July 4th, 2005


scorching the blood in my vampire heart

I'm sick. Not as sick as I was last night, which included a little bit of delirum and running off at the mouth when I prorbably should have said nothing, but still ill. My throat is trying to rip it's way out of my body it seems.

It's probably just lucky I wasn't spending time with certian people who would make me scream at them. My throat hurts too much to scream. I'll just keep my screaming on the inside.

People make me prickle sometimes.

Second night of the 48 Hour Party sucked to hell. Usually all the crap stuff that happens at KAOS parties is totally overwhealmed by the good. Cause, yay, KAOS parties. But now I don't think I ever want to go to another one. Cause he was so one of the reasons I loved showing up at them. And I fucked up so badly with him. After all the shit I pulled and the way I treated him... I want to die.

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