June 5th, 2004


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couldn't sleep. even though i waited until 2 am. i heard her voice in my head all the time, all the constant bullshit. i had imaginary conversations for hours, it is so terribly clear that this will continue, i already tried to email to work that the latest deadline of 2 days is unacceptable but i find i cannot use "one"webmail and i don't want to use my private address. i eat bacon on toast. the world outside is dirty white. i have no future.

yellowsummer, you can read my spike/angelus here, but you really don't have to.
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