August 12th, 2005

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"Wake up and face me..."

Today is a fucking beautiful day. So beautiful and warm and sunny that it totally deserves that 'fucking' on the front of it. This is a nice Friday. I'm sure I drive everyone mad when I get into moods like these. These 'everything is so shiny and everything will turn out for the best in the end.'

Days like this make me happy. I like feeling that. I like that I'm feeling happy more and more often. I've missed it. But maybe, just maybe, I'm getting back to a place where I don't have to feel bad all the time. Brilliant.

I think I may go for a walk soon and take advantage of the sunlight. I really don't burn here, unlike back in Australia. New Zealand sun doesn't bake me within five minutes. It's a nice change.

I'm choosing to ignore the fact that Nikki telling me an incident in a book she was reading almost sent me off into a panic attack in the middle of the LCR and I had to leave and attempt to keep breathing. Cause that's done now. And this day really has been nice ^_^

God, I'm a sap *grins*
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