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The Rose Family

The rose is a rose, And was always a rose. But the theory now goes That the apple's a rose, And the pear is, and so's The plum, I suppose. The dear only knows What will next prove a rose. You, of course, are a rose - But were always a rose. Robert Frost

Shimmy Shimmy Quarter Turn

The wilted flowers that I gave Were not as nice as your bouqet All the lyrics that I wrote Not as smart as the words you spoke The starlight above my hometown Aint as bright as the star ive found Every drawing that I drew Was never ever as cute as you Serious as a heart attack I'm looking in my almanac Ive gotta find out all the things And find out where she got her wings Shimmy shimmy quarter turn I feel like I will never learn How can I check lost and found When I'm too busy getting down Gotta get it back to A back up plan to find you Start acceleration Take it back to square one I swear that I'm not kidding We're just trying to fit in With all the other answers Questions never confirmed States that keep us far apart Turn down the beating of my heart Mark the places in my book With photographs we never took I swear that I'm not kidding The night time is so pretty With all the stars above your eyes I'm sneaking out and making ties States that keep us far apart Track the beating with a chart Mark the rythyms that I shook Everytime I caught you look


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[June 20th, 2005 @ 10:57am]
[ mood | cranky ]

1. Reply with your name and I will write something I like about you
2. I will then tell what song reminds me of you
3. If I were to apply an o'clock to you, I'll tell you what it would be
4. I will try to name a single word that best describes you
5. I'll tell you the most memorable moment I've had with you
6. I will tell you what color you remind me of
7. I'll then tell you something that I've always wondered about you
8. Put this in your journal.

Because it's the cool thing to do.

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[June 20th, 2005 @ 12:24am]
[ mood | disappointed ]

BrnMeInTheStrs: bfcobblerman08: lol god katy....
BrnMeInTheStrs: i coulda done worse things
bfcobblerman08: I'm ashamed yet proud at the same time
bfcobblerman08: that took some balls
bfcobblerman08: now I'm regretting saying that
bfcobblerman08: I like katy without balls....
bfcobblerman08: oh well
bfcobblerman08: people change I guess

ha some funny shit right there... that game was INTENSE!!!!!!!! 96-95....fuckin spurs..i mean 5.8 seconds!!!

allisons gone for the week so if any of yall wanna keep me company just give me a call! i'm glad i got some things cleared up tonight. but the pistons just put me in a bad mood.

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[June 18th, 2005 @ 12:00am]
[ mood | pissed off ]

i got my hair cut today and its longer than i wanted it. i think i might get it cut shorter next week. i am really really pissed off at two people right now. and i dont wanna type anymore or i might say something i regret. bye

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[June 15th, 2005 @ 12:33pm]
[ mood | contemplative ]

so i decided i am going for the kill, i am getting my 26-inch-long hair cut to my "side and arm inbetween" (armpit). I really hope i dont regret this.... if you have any objections, feel free to comment.

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[June 10th, 2005 @ 11:06pm]
[ mood | hopeful ]

ok i have a hair apointment set up for next friday. it would be cut like armpit length. i am really skeptical about it though. i mean my hair is like my trademark. Its what makes me me. well heres a list.

+ I get endless compliments
+ its my "trademark"
+ its fuckin two feet long!
+ i use it to keep me warm
+ i kind of "hide" behind my hair when i feel self concious about my top or something
+ i feel like its what makes me pretty

- its hard to take care of
- i get really hot sometimes
- it take alot of products to manage

+ it will be alot easier to manage
+ hopefully it will be "cute"
+ less time to take care of

- if i dont like it, i cant do anything about it
- hair that short doesnt look good unless it has layers and stuff
- my hair cant have layers or it will poof out
- it could be really "big"

ahhhh i just dont know. i am leaning twards leaving it this length though. let me know what you think...

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[June 10th, 2005 @ 2:32pm]
[ mood | mad at certian people ]

fuckin hot layout!!!!!!!!! I'M IN LOVE WITH KAROLYN BYERS!

Thanks Josie! <3<3<3<3<3<3

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Who's a rockstar? [June 10th, 2005 @ 2:11pm]
to: Kathryn


I saved all of your settings in case you don't like it.
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[June 7th, 2005 @ 9:58pm]
[ mood | sad ]

i had a horrible night. when will this ever get better? when will i be ok? when will i feel close to her again? when will i let someone in?

everyone is just waiting.

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[June 6th, 2005 @ 7:41pm]
[ mood | bloated ]

... for people just waiting.
Waiting for a train to go
or a bus to come, or a plane to go
or the mail to come, or the rain to go
or the phone to ring, or the snow to snow
or waiting arround for a Yes or No
or waiting for their hair to grow
Everyone is just waiting

Waiting for the fish to bite
or waiting for wind to fly a kite
or waiting arround for Friday night
or waiting, perhaps, for Uncle Jake
or a pot to boil, or a Better Break
or a string of pearls, or a pair of pants
or a wig with curls, or Another Chance
Everyone is just waiting

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[June 4th, 2005 @ 11:26pm]
[ mood | jubilant ]

wow i had so much fun today........ i'll make a list....

? senior salute was this morning and it was kinda pointless but cool i guess. GO SENIORS!
- i forgot my swimsuit at my house
+ Kristen drove me back to get it
+ we had a plesant little talk
- i cant spell
+ ryan threw spencer in the lake.....that was really funny
+ went to emily's to get her bathing suit
+ went tubing with Jeff, Claire, Damian, Devon, Emily, Kathy, Ryan, and Anthony.
? i was totally corrupted and i saw my first penis
? it was devons
+ i went "hard core" tubing with Anthony.
- i died
+ but i was HARD CORE bitch!
- i had alot of "accidents" ha ha
+ i got drunk with Anthony...kinda...not really...it was sparkling grape juice
+ eric and i talked in the boat and then we had a "four some" with Grace and Spencer.
++++++++++++++++++++ two words......CHOCLATE FOUNTIAN

in all, i had a REALLY fun day. ha, i cant wait till the fouth of july! they REALLY know how to throw a party.
see ya all at graduation tomarrow!

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[June 2nd, 2005 @ 4:38pm]
[ mood | envious ]

today we went to Spring Medows Country Club today for a field trip. it was really fun actually. i was kinda hesitant to be in a bathing suit infron of half of the 8th grade class but i go tused to it. i burn my hand on my curling iron today too and it stings! ok so i left the band banquet early so i could go home and study for exams......yeah the second i get home my mom calls my cell and told me they are done and she is comming home. yeah so i walked all that way for NOTHING! i should be more patient sometimes... so tomarrow is the middle school band dance and so is mikes open house. i choose the open house but it is my last band dance ever...i'll live. i think someone is mad at me or just annoyed at me but i am afraid to bring it to their attention because i dont wanna make a big deal. so i think i will just let it go and try to be better i guess. oh and i have two weirdos hitting on me. you all know both of them, trust me. one is a petifile and the other is just plain weirdo. i dont like it when people take me being nice to them as i wanna jump in the sack with them. Ha maybe for some, but not in most cases. 4 more days of school!.......tonie's boobs are made of pie....

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[May 31st, 2005 @ 9:49pm]
[ mood | hopeful ]

Today i went to the mall and bout some shoes and then there was a band concert. I played the bells in "sleeping place of the stars" and I played the besti have ever played. I was so nervous. I'm not really sad that i am leaving middle school band. Gaston isnt as bad as everyone makes him out to be.

I’m on my feet, I’m on the floor, I’m good to go.
Now all I need is just to hear a song I know.
I wanna always feel like part of this was mine.
I wanna fall in love tonight.

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[May 29th, 2005 @ 12:53am]
[ mood | artistic ]

so i judt got done reading some of kristen's old old scribble entries.it made me think of when she was dating michael and stuff and made me remember how my life was back then. one of the brought me to tears. the one about bonding night. and that made me think about marching band. and i hope my years in marching band are as memorible as hers were. i mean i was seriously considering quitting for soccer. would some of the best years of my life be wasted? or made? just by that choice. who knows what the future holds. i hope i can look back on my high school years and think "wow, i had the time of my life." i want to look back and not regret my decition. it will never truly be made...but for now i am looking forward to marching next year and being a vetran for the first time. and i hope i make it memorable.

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[May 27th, 2005 @ 4:56pm]
[ mood | sore ]

does anyone have any good book sugestions? beacause i just got done reading one and i need annother one to read.

these are the ones i have read lately....
dangerous angles
sloppy firsts
second helpings
hard love

so if you know what thoes books are you know i like realistic fiction and the charcters to be arround my age. so if you have a book or an author that i would like, please let me know!

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[May 22nd, 2005 @ 12:13am]
[ mood | intimidated ]

just got back from Jeff's. it had fun today. richard has a girlfriend. jarred was trying so hard to be nice it was weird. i met a kid named jason carpenter. he looked like justin timberlake and was really hot. i wanna do him. lol. band bounce was good. goodnight.

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[May 19th, 2005 @ 11:12pm]
[ mood | artistic ]

so i am in a hotel room in Oakbrook which is a lil ways outa Chicago. today we went to the Navy Pier and shopping downtown. it was great fun. all i got was two shirts at abercrombie & Fitch. i got them on sale too! it was awesome. i love the city. i wanna stay here forever. it was really rainy and foggy today. but i didnt caare it was awesome anyway. we ate at the Hard Rock Cafe and my mom told them it was my birthday. well tthe workers made me get on this upper level of the restaurant and stand on a chair. then he announced that my name was katy and it was my 14th birthday and for everyone to wish me a happy birthday. they also gave me a sundae and made me blow out a candel. i was shaking sooooo bad. but it was cool. anyway i am goin. ttyl

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[May 18th, 2005 @ 9:34pm]
[ mood | crushed ]

so today is my birthday. 14 years.i had a great birthday untill about 4:30 when i got home. but i will get to that later. so today i wake up and i go to the bathroom and allison is brushing her teeth and says says "harrhaha barrrahah" to me (keeo in mind he has a tooth brush in her mouth) so i reply "no" because it sounded like she was aking me a question and i was peeing at the moment. then she explained to me after she spit that she was saying happy birthday. then as i was brushing my teeth my dad opens the door and mutters something along the lines of "my back hurts so i am going back to bed" then he turns to leave...
"dad dont you have something to say to me?"
"oh happy 12th birthday...just kidding"
so in other words i had to remind my father of my birthday.
then i get to my room and i had woken up at least 10 minnutes before i usually do so thats like i big accomplishment to my mom. so she walks in to wake me up and is really shocked that i am up so early. then leaves....happy birthday???
then i get downstairs and she apoligizes that she didnt say happy birthday. she was so shocked that i actually woke up for once that she forgot.
then mike comes downstairs and doesnt say a word for a long time. then i go " do you even know what day it is?" and he goes "oh yeah...happy birthday!"
michael also forgot.

then when i get to school my 7th grade buddies all give me hugs and serenade me with "happy birthday" and then sam gave me a present consisting of candy, crossword book, wordsearch book, and a "rape" whistle(inside joke). i never noticed how lonely it is when you only have about 3 friends. this is beacause everyone is in Washington D.c. then shelby and alexis give me a card and some lafy tafy (from alexis) and oreos (shelby). then i find our my neibhor is a substitute which was cool because she talked to me and she was a good substitute. but then i fugure out that we have like two substitutes for some reason. the other sub was the sub from hell. Mrs. Wadsworth. need i say anymore? well anyway we silent read the whole time and it was stupid.

then Matt and Kristen picked me up and we went shopping at Greats Lakes Crossing. that was so awesome. i got a Jimmy Eat World t-shirt at Hot Topic and some sun glasses at Wet Seal. i love thoes two. we had some intresting talks about music and drinking and college. twas grand.

then i get home... we are about to open presents and mike wants to wait annother like 15 minnutes untill the Simpsons are over. so he complained untill we just turned the tv off. me was kinda kidding though. but it pissed me off. then i opend my presents and i got a michigan state t-shirt and sweat shirt but they were different than what i asked for ( i am picky when it comes to clothes) so we are taking them back and exchanging them for the right ones. then my dad got me a 50$ gift certificate to Premier Sports wich was an awesomely awesome gift. it was thoughtful because i can really use that. then i got a bag from american eagle and some stuff that my mom bought me on our shopping outing we had yesterday. and a new CD player i desperatly needed.

so i got pissed off because
1. my whole family (not like the ones that live with me) forgot my birthday. well it seems like it anyway. my aunt suzanne got me a card though
2. my dad got mad at me because he is convinced that i was mad because i didnt get what i wanted.
3. my mom got pissed off at me for not being thankful
4. my birthday seems like a chore for everyone to celebrate, like they have better things to to.

i was sitting on my couch and i was arguing with my parents about how alot of people forgot my birthday. and i could jsut feel the tears welling up in my eyes. i didnt want to cry on my birthday. i could feel the weight of them and the blury vision comming on. but if i didnt blink they wouldnt fall. they would be held captive by my emotions.
mom- "you're crying!"
me- "no i'm not!
dad- "yes you are!"
me- (thinking) dont blink, dont blink...
then i blinked. and it all went down hill from there. i yelled at my dad alot and i havent talked to him since. my mom and i are ok though.

Happy Birthday to me....

well i have to go because i am heading to Chicago tomarrow! yeah roadtrip! me and karolyn are gunna have so much fun!
i'll update on her laptop.

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[May 15th, 2005 @ 12:25pm]
so if anyone wants to get together and watch a movie today just call me! because i have nothing to do today. and i wanna watch SAW again. so call me .735-6407
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[May 14th, 2005 @ 11:57pm]
[ mood | tired ]

that last entry was an accident. i didnt mean to post that. it was somthing i found on some website. oh well...

today dayna came over and we watched "Saw" it was frickin awesome. as dayna would say, it is very "clever". i swear that is the smartest movie i have ever seen.

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[May 8th, 2005 @ 7:36pm]
[ mood | accomplished ]


- i cleaned the house
- i went to lake fenton high school to work out
+ rachel came too
+ my dad bought me a movie and some pizza
+ i watched half of "spanglish"
++++ Matt and Kristen stopped by!
- i wasnt expecting them so i had taken a shower and i was in sweat pants and a sweatshirt and no makeup
-/+ matt said i look better with no makeup


today was my grandmother's momorial survice. i held my composure throughout the survice. but as we all walked out and the bag piper played "Amazing Grace" and "Going Home", i lost it. i was bawling into my dad's nice blazer and i got tears all over him.

then when we got home i finished "Spanglish" and it was really good. then i went for a 3 mile run with my dad. you know i really like running when i am not on a track and when it doesnt count and when i dont have people and pressure. i like it when its just me and the road. and i have a clear head. even when my dad is there its ok. because he keeps me going.

well i think i am doing a little better than i was last week. lets see if this keeps up.

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