January 30th, 2006


Are you suffering? I want to see your pain.

The last week has felt...hard. Yeah. That'll do. Hard. And exhausting for reasons I can't even fully understand. I'm hoping that this week wil bring something better and sort out some of the problems that are dragging me down.

Check it out, Raen. I can be cryptic too. Wins.

What can I report that isn't overly angsty?


Oh, well, there was the party on Friday night. And that was actually quite good. I was sober quite soon after we arrived. How shocking. (But I was drunk during the pre-drinkes we had here at the LFoD.) There was much dancing and socialising and strangly no angst. No angst. Me. At a KAOS party. Who would have ever thought that was possible? But there was some anger.

I've been an angry little monster a few times in the last week. I hate that. I hate being angry. I hate the way it wells up inside me, almost impossible to push back down, and makes my vision crash and my breathing hiss. It reminds me of things I don't want to be reminded of.


Circe's Link Of The Day: The reason models in editorals always look so blank is finally revealed...

I'd give up all my love to buy back the soul you never sold
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