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i havent talked to you in over 3 weeks...



dont you care?

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"cheating is a way of life"- low life on the show

"all men cheat" - same low life

to all you men that cheat, think about it. if you are married, think of the woman that takes care of your children while you are at work! think about her when you are going home with some one else! she is not there to babysit! she is there to take care of the children that BOTH of you made! together! gawd... those kind of people make me sick!

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You have a wounded heart...somone hurt you and you
are still living in that pain. be strong and
your heart will heal


What type of heart do you have? (with pictures)
brought to you by Quizilla

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omg! im bored! maybe i will call up EH STEVE and see if he wants to do something.. benny isnt home or something... yea, EH STEVE is looking like a good option. bored bored bored!

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i think i just about failed a quiz for not concentrating... i think i am getting the flu again. we had 45 minutes to do 25 problems and out of the 45 minutes all i did was about 7... i couldnt concentrate. and like right now, i normally dont press the backspace button this much... i keep making mistakes... whats wrong with me?! stupid sickness...

in other news, i have chapped lips. they burn so much!! i hope they dont crack and junk... that would really really suck! one more day until i dont have to go to school for 3 whole weeks! oh i am so thankful for that!

i am so behind in all my work... :(






its been a month... dont you miss me? i miss every little thing about you

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Tonite was the El Rancho Christmas Concert. I had such a fun time! altho i was really upset that my name did not appear in the program. as a matter of fact, none of the bass clarinets names showed up. stupid mr. diaz. i guess if youre not in colorgaurd, then youre not important...

other than that, we played 3 songs. A Christmas Scrapbook, Celtic Christmas and Halleujah Chorus. My favorite was the last two. Christmas Scrapbook was played two years ago, so that kinda lost its touch.

By far, the most funniest part was seeing Francisco sing with Legacy of Men. He was always the one saying how much he hated them and how he thought they were so gay and now he is singing! haha! I couldnt stop laughing! He was a reindeer. and guess which one... PRANCER! haha! that was so funny. oye. and tomorrow he has to do it two more times for the student body! lmao! poor francisco.. well, actually, i dont feel sorry for him. lol

the worst part would be having my "father" there. oye... i dont like him. he went and talked to my gramma and uncle and then he met my neighbors. i wish he would have never went. if thats mean, then oh well. but i did not need to see him just after like 2 days of seeing him...

the jazz band did so well! i so wanted to be in it, but mr. diaz said that bass clarinets werent really needed in jazz band... hmmm i was really mad because just two years before i was in jazz band... stupid diaz... but my friend Moses had about 4 solos! i loved them all! he messed up on the last one, but one couldnt really tell. my friend daniel also had solos which he did beautifully on, of course. and klint... oh man! he brought his soprano sax and was so awesome on it! i love the sound of that instrument! i wish i could have been in jazz band...

i almost forgot to talk about my outfit! i just bought everything the nite before. i was in the mall for about 3 hrs looking for the right things. i got a 40 dollar skirt from Macy's. OMG! i love that skirt so much. and i got a black button up shirt and some black stockings. i got a lot of compliments! :) my shoes were so high! i loved them lol! everyone kept saying 'how can you walk in those?' the truth is, walking in heels just comes naturally to me. lol. i think it does at least.

but all in all, i think tonite was a pretty OK night. i had fun and all. my last christmas concert... wow... im pretty old! lol!

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Yesterday was the Disneyland Parade! It was fun! I had a great time, even though I had the flu. We got there pretty early so we got to go on all the rides! its the best place in the world. altho i wish a certain someone was there with me.. but oh well. everything in time, right? patience is a vitrue. but oh man. i wish i could go back to disneyland. that is the best place to be with someone you love. or in my case, with my best friends!

The parade wasnt even that bad. I didnt really play, I just looked at my friends. Haha! I saw some of my friends in the crowd and I waved at them. It was so hot marching tho! And having the flu didnt help. I was so sick.

After the parade, we went to eat at Pizza Port and I ended up spending about 13 dollars. So expensive! But at least I ate, I havent eaten that good in about 3 days. Having the flu sucks. Well after Pizza Port, me and my friends were walking towards a ride, and you know that big ball that you can turn? Well, my friends decided that they wanted it to stop turning. They never did, but my friend slipped and chipped her tooth! It was so bad. She was almost crying. I felt bad. So I tried to make her laugh and I told her about the time that I chipped my tooth. Luckily it worked and she was laughing again.

All in all, I had a real good time. Despite the flu! Well, I'm home again, on a Saturday nite. *sigh*

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well, lil ol pixie is sick. sick with the damn flu... not fun at all! and tomorrow is disneyland! Why do i have to be sick at the happiest place on earth? Oye... I'm a little happy with my classes. I like my Math class! isnt that so odd! Math is my worse subject but yesterday i got the highest grade in the class on a test! w00t! so my grade in there is an A!!! Yay! I hope I can keep up there...

My 2nd period is my relaxing period. Im a TA for Mr. Whalen. He is pretty nice when he isnt my teacher. haha. I just grade papers for him. And I have to say this.. The sophomore team class isnt doing so good! I mean, when i grade the papers i am grading like 6's and 7's out of 20!!! that is just not good... but oh well, at least i dont have to deal with team anymore... senior team sounds hard anyway.

My 1st period is Government and that is so easy! LOL! It sounds like a hard class but its real easy! All we have to do is take notes and draw pictures! I like to color... I dont draw too well, but my blobs look like the White House... LOL! So yea.

Oh! And how can I forget my English class?! Mr. Zeko is the most funniest man i know! I got a B- on my first essay in there! w00tw00t! so thats going good. i think this trimester is going pretty good. except for that one thing...*sigh* oh well...

Time for me to go talk to Nick!!!!

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someone called today and i answered the phone. he was calling for maria. no one by the name of maria lives here. so i tell him that he has the wrong number. then he goes "wait! dont i know you? who is this?" i didnt want to tell him who it was because i didnt know him. so i said
"well which number did you dial?"
he said "well im looking for maria. but i could have sworn that i know you. you have such a pretty voice. well bye"
"bye"

LOL! that was the funniest thing that happened today!

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well, a lot has been going on... oye...

first, my cousin decides to call me on Saturday night. I'm fine with that. He is from my dad's side and i havent talked to him for about 2 years. Then the next morning my step sister calls! And i havent seen her for the past like 4 or 5 years. Then.... she hands the phone to my dad... and i did NOT want to talk to him. he is not my favorite person in the world. he tells me how he has been in the hospital for the past month and how he lost so much weight. I just say "oh". he tells me that he was in the hospital because he has cancer. I really didnt know what to say by this time. So i just said "really". i think he expects me to feel sorry for him. but how can i feel sorry for him if i havent seen or talked to him since 8th grade? i cant just conjure up feelings in my heart for him like that. so now, he is gonna try to go to disneyland on friday to see me perform. then on saturday i have to sleep over his house because he is kinda putting me through a guilt trip. I really dont want to go... That means no computer for 2 whole freakin days! I'm gonna take my homework so i wont have to deal with him taking me anymore... gah! He thinks that he can just be a father when he wants to be! Well, let me tell you, that is NOT how things are supposed to work... at all! so now, maybe i will tell him that i cant go... or i should have someone pick me up from his house... coz i dont want to see him. he is the last person i want to see! arg!! its even hard to think about Disneyland! stupid, stupid man...

ok, lets see, happy thoughts now... lol. lets see, today i woke up late and i wasnt functioning right because i thought i had done my sentences and homework, but i guess i didnt. oh well. i also had a test today in my math class. i think i did ok! go me! disneyland is in like 3 days! i sooo cant wait! i LOVE that place so much! it is the best... heheh. well, i guess thats about it for now. i'll write more tonite, i know i havent been writing in here alot but i've been feeling a bit emo... and Nick is helping me through it! Thanx Nick! Tell Santa what i want for Xmas!