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hmm [23 Dec 2003|11:01am]
[ mood | sad ]

i havent talked to you in over 3 weeks...

dont you care?

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hmm [18 Dec 2003|06:16pm]
if i dont update as much, its for specific reasons

if you want to know whats goin on, ask me, and i shall tell you. i'll also tell you my new lj... maybe
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jerry springer is so dumb (well the ppl in it) [17 Dec 2003|01:42pm]
[ mood | annoyed ]

"cheating is a way of life"- low life on the show

"all men cheat" - same low life

to all you men that cheat, think about it. if you are married, think of the woman that takes care of your children while you are at work! think about her when you are going home with some one else! she is not there to babysit! she is there to take care of the children that BOTH of you made! together! gawd... those kind of people make me sick!

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emo part 2 [17 Dec 2003|01:36am]
I am 91% Emo

Holy gee whilikers... I am as emo as it gets... I will try to cheer the heck up and stop wiping my nose on my sweater...

Take the Emo Test at
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emo [17 Dec 2003|01:35am]
Truly Emo
You're Truly an Emo Kid. You go to as many shows
as possible. You wear lots of striped shirts,
sweaters, and cuffed jeans. You cry about how
you don't have a signifigant other. You write
meaningful lyrics or poetry. Cheer up, life
doesn't suck that much.

What Kind of Emo Kid are You?
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damn! this was so funny! [16 Dec 2003|10:45pm]

I did it in 1 minute and 16</big></b> seconds.
I deserved an F--!!
Take the How Dexterous Are You? Quiz!!
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grr [16 Dec 2003|10:25pm]
if my significant other would ever yell or scream at me, i would be out the door so fuckin fast, they wouldnt know what hit them!
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*sigh* [16 Dec 2003|10:00pm]
[ mood | listless ]

You have a wounded heart...somone hurt you and you
are still living in that pain. be strong and
your heart will heal

What type of heart do you have? (with pictures)
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blah! [15 Dec 2003|10:22am]
[ mood | bored ]

omg! im bored! maybe i will call up EH STEVE and see if he wants to do something.. benny isnt home or something... yea, EH STEVE is looking like a good option. bored bored bored!

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vacay! [15 Dec 2003|10:00am]
as of today, i am on vacation! w00tw00t! i woke up at 10 and i love it! i so needed this. now if only i could spend my vacation with him
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lonely emo feelings [14 Dec 2003|12:03pm]
You represent... loneliness.
You represent... loneliness.
Always alone and always sad about it... unlike
angst, you don't have to look for a reason to
be miserable. You want to be in the company of
people but aren't sure how to act when you're
with them. Sometimes you have to make an
effort. You can't always wait for others to
come to you.

What feeling do you represent?
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thats it [11 Dec 2003|04:04pm]
all i have is my dreams

my big dreams
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i cant concentrate! [11 Dec 2003|03:59pm]
[ mood | nauseated ]

i think i just about failed a quiz for not concentrating... i think i am getting the flu again. we had 45 minutes to do 25 problems and out of the 45 minutes all i did was about 7... i couldnt concentrate. and like right now, i normally dont press the backspace button this much... i keep making mistakes... whats wrong with me?! stupid sickness...

in other news, i have chapped lips. they burn so much!! i hope they dont crack and junk... that would really really suck! one more day until i dont have to go to school for 3 whole weeks! oh i am so thankful for that!

i am so behind in all my work... :(

its been a month... dont you miss me? i miss every little thing about you

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Christmas Concert [09 Dec 2003|10:26pm]
[ mood | cold ]

Tonite was the El Rancho Christmas Concert. I had such a fun time! altho i was really upset that my name did not appear in the program. as a matter of fact, none of the bass clarinets names showed up. stupid mr. diaz. i guess if youre not in colorgaurd, then youre not important...

other than that, we played 3 songs. A Christmas Scrapbook, Celtic Christmas and Halleujah Chorus. My favorite was the last two. Christmas Scrapbook was played two years ago, so that kinda lost its touch.

By far, the most funniest part was seeing Francisco sing with Legacy of Men. He was always the one saying how much he hated them and how he thought they were so gay and now he is singing! haha! I couldnt stop laughing! He was a reindeer. and guess which one... PRANCER! haha! that was so funny. oye. and tomorrow he has to do it two more times for the student body! lmao! poor francisco.. well, actually, i dont feel sorry for him. lol

the worst part would be having my "father" there. oye... i dont like him. he went and talked to my gramma and uncle and then he met my neighbors. i wish he would have never went. if thats mean, then oh well. but i did not need to see him just after like 2 days of seeing him...

the jazz band did so well! i so wanted to be in it, but mr. diaz said that bass clarinets werent really needed in jazz band... hmmm i was really mad because just two years before i was in jazz band... stupid diaz... but my friend Moses had about 4 solos! i loved them all! he messed up on the last one, but one couldnt really tell. my friend daniel also had solos which he did beautifully on, of course. and klint... oh man! he brought his soprano sax and was so awesome on it! i love the sound of that instrument! i wish i could have been in jazz band...

i almost forgot to talk about my outfit! i just bought everything the nite before. i was in the mall for about 3 hrs looking for the right things. i got a 40 dollar skirt from Macy's. OMG! i love that skirt so much. and i got a black button up shirt and some black stockings. i got a lot of compliments! :) my shoes were so high! i loved them lol! everyone kept saying 'how can you walk in those?' the truth is, walking in heels just comes naturally to me. lol. i think it does at least.

but all in all, i think tonite was a pretty OK night. i had fun and all. my last christmas concert... wow... im pretty old! lol!

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hrmm [07 Dec 2003|12:31pm]
GAME BOY - Born to Play
A GAME-BOY. Youre like a tomboy without the love of
sports. Reality sucks, but as long as you have
your electronics you feel you can cope. Time
goes unnoticed when youre locked in your room
hooked up to your Nintendo, rocking to your
favourite collection of guitar-driven albums.
Your virtues: Intelligence, sense-of-humour,
Your flaws: Inability to cope with real life,
action-freak spirit, reclusive nature.
EXTRA: Your personality type is the only one on
this quiz that would enjoy Check it out!

What kind of girl are you?
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3 things... [06 Dec 2003|09:15pm]
01 - Being alone
02 - Darkness
03 - Being alone
01 - Why I'm not with him...
02 - Boys
03 - Why this is happening
01 - Mellow Mushroom T Shirt
02 - Grey Sweats
03 - Clouds Slippers
01 - Cell Phone
02 - Disks
03 - Juice
01 - Learn to play the Contra Bass Clarinet
02 - Have DSL
03 - Travel to Canada
01 - Cynical
02 - Emo (((sometimes)))
03 - Sarcastic
01 - Telling it like it is
02 - Whining
03 - Self conscious
01 - Beaner
02 - WetBack
03 - Chunti (((LOL)))
01 - My eyes
02 - My hair
03 - My toes
01 - My lips
02 - My teeth
03 - My forehead
01 - I'm a really sad person
02 - I can do without him just fine.
03 - I'm very contradicting
01 - Huh?
02 - Dick, you swear!
03 - What?
01 - Canada
02 - Australia
03 - Hong Kong
01 - Krissy
02 - Pixie
03 - Kizzle
01 - Krissy beeX
02 - go0d to go
03 - invisibl3x (((now)))
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Disneyland! [06 Dec 2003|07:42pm]
[ mood | bored ]

Yesterday was the Disneyland Parade! It was fun! I had a great time, even though I had the flu. We got there pretty early so we got to go on all the rides! its the best place in the world. altho i wish a certain someone was there with me.. but oh well. everything in time, right? patience is a vitrue. but oh man. i wish i could go back to disneyland. that is the best place to be with someone you love. or in my case, with my best friends!

The parade wasnt even that bad. I didnt really play, I just looked at my friends. Haha! I saw some of my friends in the crowd and I waved at them. It was so hot marching tho! And having the flu didnt help. I was so sick.

After the parade, we went to eat at Pizza Port and I ended up spending about 13 dollars. So expensive! But at least I ate, I havent eaten that good in about 3 days. Having the flu sucks. Well after Pizza Port, me and my friends were walking towards a ride, and you know that big ball that you can turn? Well, my friends decided that they wanted it to stop turning. They never did, but my friend slipped and chipped her tooth! It was so bad. She was almost crying. I felt bad. So I tried to make her laugh and I told her about the time that I chipped my tooth. Luckily it worked and she was laughing again.

All in all, I had a real good time. Despite the flu! Well, I'm home again, on a Saturday nite. *sigh*

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sick... [04 Dec 2003|08:36pm]
[ mood | lazy ]

well, lil ol pixie is sick. sick with the damn flu... not fun at all! and tomorrow is disneyland! Why do i have to be sick at the happiest place on earth? Oye... I'm a little happy with my classes. I like my Math class! isnt that so odd! Math is my worse subject but yesterday i got the highest grade in the class on a test! w00t! so my grade in there is an A!!! Yay! I hope I can keep up there...

My 2nd period is my relaxing period. Im a TA for Mr. Whalen. He is pretty nice when he isnt my teacher. haha. I just grade papers for him. And I have to say this.. The sophomore team class isnt doing so good! I mean, when i grade the papers i am grading like 6's and 7's out of 20!!! that is just not good... but oh well, at least i dont have to deal with team anymore... senior team sounds hard anyway.

My 1st period is Government and that is so easy! LOL! It sounds like a hard class but its real easy! All we have to do is take notes and draw pictures! I like to color... I dont draw too well, but my blobs look like the White House... LOL! So yea.

Oh! And how can I forget my English class?! Mr. Zeko is the most funniest man i know! I got a B- on my first essay in there! w00tw00t! so thats going good. i think this trimester is going pretty good. except for that one thing...*sigh* oh well...

Time for me to go talk to Nick!!!!

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nope, you have the wrong number [03 Dec 2003|09:16pm]
[ mood | confused ]

someone called today and i answered the phone. he was calling for maria. no one by the name of maria lives here. so i tell him that he has the wrong number. then he goes "wait! dont i know you? who is this?" i didnt want to tell him who it was because i didnt know him. so i said
"well which number did you dial?"
he said "well im looking for maria. but i could have sworn that i know you. you have such a pretty voice. well bye"

LOL! that was the funniest thing that happened today!

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father? [02 Dec 2003|06:14pm]
[ mood | okay ]

well, a lot has been going on... oye...

first, my cousin decides to call me on Saturday night. I'm fine with that. He is from my dad's side and i havent talked to him for about 2 years. Then the next morning my step sister calls! And i havent seen her for the past like 4 or 5 years. Then.... she hands the phone to my dad... and i did NOT want to talk to him. he is not my favorite person in the world. he tells me how he has been in the hospital for the past month and how he lost so much weight. I just say "oh". he tells me that he was in the hospital because he has cancer. I really didnt know what to say by this time. So i just said "really". i think he expects me to feel sorry for him. but how can i feel sorry for him if i havent seen or talked to him since 8th grade? i cant just conjure up feelings in my heart for him like that. so now, he is gonna try to go to disneyland on friday to see me perform. then on saturday i have to sleep over his house because he is kinda putting me through a guilt trip. I really dont want to go... That means no computer for 2 whole freakin days! I'm gonna take my homework so i wont have to deal with him taking me anymore... gah! He thinks that he can just be a father when he wants to be! Well, let me tell you, that is NOT how things are supposed to work... at all! so now, maybe i will tell him that i cant go... or i should have someone pick me up from his house... coz i dont want to see him. he is the last person i want to see! arg!! its even hard to think about Disneyland! stupid, stupid man...

ok, lets see, happy thoughts now... lol. lets see, today i woke up late and i wasnt functioning right because i thought i had done my sentences and homework, but i guess i didnt. oh well. i also had a test today in my math class. i think i did ok! go me! disneyland is in like 3 days! i sooo cant wait! i LOVE that place so much! it is the best... heheh. well, i guess thats about it for now. i'll write more tonite, i know i havent been writing in here alot but i've been feeling a bit emo... and Nick is helping me through it! Thanx Nick! Tell Santa what i want for Xmas!

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