole "move back to Milwaukee thing" was the WORST idea I could have ever made. Yes, I made pretty okay new friends but it was not worth the weight gain, the loss of the best boyfriend I ever had, and amazing group of friends I had, or the mental distress, and drop in GPA.

I want to go back in time and re-write that part of my life. I wish I had never gone back to that place. It was stupid. I'm 21 years old and I have screwed up hard. People say, "don't worry you'll figure it out it will be okay" and I want those people to shut the fuck up for like a minute. Yes, It'll get figured out eventually and things eventually will be "okay"... maybe. But for right now I hate everything. I have no friends, I don't like meeting new people, i'm at "school" that I hate with a horrible passion, I can't stand the way I look, and nothing makes me happier than sleeping. Let's all get out our DSM IV 's and have fun. And what's funny, is I haven't developed a drinking problem or a drug problem.

I'm done... for now. I was told once I had anger problems, yes they are right. I wish I was someone better than me.

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Oh for the love of God. [07 Mar 2010|09:13pm]
[ mood | lonely ]

I have no friends... this sucks.

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Really? Please say you were kidding so we can be friends... [09 Feb 2010|06:21pm]
[ mood | contemplative ]

So there is a guy in my Structure of ASL class. (Note: there are 7 people in my class 1 is male). Any who he's really nice, kinda fun, I'm pretty sure he's gay. Yay Gays! But my teacher referenced George Washington crossing the Potomac. This rather lovely boy didn't get it... he didn't know that it had happened. I honestly almost got up and slapped him.

I now understand why Florida College's (at least VCC) requires you to take a government class for any degree. Blows my mind about that. Their is a damn famous painting or even if he said Crossing the Delaware instead or something. 

I went to the super bowl. It was epic. I will post pictures up soon. I got about 10 feet from J. Lo and Mark Anthony... awesome. Jim Carey, Jenny McCarthy, and Chelsea Hander were a few rows back in a suite... also awesome. The game was great and though i was cheering for the Colts I was glad the Saints won. They deserved it (especially since the Colts defense was as strong as a drunk 4 year old). And I heard this a billion times at the game and though it was a bit annoying it's fucking contagious...

I love football, and now it's over. Now I shall wait for baseball. Sadly, I will not be able to see my Brewer's on television very often. 

Valentine's day is coming get me a squishable and chocolate. You all need to organize so no one gets me 2 of the same squishable... team work is what this is about.  xoxox

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Curse your sudden but inevitable betrayal! [27 Jan 2010|11:24pm]
[ mood | indifferent ]

So, I'm addicted to Firefly. I want to marry, sex, and sex again Nathan Fillion. Be friends with Summer Glau, Jewel Staite, and Alan Tudyk. Damn you Firefly.... DAMN YOU!

I hate my ASL class(and the damn "teacher"), my chemistry class isn't to painful.

I want a squishable like really want one. If you get me a T-Rex squishable I may love you forever. I heard that one of my favorite webcomic artists, Jeph Jacques (creator of Questionable Content) is making a yelling bird one and if so I really want that one but the T-Rex is from dinosaur comics which effing rocks! Who doesn't love dinosaur comics?

Okay, Just an update.... I start other classes in February and my sdfk;jd;fjao;iwef level's may rise and more angry posts here will grow. 

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SyFy Movie Marathon - FRAK! [10 Jan 2010|10:14pm]
[ mood | Cylon ]

SO Today I decided to watch the SyFy channel. It's a lovely lovely place especially when they have 3 movies in a row! yay! This is what happened.

First Movie:
In The Name of the King: A Dungeon Siege Tale (2007)
This movie is SO bad. Like REALLY bad haha. It's got Orc things, Mages, Burt Reynolds(Who is the King), Wood-Fairy-Nymph things, A hottie, and weather pattern's that don't make sense. This movie has everything a random sword fight movie needs... except dragons and Jeremy Irons lol.

Second Movie:
Serenity (2005)
Alright, I shouldn't like this movie but I really enjoyed it. Enough that I want to watch Firefly. I've heard about 10 million arguments about Joss Whedon (writer and director) and how awesome or horrible he is. I can't say he's either but I did enjoy the movie for the most part. Some cheesy moments, but also some bitchin' violence (and if you know me, you know I love my bloody nasty violence). I like the characters for the most part, some more than others. This movie redeemed the SyFy channel for the day haha.

Last movie:
Battlestar Galactica: The Plan (2010) - watching it as i type.
Okay, so i've never watched BSG ever! So, to say i'm a little confused would be quite true. It's interesting but I could sum up the entire plot in about ten seconds:
"HOLY FRAK CYLON! I think think they are a Cylon! FRAK! But my feelings for... shoot stuff! Oh Gods! Frakking Frak! CYLON!"
Yes. that would be about right I think. Well, I'll keep watching who knows, maybe i'll turn out to love it. I am rooting for the Cylons though.... is that wrong? OH OH GOD I'M A CYLON!

BTW: I'm back in the WP.

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Ya know what mother fucker I can be a bitch too. [31 Dec 2009|04:56pm]
[ mood | crabby ]

Has anyone ever had oops sex? Like the wrong guy/girl/situation/whatever? But if it was like less than 2 minutes does that count as sex? It got interrupted and I really don't want to count this guy.

Uhk. I feel like a Ho. I'm not a Ho... but I totally feel like I am.

I'm in Florida - I'm not excited about the New Year (whatever) - Sherlock Holmes rocked - I'm cranky - And all of you should listen to Talk Nerdy To Me on WPRK 91.5 on Wednesday night 9 pm(eastern) I'm on the show.

Also just a reminder - you know you love me... never deny it.

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Never Again New London [14 Dec 2009|01:00am]
[ mood | impatient ]

I want to leave already. I'm ready to move to be gone with this place. I have to wait, I have to pretend to care, and continue to try and like these classes. I will miss some things but right now I just want to leave.

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Song of Exile [04 Dec 2009|09:16pm]
[ mood | unsure ]

Land of bear and
Land of eagle
Land that gave us birth and blessing
Land that pulled us ever homewards
We will go home across the mountains

We will go home, we will go home
We will go home, across the mountains
We will go home, we will go home
We will go home, singing our song

Hear our singing,
Hear our longing
We will go home across the mountains

We will go home, we will go home
We will go home, across the mountains
We will go home, we will go home
We will go home, we will go home

Listen Collapse )

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Biz Markie knew.... Because you say he's just a friend! [03 Dec 2009|11:39pm]
[ mood | artistic ]

Okay, so this has nothing to do with a guy, or a friend with guys (really) but that song is stuck in my head.

No one really reads this (I wish people did sometimes) but I have big news. And before people jump right to it.... No, I'm not pregnant (thank God!)

My time here in Milwaukee is not long and my residence here is just as short. I'm moving back to Florida to go to school there, either University of South Florida (USF in Tampa) OR Florida Hospital College in the Orlando area. I'm going to continue my pursuit of becoming a health professional.

So what does this mean? Now that I'll be leaving Milwaukee for good this time? I may or may not unbury hatchets and burn the fuck outta bridges. Is this smart? Of course not... do i care? Oh no. Some people I could just care less about. I'm kind of a horrible human being. Any who, thats all for now just thought i'd announce that.

Also I may have new stencils soon! w00t w00t. I've embraced my more cartoon-esque looking people. I drew a girl that kinda looked like Hannelore having freak out face accidently. It was pretty okay. Any who maybe stencils and new art crap to come soon.

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4 muscles of the rotator cuff [01 Dec 2009|02:14pm]
[ mood | geeky ]

I want to ask my Teres Minor, Subscapularis, Infraspinatus, and my Supraspinatus to stop being punk bitches and to do their damn job.

Hold the head of my humerus into my glenohumeral joint! God! I know you also do special things like externally rotate, abducting, whatever! My shoulder effing hurt and it's all your fault.

Yes, I'm aware I probably shouldn't have lifted all those heavy things with my "bad arm" and then continue to over use that arm and further hurting my tendonitis ridden shoulder. BUT, that doesn't mean you're off the hook. Now get to it and start supporting my damn shoulder joint.

Thanks Guys.... It's all about team work. Now... go team glenohumeral joint! woo woo!

Now I need to go have a talk with my patella and maybe my meniscus and give them a stern talking too.

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Whose tits? Indietits [30 Nov 2009|08:17pm]
[ mood | In Pain ]

Indietits.com Every time he writes about Daft Punk part of me loves the world a bit more.
I swear Daft Punk makes me a better person.

also I'm addicted to this band specifically this song:

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I'm now a Cyborg Gunslinger [29 Nov 2009|05:08pm]
[ mood | homework! ]

Yeah, you heard that right... Step aside Roland, this girl has the biggest guns in town! (No, I am for once NOT referring to my amazing rack, though if i was I think it'd be Tank Girl up there and not Roland for this innuendo).

I want my knees replaced now por favor. I'm not waiting anymore, you can fix these suckers now. Thanks Dr. M

I've also finished reading ALL of QC. To say I hate waiting for more story is an understatement but I can be patient. It kinda pisses me off that people e-mail him complaining about story arcs or whatever they are called. It's HIS story, that HE'S writing and just happens to share with us. I dunno, i've never been upset with the story lines ever or anything. *shrug* I guess I just don't get it. Any who I have a twitter now.

I KNOW I said i'd never get one, but ya know what? Suck my dick, I got one. (The main reason so I can properly e-stalk my favorite webcomic author and his characters haha) If you wanna "follow" me or want me to "follow" you leave a trail of bread crumbs and I'll try to find my way. Or leave me a message here with yo name.

~side note: I'm working on trying to record myself for ASL posts soon my lovelies... soon.
~side note part deux: I have huge insane news to post soon. When i get more details, so will you. word.

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Frustrating [06 Nov 2009|02:27pm]
[ mood | lonely ]

The Phrase "Fuck straight off" keeps coming into my head.

On an entirely different note -
Everyone please pray for the victims, survivors, and families of both in Fort Hood and Orlando Florida. I know I am.
This violence needs to stop.

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American Sign Language... more than flipping the bird. [05 Nov 2009|12:05am]
[ mood | bitchy ]

So as some of you know my minor in college is American Sign Language Studies and I'm currently in my 3rd semester of ASL. I love signing especially with people who know ASL since well, it's like any other foreign language in that you feel like you're talking in code haha. Plus I think it's really fun to learn and I'd like to think I'm not half bad at it.

I've also recently been addicted to watching interpreters, interpret songs. Especially nerdy ones like:
Still Alive - PortalCollapse )


This bitchin' zombie song by: Jonathan Coulton - signed by someone elseCollapse )

Because of this and because I have a spiffy webcam I've been thinking of putting some Lj posts in ASL and also writing down here what I'm signing. This is also practice for me and can help me improve my signing abilities. We'll see how this goes and hopefully it works. Nighty night.

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Nerd Core [16 Oct 2009|07:46pm]
[ mood | cold ]

I've been hittin' the Nerd Core harder than an Irishmen hittin' the whiskey bottle (and I'd know). If you're interested in my playlist... as of right now it looks something like this:

"I am a Pirate" by: ytcracker
Sonic by: Duane & Brando (I just call is sonic since i'm not 100% sure on the song title)
"Do you want to date my avatar?" by: The Guild
The new Tron Legacy song by: Daft Punk
OMG NEW DAFT PUNK!!!!Collapse )
Secret Song by: MC Chris (it's about beetle juice and once again not 100% sure on title)
"Still Alive" from: Portal
"Fett's Vette" by: MC Chris

And some MC Lars songs that I can't name. But that's my list for now. Also every week I listen to, "Talk Nerdy to Me" which is my friend Andrew's radio show at Rollins. It's good times. Alright I'm out for now.

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Pabst Mansion Adventures and Beyond!! [11 Oct 2009|09:01pm]
[ mood | gah! ]

So after waking up around noon I got together with Emily to go to the Pabst Mansion. I had to go for a class thing but it ended up being fucking sweet. I will be building a house that's something like this gorgeous Mansion once I have tons of money. I highly recommend people to go it's a really sweet place and easy as pie to get to. Any who the paper I'm required to right is in the style of a newspaper article (hence why yesterday I talked about donning my Journalist pants). So I "interviewed" people and by that I mean talked to Emily and will quote the docent against her will. After that and deciding we are building a house like this somewhere in Germany (and that I must continue to learn German) we left for the bus stop then to the food.

We went to Pizza Man and It was epic. I had myself a Guiness then came home.

Now, you'd think I would get started on my paper... LIES LIES LIES my friend. I started reading QC(at #534) again and now I'm here. I will start it... it is after all due tomorrow. I don't want to be a Journalism student... ever. Uhk. Why I ever thought this was a good idea I will never know.

Also, if anyone wants to buy me the bearmonster QC t-shirt i'll love you a bit more. Time to go work on my paper and pray it doesn't suck as hard as it most likely will.

Incase you missed my pretty faceCollapse )


This was to epic to hide under a cut.

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