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I took your picture and burnt it.

'Cause I never gave a shit.

You never loved me.

You wanted to mold me.

Silent from your retort.

Cut off your life support.

So hit me with another screw driver.

The puke makes me feel liver.

 

I've moved my journal!

 

  • Current Music
    "Complicated Questions" - Finger Eleven

A-dur.

I'm like really fucking annoyed and I have no idea why. I'm going to the car show today. . . =) Though I know nothing about cars except that they get you from point "A" to point "B", which is pretty sad when my grandfather worked with cars. I'm going to be surrounded by four hot men. People make me sick. Fuckers. Lol, I couldn't come up with another word. I've noticed over the past week, that the type of shoe you wear molds your self-confidence. Like, I think I can kick anyone's ass while wearing a pair of Converse. It's pretty weird. . . I have a new obsession with Josh Todd. It's much bigger than the one I had with Alice In Chains, though I still LOVE that band. Brett told me Slash was a "halfy". I don't care. He's still hot. I went to Wal*Mart the other day to get Sea Breeze (I love that shit.) and I decided to take a look at the CD's. I didn't realize they only carried edited CD's. Pieces of shit. I wanted the fucking Saliva CD. I ended up getting Alter Bridge's debut CD. I have yet to listen to all the tracks fully, but I'm in love with "Open Your Eyes". Er, people advertising useless bullshit on every channel. Ed thinks I'm "hardcore" because of my lyrics. Great stuff. . . I need sleep.
  • Current Music
    Velvet Revolver "Slither"

Hm.

HOLY SHIT! Lol, what's been going on? A lot of stuff. Let's see. . . I went to get fitted for my dress again, and I lost a lot of weight off my ass and stomach. Which, I really shouldn't be losing weight at all. Then, while attempting to try and walk in my three inch heels, I almost fell over. I'm used to the solid ground. . . since I wear the Converse with the flat bottoms usually. Oh well. I went to Giant Eagle yesterday to buy paper bags. The one lady looked at me like I was on drugs. Lol, I don't think she's ever heard of book covers. . . she uses those piece of shit book socks. They do nothing for books! Moron. There was this guy who kept staring at me. I finally realized it was Kadie's brother Kyle. He continued to stare, didn't even say hi. So, I felt akward and didn't say anything. He's a bag boy! =) He also doesn't look bad in those pants. . . ;x Shhh. Lol, Ashley met this guy named Ed. He looks like the actor Shawn Ashmore. Which, I think Shawn Ashmore is beautiful. . . So, I invited Ed to the car show that we're going to on Sunday. He asked if he could bring his girlfriend. . . well. . . lol. Alisa brought something up today about everyone dating. She asked me if I wanted to date her lol, I was like "sure!" Matt told me Kyle was dating Amanda. I like darted down the hallway to see. It was an ugly sight. I swear. . . I got asked to homecoming! I have a choice. . . I can either go with Nick or Mikey. But then again I don't know. We'll see. I basically just wanted to go with a group of friends. . . but, I guess I have two options now! I need to switch my locker. Matt was telling me about how his old one was free, but me and him always have lockers by each other. . . it's a ritual! So I asked him if my old one was free. He said some chick stole it. Oh well. I'll just talk to that other guy beside me. . . whatever his name is. I can never tell if he's talking to me or talking to himself. Though, Travis informed me a while back that I talk to myself, too. I'm very much aware. Joe and I were talking about Megan Black the other day. I said something about raccoon eyes due to mascara, and he like busted up laughing. My English teacher loves my name. . . but makes fun of my florescent green shoes. Right, well, I'm off to retrieve my brother then call Ashley to make plans for this weekend. Yay for me.
  • Current Music
    Alanis Morissette "Eight Easy Steps" I LOVE THIS SONG!

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OoOoOo! I can't sleep. Lol, and I have school in like five hours. First day jitters? Hm. I sent the letter to the judge. My Aunt was being a self centered bitch. She didn't want me to send the letter until after her wedding that way I didn't ruin it if my father tried to "pull something." I was like, WTF! Er. People. Linda caught her husband cheating on her. So, my mother is going to go save her this weekend. I love Linda. She's so awesome. I'm going to kill her shithead of a husband. Lol. I guess she followed him to the hotel and he was driving his new girlfriend's Lexus. Smooth move, Sparky! ::Rolls eyes:: All right, I'm off to go read some shit and hopefully get at least an hour's sleep.
  • Current Music
    KoRn "Word Up!"

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I actually love Jews. . . so back the fuck off!


Too hours to clean my house. . . lol, I don't think I have enough time. . . har. Guess who's back. . . he probably won't talk to me. I don't give a shit though, because if he did talk to me, I'd probably tell him to fuck off anyway. What a bitch. Lol. . . I have a new stalker. . .

99. . . bottles of beer? Or not.

I meant to post this awhile back. I saw a person make a list like the one below, and I couldn't help myself.

99 Facts & Opinions.
 

99.   Clowns make me laugh, but I hate circuses.
98.   I’ve vowed to never paint my nails black or red, but I will paint them yellow.
97.   Even though people know almost every detail about me, Ashley is the only one who could write my biography.
96.   Those who claim they don’t judge anyone are liars.
95.   I’m madly in love with. . . Cleveland, Ohio.
94.   Some find it weird that white people want to learn and speak Spanish. I guess I’m weird.
93.   I can’t eat healthy for more then twenty-four hours.
92.   I don’t give a shit about calories.
91.   People on “diets” who complain about their chosen food should be forced to live in a restaurant with an all you can eat buffet.
90.   I eat way too much.
89.   Some days I only eat one meal.
88.   I don’t exercise, but I keep meaning to start because of my lack of upper body strength.
87.   Ashley and I are the only people that can get drunk off water.
86.   My nicknames range from Louis (My best friend when I was little was named Clark.), Gloria (The chick from “All In The Family”.), and Ms. Hafa. (Ron is related to Jimmy Hafa.)
85.   Drunk people are fun to watch but hell to talk to.
84.   People who threaten to leave America because of Bush should pack their shit and move to Canada. People who will do anything to get Bush out of office, should be given medals.
83.   No one should be allowed to “sell” religion door-to-door.
82.   I NEVER dated Carnie.
81.   Guys from Cortland, Ohio ARE NOT GANGSTERS. So quit walking like you have sticks up your asses!
80.   Justin Gilmore is the most opinionated person ever.
79.   My hair is naturally curly. It takes an hour to make it straight.
78.   I’m addicted to Frank's Red Hot Sauce and ice cream.
77.   People who constantly stare at me piss me off, so I wave.
76.   I have serious road rage. I find it soothing. Screw yoga.
75.   For four years I’ve been in a band that’s just now coming together.
74.   I love water.
73.   I want to get a tattoo on my lower back of a raven. But, I probably won’t because I’m scared shitless of needles.
72.   Katie STOLE my nickname.
71.   I have bodyguards.
70.   “Momma said that life is like a box of chocolates, you never know what you’re gonna get.” God bless you, Forest!
69.   I have a bad habit of spitting my drink everywhere when laughing extremely hard.
68.   When asking me to do something and I seem to not be paying any attention, repeat yourself. I might think you told me to “open the over a quarter.” Inside joke. . .
67.   I will find out who keeps crank calling me and cut off all their fingers.
66.   If you ever need drugs, my next door neighbor can hook you up.
65.   When I accidentally fall on my ass I’ll throw up my hands and scream “score.”
64.   I’m mature when I want to be.
63.   “Love In An Elevator” should be used as a wedding song.
62.   I don’t want L.A. plastic friends.
61.   The members of the band S.C.A.P. piss me off. Especially the drummer, Matt. He needs chicks to feed him insults when I bitch him out.
60.   If a chick says “Aunt Flo’s come to visit.” and you perceive Aunt Flo as being an actual person, someone should smack you across the face with a stick.
59.   Soaps such as “One Life To Live” aren’t real. But if you had a soap called “Brooklyn Scars” and it was actually filmed in Brooklyn, your camera crew probably ended up getting their camera stolen and suffered from minor gun shot wounds.
58.   Ohio doesn’t consist of too many lesbians.
57.   I busted up with laughter when I found out Ohio has a phone chat line for gays, but not one for lesbians. That’s prejudice! LOL, Ash!
56.   I hate when I’m corrected.
55.   I have trouble with listening to some rap and all pop music. It’s like dieing a slow death.
54.   Dancing like you’re drunk when sober is a beautiful thing.
53.   I have two songs written about me.
52.   I’ve begun to realize that we shouldn’t call the girls from Howland, “Howland Hoes”, because most of them will never get laid in the first place.
51.   ALICE IN CHAINS IS THE GREATEST BAND EVER!
50.   I want to become a disc jockey for Cleveland’s W.M.M.S. The Buzzard.
49.   The people I hate I will never like again.
48.   Silence is golden, but not all the time.
47.   If you’re a frontman for a rock band, your voice shouldn’t sound like your nose is plugged and your Peter Brady.
46.   Normal people are extremely boring.
45.   Shoe size doesn’t mean anything.
44.   I love being a smart ass.
43.   Microsoft Works is the greatest thing to have when you write lyrics.
42.   Adam Sandler, in my eyes, beats Brad Pitt hands down.
41.   “Love Stinks” should be a prom anthem.
40.   When leaving prom, they should have people handing out free condoms at the exit.
39.   Boy George would make one hell of a make-up artist.
38.   A gay guy would make a great friend. He’d cook for you, do your make-up, do your hair, be your shopping buddy, and tell you when your boyfriend is an absolute winner!
37.   I’m against the idea of Botox. Somehow sticking a needle into my face just to make myself look younger doesn’t sound worthwhile.
36.   Whoever invented breast implants was a genius. Sticking candy dishes into your body to alter the appearance of one’s boobs. . . WHAT A CROCK OF SHIT!
35.   My tolerance level is below average.
34.   I’m an insomniac, but yet I can sleep all day.
33.   Only three people will be at my wedding.
32.   Hookers are strippers that are self employed.
31.   About ten percent of men owe a girl named after a piece of candy $10,000 for phone and booty calls.
30.   Asians should ALWAYS wash their hands. Especially the employees at Susie Kim’s.
29.   I can’t tolerate sluts.
28.   People who purposely act like they’re blonde, on drugs, or both, piss me off.
27.   “Ice” is not a great rap name.
26.   I think Pamela Anderson should start a support group for whores bouncing between the men they give free blow jobs to.
25.   I’m limited when it comes to singing.
24.   I’ve never been in “Forever 21”.
23.   The first CD I ever got was Fiona Apple’s “When The Pawn. . .”.
22.   Lorena Bobbitt is God. I think cutting the balls off of a man should be legal as long as you glue them to the guy's head, letting other women know he's a dickhead.
21.   I really, really, really, really want one of those yellow Lance Armstrong bracelets.
20.   I have glasses, but I never really wear them. I’d rather go blind.
19.   I’m proclaimed the one person who could make money by being pissed off.
18.   My right ankle is fucked up.
17.   I don’t have too many blonde friends.
16.   I get my make-up advice from a self proclaimed “not gay” guy.
15.   I actually like the songs “Informer” and “Cotton Eyed Joe”.
14.   Anyone who’s been involved with someone in Hollywood, has been cheated on.
13.   Britney Spears isn’t over Justin.
12.   The kiss between Britney and Madonna didn’t shock anyone, except Justin, because she never kissed him like that. So as payback, Justin asked Janet if he could expose her right boob on national T.V. Janet agreed.
11.   Michael Jackson is innocent.
10.   I will kill Scott Peterson if he’s not convicted.
9.   R. Kelly makes me sick.
8.   I’m almost always chewing gum.
7.   I find chewing on ice addicting.
6.   Tina and I will NEVER bury the hatchet.
5.   Someone who brings five or more people with them when wanting to start a fight with one person has no backbone.
4.   People come to me for advice, but I can’t handle my own problems.
3.   I’ve received compliments on my nails when I’ve done them myself.
2.   Everyone thinks my hair is pretty and soft. I think it sucks. . .
1.   God bless the women who can run like hell in heels.
  • Current Music
    Aimee Allen "Revolution" (It's on repeat, ;x)

OoOoOo! My theme song. . . har, har!

Aimee Allen Revolution

Hey kids, rock 'n' roll ;

That's how I lost control ;

Hey kids, go get high ;

I can't remember why ;

Up all night, I waste my time ;

I am fine, but a day behind ;

Up all night feelin' stupid 'n' happy ;

But the days are overlapping ;

My days are overlapping. . .

I'd start a revolution ;

If I could get up in the morning ;

I'd start a revolution ;

If I could get up, get up ;

Start a revolution ;

Start a revolution ;

If I could get up in the morning. . .

Hey, every day is the weekend ;

I stay up, so I sleep in ;

Hey, every day there's a reason ;

To just do it all over again ;

Up all night, I waste my time ;

I am fine, but a day behind ;

Up all night feelin' stupid 'n' happy ;

But the days are overlapping ;

My days are overlapping. . .

I'd start a revolution ;

If I could get up in the morning ;

I'd start a revolution ;

If I could get up, get up ;

Start a revolution ;

Start a revolution ;

If I could get up, get up ;

Start a revolution ;

Start a revolution ;

If I could get up in the morning ;

If I could get up in the morning ;

Get up, get up, get up ;

Get up in the morning ;

Get up, get up, get up ;

All the things I do ;

That you tell me not to ;

Try walkin' in my shoes ;

But you stumble, don't you ;

4-5-6 A.M. ;

I'm up all night again ;

I'd start a revolution ;

If I could. . .

I'd start a revolution ;

If I could get up, get up ;

Start a revolution ;

Start a revolution ;

If I could get up in the morning ;

Start a revolution ;

Start a revolution ;

If I could get up in the morning ;

I'd start a revolution ;

Get up in the morning ;

I'd start a revolution ;

If I could get up in the morning ;

I'd start a revolution ;

I'd start a revolution ;

If I could get up, get up.

 

  • Current Music
    Aimee Allen "Revolution"

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I know that you know that I know.

 

Well, I'm off to go shopping. . . I'll update about all the shit that's been going on later. I didn't get hardly any sleep last night, so my eyes sting. Howard came over today and looked at the leaks in the laundry room. He also gave me a mouse trap. A mouse trap that doesn't kill the mouse. Go figure. Yes, I'll just keep the little fucker as a pet. Ignorant bastard. I swear, he doesn't have a central nervous system, he never frowns! People, scare the shit out of me. Weird. . . I'm actually getting a cell phone. Exciting stuff. My father somehow feels that I need one. Har har. Good excuse to stare at the hot guys that work at Cingular Wireless. Werd to your mother. (Yeah, I quoted Andrew. It looked like fun.)

  • Current Music
    KoRn "Word Up"