im missing livejournal.but no ones here anymore.:(
I ♥ Livejournal
i just wish you'd open up your big brown eyes and look the hell around, & see that i'm absolutely crazy about you. <3
If i could tell you that i love you i would. but i'm so scared that you'll laugh at me and walk away. i guess we'll remain friends. but i love you, you'll just never know
i keep trying to convince myself that i hate u, that ur the most annoying person on earth, but theres still that little voice in the back of my head that keeps saying "ur lying"
I cant get mad at u for hurting me over and over again, bcuz over and over again .. i let u *
she's got you falling head over h e e l s
i can't even get you to * s t u m b l e
nothing hurts more than watching the one you love, love some1 else
~.:I hate it when people ask if Im okay...
it just reminds me that Im not:.~
Everyone sees who I appear to be, but only a few know the real me, You only see what I choose to show, there's so much behind my smile you just don’t know
If a star fell from the sky every time that I thought of you there would be none
dont lead me on and leave me confused
id rather be left alone then have my heart abused
The fact that you're not answering leads me to believe that (a) you're not home, (b) You're home but you don't want to talk to me, or (c) You're home, desperately want to talk to me, but you're trapped under something heavy. If it's either (a) or (c), please give me a call."
^^^<3 this one
It's amazing how one simple thing can make everything change. How suddenly you go from the love of his life to an old friend. And when you see him with somebody knew he acts like nothing even happened, you're just an old friend. And it still hurts you to see him with her. And it hurts you that you suddenly went from the love of his life to an old friend. What hurts the most is that he isn't an old friend to you, he's still the love of your life. That's the part that's so amazing about it
I just realized today, I'm in love with you but I'm in love with the you I used to know. You've changed soo much. Too much. All i can do is hope for the real you to come back, and then maybe being in love won't be so bad..
i've gone through this before.. and thats why i dont get why this is so hard for me to deal with... its the simple fact that he just doesnt want me like i want him, i guess, maybe, its so hard because for a while there.. he made me feel like he did... maybe thats the difference.
You promised you wouldn't be like the others, but what do you call what you're doing to me now, ignoring me, making me wonder? I thought you were different, but I guess I was wrong - I wish you would prove me right instead. I don't wanna say goodbye once again - Stop breaking my heart.
♥I think I'm falling for him hard again, but I know how he feels for her, so I'm here acting like I don't love him, but really, I love him... more than anything.
♥I love that i can't get enough of you,
but i'd be lying if i said, i didn't expect it..
♥I refused to let her have you. I tried everything in my power to get you back in my arms. But it just wasn't enough to pull you away from her
♥Won't you come over?
You know that you want to.
How does it feel to know
I still want you?
♥I loved you as much as I could, without actually BEING in love with you. You were my best friend. When I was in your arms, I was the happiest person alive. When you let me go... I felt like the ground was pulled from under me. Why didn't I see that glow in your eyes anymore? Is it because of her? I bet it is
♥...And I don't understand by the way you look at me why we can't be together.
♥I hate the feeling u get when u think u dont realli like him..
but when u see him with another girl..u cant help but cry
♥something i noticed about you is that you
can always make me smile, even when the sky
is full of clouds and theyre all raining on
me .. even when the world comes crashing
down at my feet. i hope you know, i love you
♥I know that you didn't mean it and I know that you think saying sorry will make it better, but that's not how the world works. It's an imperfect world and feelings just don't go away that fast. So either you never really loved me or you're just hiding it because you're scared. Well let me tell you, hiding something will get you nowhere and lying sure as hell won't make you happy so go ahead and leave me but in the end you will see your mistake and come back. But you know what? I won't be here.
♥I said I didn't miss you at all and that I didn't want you to call and that I never cried but to tell you the truth...I lied.
♥He can be so nice, then so mean... He can care and protect, make you laugh, and at the same time play games with your head… And after he's done with that, he'll tear your heart out, rip it into the smallest fragments known to man and leave it on the floor, while all you can do is stand there, not being able to cry because you're so numb, because you thought that there was something there, when really there was nothing but a wayward boy out to break a poor girls fragile heart, because he didn't know what he wanted
♥You're allowed to break the rules when you want someone bad enough. My friends tell me to let go. They don't think he's right for me. Well, I need him so I'm going to keep holding on tight until he realizes he needs me too.
♥How far do I have to go to make you understand
I wanna make this work so much it hurts, but I just can't
Keep on giving, go on living with the way things are
So I'm gonna walk away
And it's up to you to say how far
♥I've been lying here all night, listening to the rain, talking to my heart; trying to explain why sometimes I catch myself wondering what might have been. I guess I do think about you, every now and then.
♥Everyone asks me why i like a guy like you
-who ignores me, rejects me,confuses me,
i wish i could answer them but i dunno, i just do
♥youre the closest thing to perfect ..
- but the farthest thing from me –
♥It's been so long
I should just move on
There's other fish in the sea
But I keep hoping that you'll swim back to me
♥i’ll always be beside you until the very end, wiping all you tears away, being your best friend. i’ll smile when you smile & feel all the pain you do, & if you cry a single tear, i promise i’ll cry too.