I really should post here more, but I have kinda fallen out of love with blogging.

Anyway you know how in life you have many firsts? It's just part of growing up, some are good and some are bad.

Well last night I had my first real panic attack, It was horrible. I was so scared and upset and lost the will to talk for a 2 hours.

Luckily someone was there to help, who know how it would of going if he wasn't there.

I won't go on to the topic that made me that way.

Is there people that watch my journal that have panic attacks all the time? How on earth do you cope with that?

What kind of monster are you?

You Are a Zombie

You're a pretty apathetic person, and you often feel like you're sleep walking through life.

You don't necessarily have a case of the "blues", but you do have a case of the "blahs."

It's hard for you to snap out of your boring every day routine. You're a bit burned out.

The only thing you crave is the company of others. But you're not too nice to the people who do hang around you.

Your greatest power: Your lack of a normal conscience

Your greatest weakness: Your lack of most emotions

You play well with: Aliens

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GenghisCon 2009

I've had a few people ask me about the con, So I've decided to post info here for all those interested in going.

The program: http://www.genghiscon.org/files/program.draft.5.pdf
the website: http://www.genghiscon.org/index.html?program
Where: Trinity College Conference Centre, Crawley, near the University of Western Australia.
When: 9th to the 11th of jan09

The pricing for memberships to GenghisCon 2009 is as follows:

›› $25 - Full Membership
›› $10 - One-day Membership

The prices for accommodation are:

›› $39 / Night - Student room: very basic accommodation, single bed
›› $44 / Night - Senior Student room: air- con, ensuite, but smaller than motel., mostly comes with double bed
›› $88 / Night - Motel room: is huge and fully self- contained, aircon, bar fridge/freezer, bathroom.

Please note that rooms are subject to availability, so if you do want a room, make sure you book one at the same time as getting your membership!

Once again, the new e-mail address for bookings is:


Hope this helps.

Also hope to see you there.

Oh my, need help from Artistic folk

Ok so I really want to get a commission of a fursuit from Luskwood. But A need a Ref sheet of Sammy, before I can apply to get one.
Now normally I'd try to whip something up myself but my computer is down.

So I was wondering if maybe Munchi or falli or someone could make one for me please!
I can only pay cash, due to no money in my paypal account or I can trade fursuit Items.
But theres another problem this is very short notice, I need the ref sheet before june first.
It doesn't have to be perfect just three poses and some rough colour.

Something like this would be good as of poses:http://keovi.artspots.com/image/16444/reno-davis

Now onto Sammy I'd like him drawn chibi,young and shy example:http://i6.photobucket.com/albums/y239/Gillligan/sammychibibyKuitsuku.png

I really like this charater sheet: http://luskwood.org/gallery/image/107
I'd love the legs drawn like that.

Info on Sammy: Male leemur, very young at heart but also very shy,
black fur, very long multi-coloured tail, white tuffed of hair, dark purple eyes.
Pink nose, pink paw pads, feet 3 toes, hands 3 finngers + thumb.

what you think, who can help me?


feeling ill lately and very meh.

not going to be on the internets much for awhile, just feeling less like its worth checking up on stuff.

and probably going to delete facebook too.

maybe some good news though, picking up a 3rd job soon as a cleaner not great pay but its not under $15 so its not that bad..

swancon was good, better if some people weren't there and have only found 2 pictures of my danger mouse costume so far.

I have art that I have done but I probably won't update it here for awhile.
If I update any arts it will be here: http://gilligan-.deviantart.com/


Well I'm back from Melbourne.
Was meant to be back thurs but miss my flight. :(
I'll update with photo's and such when I'm updated with stuff on internets..

other news so many commissions to do and i'm so broke, still need to get swancon ticket..