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04:42pm 22/03/2005
I wonder...if I'm ever going to be so lucky...

that if I REALLY need someone, like I do now,

I wonder if I'll ever be so lucky...

to finally find someone...who cares enough...

to stop what they're doing...

and just...come see me. Hug me. Talk to me. Be there for me.

I wonder if I'll ever be as lucky...to have someone

who genuinely cares enough not to leave when I actually have a problem.

Someone who won't just leave, even with a second glance, just leave me crying.

Probably not.

Nobody could ever care that much about me anyway.

I'm just some stupid...whiny...controlling bitch...

I have no purpose here. No one wants to give me a purpose.

No one.

I just want someone here for me.

That's all...

that's all.

(9 Will Give Their Life For Me|Love Me)

05:26pm 13/10/2004

October 12, 1998

Six years ago today, Matthew Shepard was murdered for being homosexual.

What will you do to end the silence?

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Friends. Only.   
10:38pm 21/05/2004
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Friends only. If you want to become my friend, leave a comment and I shall consider you. You may only apply if:

1. You are not an evil murderer who will rape me in the shower

2. You love me.


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