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Gone. [April 11th, 2006]
GONE♥


i'm deleting everyone from my friends list, comment if you want to be added to the new journal, comment with how I know you, and preferrably a picture of yourself.. mk? :] ♥
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wow. [April 3rd, 2006]
geez I haven't posted in so long. Our trip was so good, I couldn't even really sum it up in a journal entry. When we first got there.. parking was SUCH a bitch.. it was a small space, and the parking spot itself was so small.. and we drove in Kiels truck.. so Kiel was stressing about getting into the spot. We got there at around.. 4ish? The hotel was so so cute! I loved it. (pic 1, pic 2, pic 3) Outside of our room was a cute little patio, and as soon as you walk out.. you turn to the left and look over the balcony and there's the ocean. (the view here) there was a long stairwell that took us right out onto the ocean.. and it was pretty much a private beach mostly for the hotel (which was fairly small) and the few houses in which their backyards faced the ocean. Down the shore was a huge rock that you could walk through (here & here) and as you walked through you could look into the crevases(sp?) and there were crabs inside of them.. at the other side were a bunch of tidepools.. & in case you dont know what those are.. they are holes in the rocks where the tide rises and falls, and leaves pools of water in the holes where anenomies, crabs, hermits, & fish reside. It was absolutely BEAUTIFUL! seriously. (here & here). Unfortunately, we didnt find those until the almost the last day, which sucked. But oh well.

The second day, we went to the San Diego wild animal park.. it was alright.. not really all that great.. but it was okay... we took a train around, which was an hour long without stops.. and ten minutes into it the little kid next to us started SCREAMING his head off, and didn't stop until the end.. I was ready to stick my fingers down his throat to shut him up. my god! he ruined the entire ride..and i'm sure everyone else was pissed too.. and the mom gets off and says "sorry" while laughing.. wtf, bitch. >:O Pictures from the W.A.P (here, here, here& here. After that is when we went back to the hotel, and found the tidepools as we waited for my Heather to call<3 We met up with her and her fiance, (they picked us up) and we headed to Balboa island.. Ron took us on the fairy in the car across to the island.. which was neat.. and when we got across it was ghetto as fuck.. we walked all the way up the pier to this restaraunt Heather wanted to eat at, and it closed at 9.. and what time was it? 9.. yeah gay. So, we drove around.. and Ron used his nifty navigation system to find a place to eat.. we found a cocoas, and sat down to eat.. we chatted & laughed a bunch... Heather and I escorted each other to the restroom where we took myspace pics (here) & we giggled as we did so, and returned to the table to go picture crazy <3 (here) she's so cute! heh. Then we went outside to take some more pictures (here & here)..

The next day we drove to long beach to find the aquarium of the pacific.. and walked a lot until we found it.. it sucked. there were a bunch of people there.. so it was hard to see anything. We stopped at Chilis for lunch, and there were some dumb highschool kids eating across from us, one of them said "I bet I can get our food for free.. and get people fired" and started a ruckus, about how his fries were "perposterous" or something of that nature.. I tattled on him on the way out ;) it's what i'm good at. heh.

As we headed home, we stopped at this mall on the way out of CA.. it was AWESOME.. TONS of shops!!!! I picked up a bunch of cute clothes, including a hollister skirt that actually fits me really good!! :P excitement.

♥ some more pictures if you want to see themCollapse )

& yeah.. that's it.. that I can think of! haha. Alright, i'm gonna do my exercises, and get in bed. G'night!
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i already love our trip. [March 30th, 2006]
I already love our trip ♥












this is from our patio at the hotel :)
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woohoo. [March 29th, 2006]
CALIFORNIA IS ALMOST HERE! so so so soon!!!! :) tomorrow! :P Kiel gave me $60 to go get some lingere for our trip (it is for our anniversary afterall) and i found the cutest corset at Victorias Secret! It fits me so good! its hard to find corsets that make us small breasted women look not so small rofl. :) I really think he'll love it.. although, he would love it no matter what rofl.I love to dress up, makes things so much hotter. ♥

Tomorrow we will check into the hotel and probably head down to newport beach, and maybe meet up with Heather.. depending on when she works. It'd be nice to see her again :) I AM in her wedding afterall, yet I never get to see her prettyface! :P Then we'll probably hang out at the hotel/on the beach that night, then the next morning we'll head to the wild animal park, and after that possibly the long beach aquarium and maybe home? we dont know yet. Anyway, i'm going to hop in the shower. night guys!
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:) [March 21st, 2006]
so everything is in tip top shape again. :) The such small things that we took for granted, we really realized.. and as much as I thought that we REALLY needed a week.. we probably only needed a few hours apart, thinking we weren't going to be together again. We went out yesterday and bought a new fan, and a new desk .. 2 things to our collection of bedroom stuff we need to get. :) It was so nice just being with him. he's really amazing. I love him so much. I'm so glad that we fixed things, and that it really helped.

I have to make this one a quick one.. but - i'm already starting to dread going to work... I hate sitting there all day doing NOTHING, seroiusly... they are paying me to go on the internet and answer the phone about 3 times a day. I'm ready to pull my fucking hair out. I doubt it will pick up either. I think I'm going to get my bills for the majority paid for, stay there for at least 3 more months and find another job. I've been there one month. It sucks. When he hired me he said it'd be "crazy" yeah, crazy NOTHING. anyway, time to head to my death. haha :) hope everyone has a good day.
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amazing. [March 20th, 2006]
Its amazing how strong you feel, until you actually leave. The entire problem was solved within hours of me leaving the house. Kiel apologized, and said some things that really made me happy that we do have what we have. & I'm well aware that people fight, and that no one is perfect, but I dont want what we have to suffer.. so the moment I see it suffering, I want to do whatever it takes to make it better. We've been together for quite some time, and have lived together for most of it. But, it's never been a problem.. he's my best friend and vise versa, we have no one else. I'm not going to get into the petty thing that started our fight, or what about him makes me mad. I dont want anyone to think badly about Kiel because we all do poor thought things at one time or another, I for one am guilty of it aswell.

I went to my parents house, and tried to act like I was fine.. I went to the store with my Mom, and it's usually Kiel and I at this store.. and I feel so utterly lost, and so incomplete it's not even funny. My hands were lonely.. he's always holding my hand, and I guess in a way thats a comfort to me, he really takes care of me. He was texting me while I was walking through the store, with things that honestly made me feel so happy.. yet so lonely at the same time. I went back to the apartment, I was doing okay... it started to get closer to bedtime & I knew that would be the hardest.. I called him and asked him to meet me somewhere so that he could give me two towels since my parents didnt really have any. So he did, and as soon as I saw him I nearly burst into tears.. like things weren't the same.. and we hugged and I cried.. he said "Don't cry babe" It was so hard leaving. Before bed he texted me with things like "I miss you so so much already, and I love you" - I couldn't sleep all night, and it didn't help that the apartment across the sidewalk was blaring rap music all night.. it was so fucking loud, I was ready to throw a rock through their window. >:o I cried a lot regardless, and it still didn't let me sleep.. we always sleep right next to each other back to back so we can feel each other. I woke up on at most 2 hours of sleep.. and called in, I was sick to my stomach and theres no way I could possibly drive 20 minutes away half asleep. I texted him and asked him to call in, but he couldn't.. I just want to see him, although it probably hasnt even been 24 hours, I miss him so much. I texted him and told him I was coming home, he said "you're more than welcome babe" . I think that within the short time we were away, it has already effected us.. it really has effected me. Plus, there's no way I will be able to sleep at my parents, I dont want to miss anymore work in fear of getting fired. It's not worth it. I hope things are better from here on out ♥ I know i've thought a lot, and feel different in a lot of ways. He means the world to me. & I guess i'm rather cautious because of what happened with Eric. I fear that Kiel will in some way get sick of me, or just plain out not want to be with me anymore. I dont know, but I do know that i love him more than anything in this entire world. seriously.

He'll be home probably around 2:30, he's getting off early, I can't wait to just hug him and kiss him. I feel like we've been away from each other for MONTHS! For any of you who are in a relationship, please dont take the other for granted.. even if they dont say anything i'm sure they notice, and it really hurts like hell. :(

thanks to everyone who repsonded, I appreciate it so much.
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in the eyes of perfection. [March 19th, 2006]
so, I drove around the apartment complex trying to find a connection. [its probably illegal, oh well] desperate times call for desperate measures.

I left today to stay with my parents for awhile. & i'm not going to bad mouth Kiel, i love him.. but things need to change. I need to feel what we felt a year ago.. I am desperately searching for that, & maybe with time it will come. I don't feel appreciated, I feel like i'm an annoyance.. and regardless of reasurance that i'm not, I still feel as though I am. I'm good at not sharing personal things online, and i'm pretty sure it should stay that way, but when i'm in need of reassurance you are who I come to. I love him with all my heart, and I don't want him to slip away from me. Hopefully i'm not wishing for something that's gone. I dont know. & i doubt he'll read this. Tonight is going to be rough, sleeping alone especially. I'm sure i'll be fine, it just sucks... it sucks that we even have to do this.

i'll miss our cuddles,
and my morning kiss.

but if doing this will resolve the things that AREN'T good, i'm willing to have at anything. -maybe this will end with tears. bye.
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What I love about Kiel.. [March 9th, 2006]
so after missing Kiel like crazy, he got home super late.. well 9 ish, that's bedtime, so that's late lol. He gets in bed with me, since i've been cuddling there for about an hour watching Dr. 90210 (I love that show!) and he kisses me and says "Baby, sometimes I take you for granted, and I just want you to know that i'm sorry and I love you" for no reason, I mean he didnt do anything that he would need to say that for lol. <3 Then he gushed on about his night at explorers :) yep, i'm pretty sure he's awesome.

Now, i'm at work.. listening to my yahoo radio station that I made. :P bah, i'm bored. <3<3<3
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i need love. [March 8th, 2006]
I miss Kiel so much right now, why is it that we are ten times more needy when we're feeling poopy? I just had dinner with Kiels parents which is a rareity considering Kiel isn't home. lol. But at least I got to eat something.. I didn't feel like leaving. I'm so utterly bored it sucks. :( I tried to lie down and watch disney, but nothing good is on.. that I haven't already seen. I went on AIM for a bit but no one was on. I really hope that my work isn't mad at me... I'd probably be mad at me, considering i've only been there... 3 weeks? guh.. But I can't help it if I'm sick. I would totally tough it out if I was needed but i'm not at all.

Bleh. There's so many things on my list of "wants" right now.. here's a list if I can think of them:

x I need a fill on my nails
x Hair done (eventually) & Cut
x teeth whitener stuff.. (whats the best?)
x I need contacts & glasses
x more clothes
x pierced ears..
x the rest of our furniture
x a necklace
x Jake needs to be fixed + rabies shot
x Credit Cards paid off
x MOVE OUT!!!!

shitty list. lol. I have $900 in the bank.. my c/c is just close to $4000... I've only gotten one check from my job, and I just recieved my tax return of 600 some odd dollars. I figure instead of paying large sums, i'll save save save.. and that way instead of being like "oh I only have 200$ to spend.." i'll see the big amount of money .. and realize that's my small start to paying off my c/c's.. I think it'll help me save quicker. I only owe $5000 on my car too.. so that should get paid off within the year, which will be great.

Kiel & I are taking a trip to california for our anniversary in exactly a month. I cannot WAIT. we seriously need this. 4 days of us. I am DYING to go to the beach with him.. we haven't been since the first few weeks we started dating, and that wasn't so well.. as cheesy as it sounds, the beach makes me smile ... its the next best thing to rain for me. I just want to stick my toes in the sand, and kiss him. ♥

I know I talk about Kiel, Kiel, Kiel but some of you may not understand... he's all I have. Like, at one point my life was so utterly shitty.. and I felt like I could never be genuinely happy.. and out of no where he was there.. and he took every ounce of saddness away from me and locked it up. He makes me smile when I don't want to. He's my bestest friend. That may sound pathetic..that i'm nearly obsessed with our relationship, but in all honesty I don't care. I have nothing else to talk about, I dont have 349305840 friends to hang out with, I have Kiel.. and he makes up for all of that. Sure, i'd love to have girl friends to gossip with, but I wouldn't give Kiel up for that. Not for anything. I can't imagine my life without him in it. really, I can't. He treats me like his little princess, and thats how I like it :) hehe.

Sometimes I wish I could just pick some of you off the computer screen and make you live nextdoor.. unfortunately it doesn't work like that. Mostly, I wish Katie lived closer.. she's like, a twin of me. ♥ I adore her guts a bunch. :) Her and I shall definitely plan a girl road trip to california ♥ right Miss Katie???

anyway, I shall go hop in bed again... but I just may fall asleep this time. (why do I have this sudden urge, to just POST? silly eh) I hope everyone from my website will be able to read this.. if not i'll be sad if I lose touch with those I recently made friends with :(
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i ♥ this picture. [March 8th, 2006]


this picture makes me smile.

I feel like poop. :(
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we're silly. [February 17th, 2006]
I pretty much freaking LOVE him. haha <3 we took like 200 pictures last night :x





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personal. [February 15th, 2006]
have I ever mentioned that I choke around people, when it comes down to them getting to know ME the REAL Christina? There are VERY few people in real life that have seen the real me. I don't get it, and I hate it. I've had numerous people want to hang out, old friends from high school and what not, and I want to.. I do, but I'm so terrified, and i'm terrified of people judging me. I feel like i'm going to say something, or do something stupid. That, I dont have anything to talk about.. sure I can talk about Kiel for HOURS.. but that's all. Then, I'd look like some obsessed freak. I don't know why this has all started, or when. I'm thinking it happened in High School, when I hardly had any friends.. my senior year, I'd ditch my fifth hour.. I hated math, and lets face it.. with in school lunch and no one to sit with, I was scared. Casie & I weren't friends at that time, and I dont know if it was that no one wanted to be my friend, or that I didn't want to be theirs. Most people only wanted to party, and I just hated that. Half way through my senior year, I decided on independent studies.. somewhat like homeschool. I'm glad I did, I would have felt like a fool walking with my class and not actually graduating, considering I hadn't passed the Math Proficiency test, and after nearly 15 tries, I finally passed it. WHY do I get to be the stupid anti-social one? Why can't I have friends to go out with & have a good time. Sure, when Casie's here.. I feel invincible.. I can hang out with whomever, and be whomever.. but when it's just me... I can't. My anti-socialness, turned into.. anti-telephone.. that if there were to be an awkward moment, I'd freak out.. so I avoid it all together. I know Sher has been pissed at me a few times because I never returned her call. & I want to, and I contemplate it, and I just CANT. I don't know what to do about it. People get impatient, and dont want to take the time to get to know who I am.. and I know i'm a darn good person, but I can't be who I am with Kiel nor Casie with anyone else. WHY am I getting personal? I have no fucking idea. I guess these past few days took me by surprise, and I felt like a failure. I can't keep a job.. why? Because I always find the smallest things wrong.. and the fact that I can't become close to people, so I constantly feel awkward.. and truthfully it's the worst feeling ever. I felt great at Costco.. but unfortunately thats not the kind of job I want.. I still talk to some of the people there also. One of them got kind of weird, and he told me he was in love with me, and that he always thought I was beautiful.. and well... it freaked me out a little.. considering he knows i'm dating Kiel.. so I stopped talking to him. Seriously, i'm so lucky to have Kiel.. to put up with my weirdness, and to just support me in everything.. because he really does.

As far as my internet friends.. you can't really trust many people.. they flip on the switch of a dime for no reason.. because hell, its the internet and they can.. and then the other 90% of people who visit my website, or here.. never take the time to talk to me.. some think i'm stuck up, or who knows what. IDK, personally I think i'm a pretty damn nice girl. lol. I would help anyone in a heart beat. Which leads me to often being taken advantage of.

blah blah blah, i'm yammering very badly. I can't wait for monday to come to start this new job. :) I'm going to try and start fresh, unless something weird happens, ya know? lol anyway, I think I may head to bed soon.. i'm pretty pooped. night, thanks for listening. More to come i'm sure.
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relief? [February 15th, 2006]
after spilling my guts to Kiel last night, and crying my eyes out...and him telling me never to worry that he would ALWAYS help me, no matter how much money I needed... and feeling a little relieved. I recieved a call from a place called "SouthWest Truck Driver Training" and I went down, it's super close to my house.. Kiel dropped me off and waited in the car.. the interview went GREAT! 8-5, $10/hr... opportunity to advance, benefits.. ETC! Plus the guy was awesomely nice! we come home, watch Saw II.. I didn't get excited... and then he called .. I didnt pick up, he left a v/m.. and I called him back and he offered me the job.. I start Monday!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! My gosh, finally right?!?!!?! So much relief! :) Weekends with my baby, everything is amazing now.. i'm ready to cry. thank you guys so much for the luck and the support.. if I could meet every single one of you, I would. I swear.

oh yeah Kiel & I have a myspace now! :) add it bishes<3
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so. [January 7th, 2006]
i'm lying in bed with my laptop on it's little lap desk.. Kiel's next to me watching Scarface I just couldn't get into it and fell asleep.. I usually love mob movies but I dunno, the oldness I guess. I went to the BMX competition today with Eric... and I just felt really out of place, so I left before most of the people got there.. and there were a lot of fucking people there.. I didnt know a lot of them and Eric was going to go ride so I would have been alone.. not stoked. I did get to meet Natalie though, and she seems like a total sweetie :) So, I got to come home and spend the rest of the night with Kiel.. and I know this sounds really mean, but when I hang out with Eric (even though it's not a lot) it really really makes me appreciate what i have with Kiel.. I guess it just makes me remember all of the shit I went through with him (not abusive obviously..just well you know heartache I suppose) and.. I'm just really glad he's doing what he wants, and I'm with someone who super truely cares about me. ♥ I love Kiel so much. I know it's overplayed, but it's REAL.

Sorry I havent LJ'd in awhile.. I have all this time, and sometimes I just dont feel like it. Hey, it happens. My amazing best friend will be here in about... hmm, I dunno a day and a morning! lol. I'm so excited, I miss her so much.<3

I didn't mean to flip out on those of you who tried to give advice, I guess I dont mind advice, it's just the way it's put. It makes me feel like some of you think I'm just some little girl on the web, when in reality i'm not. at all. But that doesn't need to be explained. Alright i'm going to post this before my laptop battery dies. <3 night.
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[January 2nd, 2006]
These past few days have been amazing.. seriously. ♥ I've gotten to spend complete time with Kiel.. it feels like when we both didnt have jobs and we spent 24/7 with each other and I absolutely love it. For New Years we went to our spot "the flame" that over looks vegas.. it's so pretty and it's away from everything.. or so we thought.. we though it was an unknown spot.. and on the way up.. it was.. and on the way back down after the fireworks there were TONS of people. But we sat in the truck and somewhat remenisced(sp?) about when we first started dating.. I asked what he thought of me when he first saw me.. he said he thought I was gorgeous and never ever thought he could "score" a girl like me. That made me smile, a lot. <3 I'm happy I found him.. seriously. <3 Casie will be here next monday.. and the BMX competition is Saturday.. def. excited !!! Katie Rose you better go.. seriously!!!! maybe i'll even bring my camera... highly doubtful. Oh, and if you haven't already.. you should go to my website @ ohromance.org and leave me a little love. I know i'm super out of the loop.. i'm not very good at this web stuff anymore.. but still. I made an AWESOME layout in PSP, im debating whether I should replace the one thats up or not.. i'll post it later. toodles kids<3
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[November 16th, 2005]

"I will breathe you in
until I cant breathe at all-
i'll gasp for air,
and my lungs will collapse-
i'll still fight for more.
And with my last,
unconcious, deadened breath for life..
I will think of you,
and of us..
and know that we were-
something worth living for"
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the worst. [November 16th, 2005]
have you ever been in a relationship, where you love the person so much.. and things just seem to start fading? Maybe I shouldn't post this stuff, maybe it's too personal, but I need to vent.. i need to express my emotions to someone who will listen.. & maybe he will read this, and maybe he will stop blaming me, and realize what's going on. Since I started working at Costco, I feel like .. we've lost a lot. Like we hardly exist anymore, and when we do.. we don't know the other is around. & I'm sure part of it is me. But everytime I tell him something wrong, it starts a fight.. and he denies it. I just want to be able to tell him how I feel.. and I wish he would listen, and make me feel better.. and like everythings going to be okay like he use to. I want the cards for no reason, the lyrics in my e-mail, the little notes saying "Thank you for letting me stay the night", the excitement, the laughter, the happiness. WHERE DID IT GO? :( I feel like just breaking down in a thousand tears, and just hopefully i'll fall asleep and wake up and everything will be right again. I dont know where i'm going, and I don't know where I've been. I just want Kiel back. I try so hard for him to notice me... I try so hard to go out of my way to do things to make him happy.. things that would have made him so happy before.. and it seems as if they don't. & Maybe i'm wrong, but he has a weird way of showing it if so. Every day, I still hold that excitement of being able to see my boyfriend.. that excitement of talking to him on the phone, even if it's only for a second. That every boy that passes will never be as good as mine. The talks that we use to have about getting married.. & how it made him happy to make me happy. That getting to sleep next to each other every night for the rest of our entire lives was amazing in itself, something so small.. & I wish we'd hold each other all night long. Why don't we? I've looked foward to my future every day of my life. & is it killing us to live here? Is it tearing us apart? we wont even know. & if it isn't what is? I MISS him!! :( Why do I keep this to myself.. because it's no ones business but ours.. but when I have no one to turn to, my livejournal seems to lend me it's shoulder.. and writing calms me. And if he's mad.. then so be it.. because you are people that we will never meet, and you are people who arent going to judge him, because honestly.. who cares?

I miss our songs, I miss singing our songs at the top of our lungs in the car.. while we're driving.. somewhere.. anywhere.. but it didn't matter where, as long as we we're together. & Kiel, I still feel that way.. but, I feel like you aren't that person anymore. I've always wanted to pack everything I own into a small box, and just run as far as we could go.. and live a life of unknown accomplishments, in a town we've never been.. and live together, and support each other.. and that nothing around us would matter but purely that..us. But where are we? Where have we gone to? WHY CAN'T I BREATHE US ANYMORE? All of these questions that I wont know.. and that I don't care to know, I just want it to be like it was again.. but it's not.. & will it be? He's not bad to me.. I promise.. it's just, we've lost a sense of who we are when we're together.. and i'd give anything ANYTHING to get it back. All the complaints i've ever said, all the fights we've ever had about something silly, all the talks we shouldn't have, I wish I could take them all back. The time that you said you loved me at the beach, and I didn't say it back.. I want to say it now! Because I mean it, and I would have meant it then.. that I knew that we'd be together forever, and in a sense it scared me, and I didn't know how to react. I knew you were right for me, and why do we run when we're scared? I'll never know.. but i'm not running now! let's make this right.

So put your hand in mine,
NEVER let go..


I love you more and more each time I See your face.. and each time I kiss you, it's not just a kiss. Every hug that i'm lucky enough to get, I enjoy it. Every little thing that you do, brings a smile to my face STILL. And I have your post it note, from the night you bought me a chocolate crossaint right above my computer because every time I look at it, it makes me happy.

"Christina, you my dear are amazing
and I love you and miss you today.
Thank you for being so good to me.
I love you!!
"


These are the things that I cherish, because they don't happen as much anymore. You can't give someone the world, and slowly take it away as if they wont ever notice. I'm missing a huge chunk, and i'd really like it back if I could. I don't know what to say anymore. I just want everything to be okay. that's all.

(No we didn't break up.)
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Kiels Birthday pictures. [November 9th, 2005]
We didn't do much, mostly because we both worked today, and I dont have a lick of money. so, when he got home I gave him his card, and we showered, and then I gave him his cake and sang to him. :) After that we met his parents at Joe's Crab Shack for dinner.. & that's about it. :) but I took a few pictures;

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I am so attracted to him, he's got the best looks around ♥ .

EDITI transfered them to a new photobucket account until I get a subdomain put up <3
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[October 8th, 2005]
Kiel and I ate at a German restaraunt tonight, Heidelberg Cafe.. it wasn't that great, but the atmosphere was neat, all the german trinkets, and the german man playing his accordian.. very neat. I was wondering, is anyone on here from Germany that would like to do a penpal type thing, and trade things with me, i'd like to start collecting German things, and it's a little hard haha, I would trade things from US that you want. :) Let me know! (and yes, I am german, in case you were wondering)
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To: My 2 Best Friends [September 26th, 2005]
Casie Lynn ♥

Remember when..
. Water fights during sumer
. Your brother and Matt pushing you out of the pool on accident, and your mom yelling at Matt and I to go home!
. "I thought you were throwing rocks at me" yeah, that one time you hit me in the head with a rock.. thanks casie! lol
. Making cars out of dollies and boxes and racing down the street
. chasing ghosts with forks
. You holding my boyfriends hand at the movie theatre! omfg. lol I love you!
. Wet & Wild! Those funny as photo booth pictures we took, I wonder if I still ahve those
. walking around town
. walking to 7-11 to get slurpees
. bringing potatoe flakes to your house to eat in the middle of the night since your parents wouldn't let us snack
. Playing polly pocket & Barbies (Don't tell anyone!! haha)
. Walking on the opposite side of the street when we'd get in fights
. begging for change by the vending machine at lunch in JH
. Mr Campbells class and those little guys we use to draw
. BOYS!!! haha
. 6th,7th, and 8th grade dances! We'd get SO excited!
. Mike Pacini being DJ, and us thinking we were awesome because we knew him.
. Playing Sega Mortal Kombat with Erin, Jacob, & Chris
. That kid Adam that lived nextdoor to me and you had a super humongus crush on him! lol
. Thinking Jaime was sooo cool.. and how she'd tell us those bogus stories about ghosts and all that.
. Matt Dayton.... ew ahahah
. First Kisses, and keeping it a secret.
. You meeting me in fully's class when you were an aide.. fully was the best.
. walking home together
. football games! playing football with the boys in the field when we were young
. Playing softball, and getting pissed at our coach..
. My Dad kicking you out of our house, and then you calling.. and coming over again anyway
. *ringring* "hello?" - "hey! open your window" - "ok" -"*scream* can you hear that?!?" -" hahahahahaha"
. Fouth of July get together
. Stealing the white tigers
. Moving in together, and going to college together.. what dogs did we say we'd have?
. Catsitting..................
. I love you Casie & I miss you to the max, I can't wait to see you again<3



Kiel William♥
.Where do I start?
. "How big do you think that flag is?"
. "pull your pants up... you know.. the thing these days is guys wearing girls pants, want to trade?"
. THE FLAME!!!!!! <3
. Del Taco Chicken soft tacos with ketchup
. Your O.C.D's <3
. Uh-Good
. Buh-Buh-Buh-Bbbbbbbbbbabe
. being totally silly at night and not caring
. lyrics
. singing like goofs in the car and making up songs
. Disneyland!!!! & the stupid train ride, I hope I didn't cut your circulation off<3 haha
. Disneyland.. indiana jones.. "Pretend like it's a desert truck babe!"
. Schmoogs<3<3<3
. Chinese accents! hahaha
. Going to ca to get your truck and stupid tolls!
. The Zoo<3 the Beach<3
. I love you baby more then you know! I know yours isnt as long as Casie's but I have to get back to work.. You're the best thing that's ever happened to me. thank you.

I love these 2 people more than anything!!! ♥
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