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buildings burn, people die... but real love is forever

18 July 1990
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Brandi Hubbard


Sarah Dean

This gurls likes
Diet Dr Pepper
And more

This Gurls Dislikes
and more...

This Gurls Fav Movies
The Nightmare before christmas
Edward Scissorhands
Chalie and the chotolete factory(sp)
Lets just say all of Tim Burton movies
scary movies
and more...

This Gurls Fav music
heavy metal

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Self-Injury: You are NOT the only one.

Monday, March 1, 2004 is SI Awareness Day.

Suicide is never a black and white issue

Your connection with darkness is through your
depression. Hated, sad and often feeling
lonely, there is only a few that appreciate the
real you. You tend to keep to yourself and away
from the world since you don't want to be hurt
and betrayed again. Music gives you the
understanding you need to get through, it's
your "therapy". Or you express
yourself through art or writing. Chances are
you're also an anti-social person, who only
likes being with close friends, if even that.
The world has finally showed it's true face for
you and you wish life wasn't this miserable to
live through. Maybe you'll find happiness in
the future, but right now you're just hiding
away from the world. Who needs people anyway?

What is your connection with darkness? [pics]
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Your word is: Sad. You wanted to give yourself to
someone. But they didn't accept you. Being
rejected, whether it be from family, friends,
love-interests or peers, is a very hurtful
thing to go through. It is also likely that you
have been betrayed several times before, which
is why you keep away from everyone now. You
learned the hard way to never trust people and
your defence-mechanism is now to isolate
yourself. Yet you yearn for people who will
understand and like you, to have the thing you
never had: love.

What Dark Word Represents You? [anime pics]
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Life sucks and you know it. Nothing ever turns out
okay, nothing ever goes your way and while you
have to live this horrible life the gods are
laughing at you. The whole meaning with life,
according to you, is simply to die. But you
have not become this way just like that, you
have probably been decieved, betrayed and hurt
by people who meant alot to you in your past.
To you, life is not even bittersweet.

How do you see life?
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broken soul
Your soul is broken.
You are living through a lot of pain everyday
that you have to deal with, which is making you
sorrowful. No one ever stays by your side when
you truly need them and no one ever will.
Everything is hopeless and tragic and you keep
yearning for the day you will be free from
pain. Love is unlikely to happen to you because
you isolate yourself and are suspicious of
peoples motives. You stand in the shadows of
the world, watching what you can never have.
The bruises you carry never seems to heal, your
mind is dark and no one seems to understand or
wants to help. As always, you will be alone in
the world, fighting your dark thoughts by

How is your soul? [pics]
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You need understanding.
In your life there has been many people that
could never seem too comprehend your
personality. Now you have either become an
out-cast because of their narrow minds or you
have adjusted yourself to them, and never
letting them see who you are deep inside. You
now think that no one will ever understand you
and you hate that fact. Though you are scared
of what the effects might be if you would
decide to let someone in so you keep a safe
distance that you both curse and bless.

What Do You Need in Your Life? [dark pics]
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You are sad because of your life and obsession with

Why are you sad? [amazing pictures] For darker people
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"Floating as a ghost through events, forever

You are someone who is very lonely in life and feel
like no one ever notice you. Due to this you
lack in confidence in yourself and also have
little belief anything you do matters. Therefor
you are passive to most situations and let
other people take care of it, while you stand
aside. When you have a problem you keep it to
yourself, thinking no one will care anyway if
you told them. In social gatherings you feel
anxious and out-of-place and like to stay away.
When you see someone having a problem you don't
really meddle, not because you don't care but
because you think they wouldn't want to have
you around. A way you could get noticed is
through the Internet, where you can open up
more than you do in real life.

What is Your Phrase? [for darker people]
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Your wise quote is: "Reality bites with a
variety of sizes of teeth"(-Tony Follari)
As a person, you think life is just plain
painful, horrible and everything else you don't
like. Happy people confuse you. Alot. I mean,
why are they so happy anyway? You are depressed
and perhaps utterly alone and live life rather
montone. You feel there is no reason to really
be here and feel helpless.

What wise quote fits you? [pics]
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Ice element
Your element is Ice. This element may seem a little
odd, but this is a side-effect from when the
element of Water gets too hurt. Once you were a
content soul, and happy with life. But then
something happened. Not necessarily on one day,
it probably happened gradually over time. You
lost your will to care and became even more
reserved from the world. People had hurt you in
ways you do not want to remember and now you
isolate yourself from them. You have turned
into an outsider and probably dress more in
black than you used to. Your depression is
eating you up and tearing you apart and the
worst part is that no one is willing to help,
or so it seems. In school you are often by
yourself or one single friend and you rarely
seem to be truly happy anymore. Your sad,
distant eyes and constant frown seems glued to
your face and you need a saviour from this
world. You may turn to music for understanding
and sing/scream along in the lyrics to get rid
of some pain. You are not very open about your
problems to your family/friends, and wish that
they would just notice it and make it go away.
Rate and message!

What is your element? [with pics + detailed answeres]
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Your Angel is in deep heart ake. Comeing close to
being a dark Angel. She trusted some one and
they broke her heart. be careful or your once
Loving Angel will be a Evil Angel.WING TIPE=
almost gone but still white from when she was a
loving Angel ELEMENT=the shadows ANIMAL=spider
COLOR=black NAME=Jessica

What kind of Angel is inside of your heart ( awesome pics)changed and a new angel!!!!!!
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You are an assassin.
That means you are a proffessional and do your
job without mixing any emotions in it. In your
life you have probably been hurt many times and
have gotten some mental scars. This results in
you being distant from people. Though many
think that you are evil, you are not. What you
really are is a person, trying to forget your
pain and past. You are the person who never
seems to care and that is why being an assassin
fits you good. Atleast, that's what people
think. Even if you don't care that much for
your victims, you still have the ability to
care and to generally feel. It is not lost,
just a little forgotten. In crowds you tend to
not get to noticed, and dress in black or other
discrete colours. You don't being in the
spotlight and wish people would just leave you
alone. But once you do get close to someone you
have a hard time letting go and get real down
if you loose him/her.

Main weapon: Sniper
Quote: "The walls we build around
us to keep out the sadness also keep out the
joy" -Jim Rohn
Facial expression: Narrowed eyes

What Type of Killer Are You? [cool pictures]
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Dark love
You're fated to have a Dark love.
Probably a lover of things gothic, you're
artistic and original. Although you are a loner
and independent to a fault, all you will need
is him, and he will feel the same...

Please rate aaaaand... eat chocolate bars?
*cough*rate*cough* ^^

What Love are you Fated for? ~AWESOME anime pics!~
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The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free.

In love, you feel the most alive when everything is uncertain, one moment heaven... the next moment hell.

You'd like to your lover to think you are flexible and ready for anything!

You would be forced to break up with someone who was insecure and in constant need of reassurance.

Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with.

Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.

You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred.

In this moment, you think of love as something you thirst for. You'll do anything for love, but you won't fall for it easily.

You're a Depressed Drunk

You know that distinct taste of tears and vodka real well.

You Are a Punk Rocker!

When it comes to rock, you don't follow any rules

You know that rocking out is all about taking down the man

You've got an incredible stage presence and rock persona

You scare moms, make bad girls (or boys) swoon, and live life on the edge!

Your Kissing Purity Score: 83% Pure

You've hardly ever been kissed

But the kisses you've given are very missed

You're a Shy Kisser

You *do* love to kiss, once your comfortable with it

And that means knowing the person you're kissing pretty well

You usually don't make the first move when it comes to making out

But you've got plenty of intensity in return

You are a Punk Boy Kiss! You met your cutie at that
concert last week... Instead of bringin home
some CDs and a shirt... you brought home him!

What kind of Hot Boy Kiss are you??
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You are the Phantom of the Opera kiss!

Which Movie Kiss Are You? (With Pics!!!)
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you are going to kill yourself. You got to
depressed one day and you couldn't take it any
more so you shot yourself in the head... *sigh*

How will you die? (beautiful pics!)
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Fallen Angel
You have a lonely, dark soul... You value time
alone, and dont get on with very many people.
You appreciate the factors of loneliness, but
sometimes there are a few people who are always
there for you, and never forget that. You tend
to be quiet, withdrawn, and sometimes a bit of
a dreamer. You have no fear of death itself,
and some people may call you a goth, but dont
worry about that. You love the night, and the
starry sky, and it cheers you up no end to be
lost in the celestial sphere of midnight sky.

Element: Shadows/Darkness/Night
Colour/s: Black, deep purples and blues
Animal: Panthers, wolves

What type of soul do you posess? (Anime pictures and fairly lengthy results)
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The Haunted One

You are the haunted beauty whose life is marred by
sadness. You are dreamy, delicate, gentle and
melancholy. As tragically beautiful as any
Shakespearean heroine, you possess a doe-eyed
fragility that is strangely enchanting.

What's so scary about you: There is something
rather unsettling about your fragile beauty.
You are like a dream that no one can grasp.

Your gemstone: Moonstone
Your Moon: Ice Moon (January)

Which Beautiful Vampiress are You? (For Girls! - Gothic Anime Pics!)
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Shadow Caster

Class: Seraph
Alliance: Dark

You tend to be a rather dark, mysterious, and
gloomy sort. You feel the most at home amid
shadows and secrecy. Your pensive, wistful
nature makes you suited to a passive role
rather than an active one. As Shadow Caster you
would lend your arsenal of dark spells in
support of the Dark Side.

Your Angelic Name: Adriel

Which Warrior Angel are You and Whose Side are You On? (With Anime Pics)
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Icy, aren't you? You show barely any compassion at
all, and are unconcerned about the worries of
your nation. You think the world revolves
around you!

Please rate and message!

How Cold is Your Heart? ^Pretty Pics^ *Many Outcomes*
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I do not know what you are... You are just a
shadow with beautiful emerald eyes when I look
at you. You're mysterious. You sort of hide
from others and don't trust so many people. You
immediately turn into a shadow when someone
turns around to see you. All they see is your
beautiful eyes in a sheet of black. People
don't know a lot about you at all! You are
quiet and your feelings are usually hard to
tell. You are very secretive, shy and aren't
around with too many creatures. There aren't a
lot of creatures like you in fact! No one has
seen you in your true form. People always guess
about who you are and no matter what they say,
you don't care... you just stand there...
unaffected by insults or even compliments by
other whispering people. You like yourself that
way... or do you?

You're so mysterious so you mysteriously get this
mysterious result and mysteriously rate 5 and
message mysteriously!

Deep inside you, there's a creature trying to get out... What is it??? (Beauitful anime pics)
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You know Korn just about as well as they know
themselves, you must be a fan!!

Do you know Korn?(w/pics)
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Self-Inflicted Pain Is Love.

Will I always be your little star?

Will I always be your little star?

Nightmare before Christmas is love
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Johnny depp is true love
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Johnny depp is love
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Finding Neverland is Love
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Addams family is spooky ooky love
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The munsters are love
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The Phantom of the Opera is romantic love
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mY cheMicAL roMaNcE. is LOVE. <333

The Used Is Dirty Love

JOhnny Depp is Love

Puss in Boots is Love

Darth Vader is Dark Love

Blink182 is Love

Simple Plan is Love

The Phantom of the Opera is Love

LotR boys wearing eyeliner is Love

Being Alone is Love. Sucks.

Boy Meets World is Love.

Story Of The Year is Love.

Stewie is Love.