Friends only

Now it's like this: mostly old entries will be friendslocked, new ones will be open.
so... comment to be added if you want to see what I did in 2004, or do it anyway just to be friendly :)

gardell om mj

If you speak Swedish you should read this article by Jonas Gardell concerning Michael. Very insightful.

I also just wanted to say that me and Felicia had what during the circumstances still must count as a  a great weekend. Mourning but not wallowing in misery which would only have made things worse. I broke down a little yesterday when I was alone for the first time since his death. It still feels so weird that he is no more, and very very sad. I didn't know him but he was always in  my heart.

In 2 weeks we're going to France and while we're there we're visiting Disneyland Paris (I'm saying it like it isn't our main goal of  the journey but of course it is, it always is). We're dedicating our visit to Michael, and it seems very fitting I think.

Smile, though your heart is aching
Smile, even though it's breaking
When there are clouds in the sky
You'll get by...


R.I.P .is not enough.

Michael ment a great deal to me. I really hope that in death he can be allowed the dignity he deserved to have but never got in life.