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Tap Dancer

I'm Still Alive lol

I haven't writen in here in god know's how long it's just been so crazy! My first semester of graduate school has come to an end and I did very well. I don't know my grades yet but you can't get anything lower then a B or you have to take the class again and pay for it so I better of gotten at least a B! It all depends on my final paper and tests, I'm not sure when this college posts grades though. As first year students you have to meet with your professors and the feedback I got was that my papers have gotten alot stronger, but the neg was that I am to quiet in class. I need to participate in the discussions more. If and when my bill gets taken care of I will be taking 3-4 classes this summer and then 3 in the fall. They have me down for graduating in December 2008. That's so close its scary! Were trying to get the condo ready to put up for sale so we can move and pay off our debt! I wish I could pay off all of mine, but its not my money to take lol I've also been very involved in dance because the recital is in about 5 weeks and that's a scary thought. Tomorrow is our dance pictures, our recital is June 16th and there is no way I'm ready lol I'm planning on joining weight watchers I'm sick of being plus size, I'm not sure if and how much weight I'll lose but anything is better then being my size in clothing. I mean I do good with finding clothes but I'm not healthy *hench my period lasting 15 weeks* and no girl wants me :( I haven't had a date since September, haven't kissed or held anyone since September and Its driving me crazy. I'm sick of doing everything by myself, I want someone to go shopping with, to get some dinner with, relax at the beach and watch the sunset. These are all things that I'm craving so badly lately maybe because I just turned 24 and I'm afraid I'm going to be alone forever I Just can't take it! I've been single long enough and taken care of me, now its time to share my love and life with someone and there's no one!! I feel like I'm at a dead end with the relationship aspect of my life and its driving me insane. I feel really hard for this girl in my program at school, but she's of course straight :( I always wonder if a guy would want me... All i know is that my heart is aching for the touch of another women. It's not fair everyone deserves to be loved, so why can't someone love me??
Evanescence

The L Word... & Rambling

Well I just did my side bar just used mostly things from my myspace easier and saved time :) I might change it but for now it'll do. The next step is my profile area but one step at a time. I finally been watching the L Word season 3 i've been actually staying up till around 6:30am watching it! I'm almost done I have 5 more ep. to go! But I'm not watching it tonight after I write this then off to bed since its already 4:30am again! I swear having insomina sucks! It's so unhealthy and I've tried everything I just can't seem to change my sleep clock :( I don't have showtime so I looked on you tube for the L Word season 4 and I found the first 2 ep I'm so excited but I have to first finsh season 3 lol but now I know i have that to look forward to. I kind of know what happens from my friends though! They change actress to fast for my liking but I'm just grateful Helena and Shane are still on they are my fav :) After them comes Carmen and Alice. Ok enough about the L word lol First week down at grad school its a lot like under grad your just taking classes in your area. I really miss my old college alot its so different. And like I siad in my other post every one knows each other and I feel very left out but hopefully i'll make friends. THey are very clicky! But right now I'm just focusing on passing as you can't get anything lower then a B in every class! I'm nervouse for that. My class I have on Monday's there's no tests just papers and if you dont like your grade you can redo them. My Group class seems' fun and kind of easy its alot like group dynamics which I had in undergrad and I'm taking Abnormal again they just use a fancy name for it. This is honestly my 4th time taking it! Once at my first college and since they didnt transfer it I took it again at my other college but I droped out the first time I took it but it was almost half way into the semester and then I took again last summer and now again! But I dont mind because its my favorite psyc class I love the abnormal area being I'm abnormal lmao. i haven't spoken to my therapist in almost 2 weeks i'm not happy about that. I finally see my med doc on saturday so thats good not like she's gonna change anything lol. I'm suppose to meet a girl Saturday that my friend is setting me up with but i'm not sure its 100% yet didnt talk to her tonight. So we'll see what happens. :) I'm nervouse but excited as i'm ready for a relationship as its been forever and a day and watching the L word that will do it to you lol seeing all those hot girls it drives a lesbian nuts haha. Feel free to friend me on myspace if you want! THe link is my website! Today was one of those days were everything goes wrong lol. I woke up late for class didnt hear my alarm and then I had to speed there in the traffic I swear no one knows how to drive. I"m not liking this drive but i have no choice. I finally get to class and I have dance Thursday nights at 8:30 well he let us out late great! I then had to run to the book store and made sure I had enough money for them, I didn't get one of them but I had to get them tonight since I'm not there again til Monday and I have hw to do. It was then 8:40pm when I left teh college and I knew I was low on gas but I said ah I'll worry about it after dance, well on my way there almost there my gas light goes on and I get very nervouse as my gas tank is very small. So I got ouff at the first exit and I didnt know were I was. I couldn't find any to be found I drove around there for about 5 minutes and then got back onto the highway. Well I then got off the next exit and I finally found a gas station but I first drove up it was out of order, then the next one was diesel so i drove around to the other side and i was walking to pay when I saw it had no handle to pump the gas I was so mad lol I was still trying to make dance at this point, but I soon gave up. I finally got my gas and then I got lost again trying to get onto the highway and I ended up near Pilgrim state in the pitch darkness lol. It was a very eventful night you may say but I was so happy to finally be home. The next stress is meeting with the finical aid people to get money for school. I need to see other options as I found out the college is alot of money! I knew it was going to be Hofstra the other college I could've went to is even more. But, thats life! 

I suppose thats it for tonight i'm gonna go try and get some sleep. I have alot of reading to do this weekend. And now that my hands are about to break off i'm saying good night!

<3 Danielle
Tap Dancer

"Come Together" Competition Tap Dance at Nationals

I finally got the DVD from nationals and I figured out how to upload it onto my computer and onto youtube.com so I figured I'd share it with people since I did pay 40.00 for the dvd lol  Sophisticated Productions Nationals dance competition July 19, 2006 at Wildwood, NJ. This is my dance competition video of "Come Together"

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SO let me know what you think... I'm the fat one of course lol what else is new! blah