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I've another good one for you, we are turning cursive letters into knives.

I come back two times stronger each time that you attack me

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  here are a couple pics from my accident

fuck i hate being bipolar...these mood swings kick my ass... why couldn't some horrible person be like me and me change? i'm never fully happy i guess you could say... i mean i have my days or moments i should say but a majority of the time i'm sad or upset about something... anger sometimes gets the best of me...i guess a lot of the sadness right now is b/c of all the depressing things that have been happening here lately...and plus the fact that i have a really hard time trusting anyone b/c so many ppl have screwed me over in some way or another... i mean i have my bf and i'm content with that but sometimes it doesn't seem like enough... i just can't seem to find anyone that isn't concerned about themselves all the time and would just sit back and listen to me sometime ... that might seem selfish but hell you can only keep stuff bottled up for so long... i'm sick of being the girl that everyone tells their problems to and expects me to come up with these brillant answers to all their questions and problems... i have problems just like any other normal person does but no one besides nick takes the time out to listen to me

some questions
How many boyfriends or girlfriends have you had (real, not imaginary people)? 10
How many people have you kissed? 9
How many of those kisses do you regret? 1
At what age was your firt kiss? 5th grade I believe
Who was it? Joey Marburger (like he’d admit it)
Are you dating someone now? yes
Who? Nick
Do you think you'll marry this person? yes
How many children do you eventually want? 0
Possible names? I’m not havin kids so I don’t have to pick names
Say you're going on a date--Fun or romantic? fun
Hottest physical feature in opposite sex (be honest!)? eyes
Non-physical feature? feet
Have you ever had a huge crush on someone you never talked to? Who was it? Nope can’t say that I have
Biggest "famous person" crush? Kurt Cobain or Johnny Depp

Favorite movie? Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas
Most embarrassing moment? Getting caught throwing mud balls at the neighbor’s garage
Hotter: Harrison Ford or Sean Connery? Sean Connery
Hotter: Claire Danes or Natalie Portman? Claire Danes
What's the riskiest or most rebelish thing you've done? I’ll have to think about that for a while
Favorite age? 6 or 7 when you you can jump out of a swing and not hurt yourself
Extrovert or introvert? extrovert
What is one thing you'd change about yourself physically? My waist
Non-physical change? I wish I didn’t care
What is the best prank you've ever pulled? Making someone believe I liked them in order to screw them over (does that count?)
What do you think about before bed? How much of a drag tomorrow is gonna be
What are your everyday fears? Losing nick
Optimist or pessimist? pessimist
What is your most hated movie that you've seen? Oh god I have to choose one… umm…the American pie movies
What is something funny that happened to you recently? I about swung on a guy that is like 50
What famous person would you like to see never work again? Bill Clinton … he’s famous right?

If you could see any show, any line up, what would it be? Deftones, Korn, Manson, Bikini Kill, Audioslave and possibly Sick of It All
If you could commit any crime and get away with it, what would it be? Murder… definitely murder
If you could be anywhere with anyone, where and who would it be? Hawaii with Nick
If you could be in any band, what band would it be? Deftones
If you had one wish, what would it be? For everyone to stop complaining about what they don’t have and be happy with what they do have
If you could do ONE nice thing for someone else that you are not physically capable of doing right now, what would it be? Relieve them of any pain they might have
What pets would you like to own once you have your own place? A tarantula… exotic fish…a rot weiler… and one of those lil spider monkeys
If you could have any superpower, what would it be? To be able to read ppl’s minds
If you could be a superhero or villian, which would you choose? Villan b/c the Joker ALMOST got away

Broken something or gotten stitches? Broke my arm in 6th grade
Caught your parents having sex? Negative.
Licked a pole in the winter? Do I have stupid tattooed on my forehead?
Left someone behind by accident? Nope can’t say that I have
Been to NYC? Nope
Been to the ocean? nope
Been to another country? nope
Photographed a band live (like, with a nice camera, dumbass)? nope
Stalked someone? nope
Made someone cry? haha yeap
Farted at an inappropriate time? Its never an inappropriate time to fart… you shouldn’t hold them in
Been caught touching yourself? nope
Told someone you hated them? Haha yeah
Made lasagna? nope
Made fun of someone when they were behind you and you didn't even know it? Nope… no one should make fun of anyone behind their backs if they aren’t willing to tell them to their face
Set fire to the garage? No I haven’t but my bf has