*Ashley Kerwin* (_emoxash) wrote,
*Ashley Kerwin*

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Please, not again.

I am NOT doing this again.....

» I committed suicide:
» I said I liked you:
» I kissed you:
» I lived next door to you:
» I started smoking:
» I stole something:
» I was hospitalized:
» I ran away from home:
» I got into a fight and you weren't there:


» Personality:
» Eyes:
» Face:
» Hair:
» Clothes:
» Mannerisms:

[1] Who are you?
[2] Are we friends?
[3] When and how did we meet?
[4] How have I affected you?
[5] What do you think of me?
[6] What's the fondest memory you have of me?
[7] How long do you think we will be friends or enemies?
[8] Do you love me?
[9] Have I ever hurt you?
[10] Would you hug me?
[11] Would you kiss me?
[12] Would you fuck me?
[13] Are we close?
[14] Emotionally, what stands out?
[15] Do you wish I was cooler?
[16] On a scale of 1-10, how nice am I?
[17] Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
[18] Am I loveable?
[19] How long have you known me?
[20] Describe me in one word.
[21] What was your first impression?
[22] Do you still think that way about me now?
[23] What do you think my weakness is?
[24] Do you think I'll get married?
[25] What about me makes you happy?
[26] What about me makes you sad?
[27] What reminds you of me?
[28] What's something you would change about me?
[29] How well do you know me?
[30] Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
[31] Do you think I would kill someone?
[32] Are you going to put this on your journal and see what I say about you?

If he's going to do this to me then that's it. No more. He hasn't called me in days. He has been acting weird. He's still hanging out with Alex who he likes and probably will until he gets with her and gets his heart broken. He can't do this to me again. Reading Paige's entry killed me. I'm not calling him. I'm not going to chase after him this time. If he messes this up it's on his shoulders. There will be NO MORE if he fucks this up again. I opened myself up completely and gave him EVERYTHING inside me and if he breaks me then there's no way I'd be able to build myself up again to go through it again. I guess we'll just have to see how he goes about this, because I'm going to stand back and wait. I promise though to anyone who's reading this, if he fucks it up again there will never be a Craig and Ashley. I can't believe he asked me to marry him and then tells fucking Paige that he likes her and has for a long time. So lets recap. He loves me and doesn't want anyone but me, or so he said, but he has feelings for Alex AND Paige and he told me he had feelings for Alex. It's just so fucked up.

Whatever I'm going to bed I'm not in the mood to sit in front of this computer right now.


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