The video for this song came on the tv the other day when I was reading. And I just stopped reading and watched it sadly. I wasn't even at the funeral, so I never even heard the song in context. But, aww man, it gets me. Raen was watching me carefully and asked, 'Do you want me to change the channel.' I told her no.
It was sort of a strange feeling. Lying on the couch with my head on Alison's lap and thinking I won't cry to a Nickelback song. And I didn't.
Strange how music can affect you. I'm almost sure that the only reason I like this song is because of the Ian connection in it.
It would have been his birthday tomorrow.
I had to reach 18 thousand words tonight before I'll let myself sleep. I'm currently on 17-something so it shouldn't be too hard.
And tommorrow I'm going to go see Dark Water.