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Sort of. My reports for My Chemical Romance shows will remain public and so will a couple of spam posts here and there. Everything that falls into the exception will be locked.

Want to add me? There's a few things you should know first:

My name is Jennifer but you can abbreviate that however you want. I'm 22 and live in San Diego, California but my heart is set on Hollywood. I'd love to work in the film industry as a director, writer, hell- even a production assistant. My dreams are too big for this city.

I'm slightly neurotic and prone to anxiety attacks. I've been battling depression since I was a kid so some entries will reflect that. I hope you haven't run off in the other direction yet. ;) I'm a night owl. I'm not a shiny, happy person by all means but you can always find me laughing.

I love to cook and bake and I have the figure to prove it. I'm obsessed with quirky things like vintage dollhouses, the way a person's hands look, and spending lots of time in libraries. I love horror movies. I'm the total opposite of every "tiny Filipino" girl you know. I take notes when I watch Oprah and quote movies all the time. I curse like there is no fucking tomorrow.

I'm a homebody and a rocker kind of girl with a country music heart. I am absolutely addicted to pop music - the cheesier the better- and every little thing in between. I'm also a huge nerd. Comic-Con? Oh yeah. I live a straight edge lifestyle but I will never put down anyone who doesn't or thinks otherwise. Music encompasses everything I'm about and everything I ever hope to be.

I'm an only child. I have a horribly Asian mother who I love to pieces but is incapable of understanding me at all and a handful of friends I know I could never live without. I'm a chunky girl with an amazing imagination. I want to change lives in an unconventional way. I love words. I love stories. Tell me yours.

I'm a case full of baggage and a mess sometimes but I've come so far and I still have so far to go.

Watch out for that girl. Someday she may change the world.

Edit- It may take a while for me to get back to you but trust that I will! :D

If you linked back to me through my fanfiction community or any other fanfiction links please add and join thezombiewalk instead of this journal. Unless you're absolutely certain we should be friends, ie: we have lots of other fandoms in common.
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the kindness of strangers.

Hi guys,

If anyone on my friends list is a dog owner/lover or just a huge fan of animals please read:

I really need to post about this. My great and very dear friend Taylor aka vehement is in dire need of some help. This goes out to all of you animal lovers out there especially.

She is the owner of an amazing dog named Buddy. They've been through a lot together and Buddy has been going through a lot lately because of his age and back problems. He's also a "weenie" dog so that has made matters worse. Taylor's an amazing person with a heart of gold and people like that don't come around a lot these days. Last year, when my mom and I were going through really hard times she was kind enough to lend a hand and I know I will always be in debt to her and so thankful to have her in my life.

I know I can't do much more than donate a couple of dollars but I wanted to try to extend that same kind of kindness she showed me in another way. She is a poor college student going through life without the kind of comforts most people take forgranted like parents and siblings. Buddy is her best friend and right now he is going through therapy and needs medication. If both fail to help him, he will need surgery on his spine soon. Surgery that is surely going to be really, REALLY expensive.

So please, if you have a free moment and any change to spare, I'd love if you could help out a very dear friend of mine. Any amount will do. We've already been able to raise almost $200 to help with his next round of medication. I know everyone's feeling the effects of the recession but even if you can't donate please spread this link around and tell others. I'd really appreciate and love you for it.


[Follow the link to the donation fund:]
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never can say goodbye.

I meant to post this after the memorial but just didn’t have the time. If you’re even just a little bit of a Michael Jackson fan please read this and watch some of the videos. I’d really appreciate it and I promise you won’t regret it. <3

EDIT: Making this a public entry so I can share it with some fellow MJ fans. :)


Michael Joseph Jackson
August 29, 1958 - June 25, 2009

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please recommend your favorite play that has been turned into a movie! something relatively popular because i have to go out and be able to buy it/rent it/check it out of a library. i've gotta read the play and watch the movie version of it. ex: Hairspray, Angels in America, RENT, Cyrano de Bergerac, anything by Shakespeare, etc.

i need to pick one for a class presentation/report.

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oh, the irony.

AOL was cut on Thursday so there’s no net at home and that means I’m back to using at the library and at schoole. [Sounds like a drug. Sorta is.] My Godmother died last week and so we’ve been spending the past couple afternoons/nights at the mortuary and attending viewings. She died on her birthday.

Today was the funeral. I think I would like going to church more if they didn’t decorate the entire front etrance with Yes on 8! and Yes on 4! signs. I helped during the service. My cousin Andrew is fifteen and my Godmother was his Grandmother and it hurts to see him in so much pain and not be able to comfort him with the right words to say or the right thing to do. I can't tell him it will ever stop hurting because it's not the truth.

He had this massive anxiety attack when the casket was lowered into the ground and couldn’t stop shaking. Afterwards, we went to the reception, which was held at this buffet with chinese food and sat together and talked. It was a nice relief. Sometimes I’m so focused on how distant I am from the rest of my family but then I think about Andrew. We’ve been close since he was a born. There’s nothing I wouldn’t do for that kid.

On another note, High School Musical 3 was amazing. Yes. That’s right. I said it. HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL.

And on Thursday night, I dressed up like Joe Jonas and two of my bestfriends and I entered a Jonas Brothers lookalike contest. We didn’t win but the people that placed were eying us as competition and that made me feel a little better. Joyce borrowed her Dad’s jewelry and bought a man’s shirt. Lynda stuffed her pants. Pictures as soon as I can get them up.

I went goth on Halloween and ate candy because the new neighborhood was empty. About five kids came to our house while I sat in the garage. Josh and I hungout and watched horror movies on tv.

I’ll catch up with you guys a-sap. I’ve got writer’s block and some extra credit to do. Be well bbs. <3
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my fanfic community :D

I've neglected my hygiene for the millionth time this week, lol. You can say it- yes, Jen probably smells right now. I've been doucing myself in Bath & Body Works each time I've left the house though. My hair is so greasy I could probably rival any band guy right now.

I've done something productive though! :D

It's for my fanfic, and it's a BIG work in progress and I'm lost in where to start and what to do, but please join. :D I'm the only one posting, and it's just to keep all of my writing in one place.


I'm not really sure about how I feel about the name yet, haha. It reminded me of one of my favorite shirts at The more I stare at it, the more I hate it, but I'll deal. :D

I'm gonna catch up on commenting later, and thank you to everyone that's taken the time to respond, especially with the last few entries. I love you guys. ♥


This entry was written in response to jennasie's post at chemicalromance asking for people’s MCR stories. I think I’ve mentioned my story in bits and pieces for the most part, from reviews, random entries, and in Gerard’s birthday entry.

But here it is in it’s entirety. It’s long, and there’s a lot of rambling because I had to start from the beginning, for you to be able to understand the depth of the impact.

I was able to write my heart out about losing my Dad and because of that, it took me two long nights of attempts to finish this but I’m finally done. I cried a lot and listened to Helena while writing it, and I sincerely hope you guys take the time to read it. :] There’s also a picture of my Daddy and I in the entry as well. I'll also finally talk about going to rehab and all of the stuff that happened to lead to it.

Thanks in advance! And btw, I’ll apologize for grammar mistakes and shit now, because I’m half asleep. :P

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God KNOWS I won't be gone, lol. The internet and I are sorta married, lol, but let's all just pretend for the sake of the pretty:

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HP fans, I don't know how you were able to do this time and time again for YEARS. Please cross your fingers and pray that somehow my cheap ass Wal-Mart decided to get copies of Eclipse, and also puts them out on the shelves early [tonight] like other people are reporting because fighting with myself to not read spoilers IS. GETTING. EXCRUCIATING. :[

In other, AMAZING news, Dark Horse posted the pictures! :D I about had a heartattack and my Mom ran into the room like something had gone wrong, LOL.

Refer to this link:

And then scroooooll. :D

You'll also be able to see everyone I mentioned in my review, lol. The curly haired man aka Scott Allie aka one of the big Editors at Dark Horse. :D The dude at the end of the page, Matt Parkinson- is the man who first asked me to take a picture, and who also came out the end with Scott to take the group pic. :D The 'Brunette Lady' with the wristbands is on the first page, and her name is Mo Sevy. I can't tell you how good it feels to finally be able to put names to their faces, lol. ♥