January 17th, 2013


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Apologies for the long radio silence. I had (have) a series of painful and distressing ailments, and still had to work of course, longer hours and weekends, too. I couldn't do anything at all, barely feed the cats, nothing will ever be clean again; and when the sickness moved to the next body-part, too much time had passed for me to post. One gets into that mental mindspace (limbo?) so quickly, and it's always hard work to even "chat" "normally" again, ie. go online aka communicate with other people, no matter how much I want to.

tl;dr: not dead but wished, sorry for worry.