September 7th, 2004

deathandthemaiden

what a waster, what a fucking waster ... but i get along ...

i had something drafted going like this: no phone is ringing :°( ... yellowsummer should be watching the libertines right now. i miss her. and she has not called me *cries inconsolably* rincewind is mr. september on the discworld calendar, and he looks just like klaus voormann ...

but my baby just rang!!! she rang from the libertines concert in köln after i got a message reading "i am so sad", and i listened to "what a waster" and then it went dead. and i went to answer but another message said "it is not the same without pete" and i can so understand that and imagine how she feels there, exactly how i would feel, but before i could try to sms her the phone rang again and something was wrong and i mainly heard white noise but noticed that carl made a false start, and that the audience sounded rather masculine, and then i heard "i get along" and ... argh. they should be together. and i should be there with yellowsummer, but pete still would not be with carl. music and relationships ...


ps: mood-theme is wonky, not linked to correctly saved pics, but i can no longer access my console, so you have to imagine the perfectly fitting pic of ray and benton jumping off a building together, screaming, wired ...

half past midnight: i just saw pics of my pretty buffy boy, as the evil dissident_dream used to call him - but here he is being arrested by those death star troopers. the cricket robots. and jewel's eyes are too wet, probably because she sits there in her underwear.
why do i post this to yellowsummer, whose last message i just received and who will not be talking to high-john or too-pretty-carl? because i know, i knooooow, and nathan fillion - not surprisingly - is similar in type to todd from cop shoot cop, and it all fits together ... and i don't know if three stripes on shirts are good or bad or whatever but hey ... he looks so young and that is yet another thing i missed ...
  • Current Music
    the only two songs i have on my hd by *** the libertines ***