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The Rose Family

The rose is a rose, And was always a rose. But the theory now goes That the apple's a rose, And the pear is, and so's The plum, I suppose. The dear only knows What will next prove a rose. You, of course, are a rose - But were always a rose. Robert Frost

Shimmy Shimmy Quarter Turn

The wilted flowers that I gave Were not as nice as your bouqet All the lyrics that I wrote Not as smart as the words you spoke The starlight above my hometown Aint as bright as the star ive found Every drawing that I drew Was never ever as cute as you Serious as a heart attack I'm looking in my almanac Ive gotta find out all the things And find out where she got her wings Shimmy shimmy quarter turn I feel like I will never learn How can I check lost and found When I'm too busy getting down Gotta get it back to A back up plan to find you Start acceleration Take it back to square one I swear that I'm not kidding We're just trying to fit in With all the other answers Questions never confirmed States that keep us far apart Turn down the beating of my heart Mark the places in my book With photographs we never took I swear that I'm not kidding The night time is so pretty With all the stars above your eyes I'm sneaking out and making ties States that keep us far apart Track the beating with a chart Mark the rythyms that I shook Everytime I caught you look


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[December 30th, 2005 @ 9:57pm]
[ mood | cranky ]

i think the sky is falling! katy is actually updating her journal!

ok anyway i am so emo right now. but i hope i can make chages next year. not huge earth-shattering ones but small ones within myself. i wish not to be so moody and standoffish. i wish to be more comfortable with myself and my body. i wish to let people in and not be so afraid that they will leave or fade away. i wish that people with get to know the REAL me. i mean no body really knows the REAL me. except Allison really. i mean does anyone know that i absolutely LIVE off of books. last night i read a whole book while lying in my bed. thats two books in 3 days. no one knows that i am a pretty decent writer and i keep a journal. no one knows that i secretly like cold overcast weather over bright sunny days. but that depends on my mood. most people dont even know that i pull a 3.967. i feel sorta out of it this past month. and annother thing that buggs me is ya know everyones like "oh katy your so pretty!" "your soo funny" "la te dah blah blah" dont get me wrong compliments are fine. but it makes me wonder " then why isnt anyone intrested in me?" i'm talkin boys here. i mean the only ones who show intrist are weirdo people who want me to hug them all the time and poke me in my stomach thinking it turns me on or whatever. yeah thats one of my biggest pet peeves, that stomache poking thing isnt gettin you anywhere so cut it. but sometimes i wonder if its my red hair and freckles. i mean i know that sounds dumb but i am serious! i hear the phrases "you screw blondes and date brunetts" wheres the red-head in all that. i tell ya i am bein discriminated against! i dont know fuck that shit! lol i'm done. happy new year

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[November 21st, 2005 @ 6:42pm]
[ mood | full ]

Hokay everyone! i got a Myspace, so if you wanna check it out go here www.myspace.com/_Eager_eyes and of you are not my friend on myspace, add me! have fun kids!

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[November 15th, 2005 @ 9:56am]
[ mood | annoyed ]

yeah yeah i'm updating. so its almost 10:00 and i am sitting at my bitch ass computer, updating my livejournal. when i should really be doing home work such as:
> writing a 5 paragraph gepgraphy paper on genocide in darfur (this was my choice)
> reading 4 chapeters of "To Kill a Mockingbird" in which i find myslef reading the same paragraph on page 6 over and over again.
> writing my second draft of my research paper on "The legalization of Marijuana" fun stuff. *~hugs not drugs, kiddies~*

well i think yesterday was probably one of the worst days this year. its really hard when you rarely get made fun of, but then all the sudden the school newspaper comes out with your "Bachelorette(sp?) of the Month" article by Korina Henry (soon to be editor) and it has false information in this article. and then i get comments flying everywhere and i have no control over it!
NOTE: most of thoes answers were said by me to korina were "no, j/k dont put that on there" and stuff like that.
anyway, the morale of the story is, i was very upset by this. so if you wouldnt mind, never bring this to my attention in the future(sp?).

last night at the banquest i recived the award for "best freshman marcher" which i was quite proud of. i also got my letter. well since i feel like crap and i have alot of homework to catch up on, i may as well do what i intended to do by skipping school.

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[September 29th, 2005 @ 10:05pm]
[ mood | crushed ]

if i could un-do the things i did, i would. i promise. hurting you was not intentional...

maybe i should have said that to your face...

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[September 4th, 2005 @ 12:59am]
[ mood | crappy ]

The rose is a rose,
And was always a rose.
But the theory now goes
That the apple's a rose,
And the pear is, and so's
The plum, I suppose.
The dear only know
What will next prove a rose.
You, of course, are a rose--
But were always a rose.

my analysis...
well like people label things. like how a rose is a rose. so it is origionally a rose. but now the apple and the pear and the plum are "roses" also. but when it says that you were allways a rose means like you arent a label, you are just you.
see it as, like you are gunieinly (sp) a rose.
like you didnt have to try to be something your not
like if you are plum you are a plum and be happy with that
thats how i see it anyway...

......let what will be, be...
...ahh if it were only that easy.....

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[August 29th, 2005 @ 9:41pm]
[ mood | crappy ]

i dont mean to be so negative. but today SUCKED! i hate all my teachers. i mean high school is ok, but my classes and teachers suck. marching band was just a pice of shit today. i am so frusterated with alot of people. sometimes i wanna throw my insturment down and be like "i quit this load of shit!". but i am too sain for that i guess. it is tempting sometimes though. i guess its just one of thoes days, ya know?

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[August 15th, 2005 @ 10:59pm]
[ mood | cranky ]

dont you just wanna punch yourself in the face for saying some things? why do i have to even open my mouth?

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[August 9th, 2005 @ 5:21pm]
[ mood | confused ]

Theres no Place Like HomeCollapse )

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Hi, I'm Katy and i am an alcholic... [August 5th, 2005 @ 12:49am]
[ mood | crazy ]

today i had my first sectional. that was pretty fun. i am already likeing my section better than last year.

When i got home i went to Brooke's and Allison and Christena were there. we ended up watching a movie called "Sleepover" and it sucked ass. it was terrible. Then on our way back to our house, Allison starts to free-style rap so Christena and I start beat-boxing (wich was quite good actually). so we were jammin' all the way back to our house. When i got home i went downstairs to get on the computer and i saw my parents were watching TV downstairs. So when Allison came down I started to beat-box and then she started rapping. my parents were like rolling over laughing. My dad was like on the floor. it was quite amusing.

Then Allison, Christena and I all danced to...
> The Hustle
> Loose Yourself- Eminem
> The Numa Numa Song
> Tootsie Roll
> Whomp there it is

and thats all i can remember. but it was the most fun i have had in a while.

i need to clear some things up with some people before i go on vacation. so that means i have one day. i hope everyone has fun up north! see ya all at pre-camp! ;)

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[August 4th, 2005 @ 8:40am]
[ mood | tired ]

i woke up today at like 6:30 and i couldnt fall asleep at all! this is a big difference between waking up at 12:00 every morning. now all i wanna do is sleep but i cant go back to sleep. i hate this...

i wanna change my AIM name. but like allways i have no clue what to change it to. please give me suggestions if you can!

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[August 1st, 2005 @ 12:00am]
[ mood | fat ]

well i am finally updating this thing! i re-did my journal. well karolyn did but i changed some things too.

-/+ marching band starts in two weeks
+ vacation to boston for the world finals next saturday
+ Detriot Tigers game Tuesday (i hope they dont suck!)

please comment anonymouly and tell me my best and worst personality trait...

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[July 11th, 2005 @ 9:15pm]
[ mood | discontent ]

sometimes i wish i were a different person than i am. sometimes i just wanna move to a place where no one knows me and i just want to start over. i miss dayna. i need to read something to stop my mind from racing. harry potter will be out on thursday. i guess i can wait.

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I know I'm not your favourite record. [July 10th, 2005 @ 11:06pm]
PS. Check out your userinfo, too. Hope you like it. If not, too bad.

haha, kidding. If not, you can delete if I guess.
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We should be lovers, and thats a fact. [July 10th, 2005 @ 10:37pm]
[ mood | jubilant ]

Hey Katy.

I did you a little favour, and also a little joke that I thought funny. If you cant read french, well I guess you're screwed. I tried to get the colours to match as perfectly as I could. If you have any better suggestions, just let me know. I tried, I couldnt get them to look how I wanted them.

Oh, hi Chloe. If you're reading this.

Anyway. So. I'm hot and stuff.

Anyways. Call me when you get a chance. Bye ♥ ♥ ♥

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[July 10th, 2005 @ 1:28am]
[ mood | crappy ]

I am burried alive in secrets that lead to lies.

its you and me and all of the people
and i dont know why
but i cant keep my eyes off you

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[July 7th, 2005 @ 5:16pm]
[ mood | pissed off ]

i hate people! and terriosim! and family! and soccer! i hate the fuckin world!

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[July 2nd, 2005 @ 2:30am]
[ mood | sleepy ]


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[June 24th, 2005 @ 11:59pm]
[ mood | cheerful ]

i had fun today! spencers was cool. that movie CONFUSED ME!!!!!!! spencer, we haveta watch that forwards insted of the real way! lol i promise i wont ask a million and five questions. lol sry about that. so allisons back and eric and karolyn are leaving! losers! eric, have fun with thoes topless chicks in the caribeian! and i totally spelled caribiean wrong. who cares fuck it! OMG i found this band! well i didnt really find them, i already knew who they were. but i started paying attention to them and i love them. Spill Canvas y'all! lol i feel so bad for shelby. awww i love her! whoo! Adrianes (yeah spelled that wrong too) open house tomarrow! cant wait! i hope you feel better Eric! *elbows your side* lol we're TWINS now! lol

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[June 22nd, 2005 @ 12:37am]
[ mood | crazy ]

to day was a dayna-tastic day!

when i went to summer band dayna and i cut and hung in the bathroom and then went to our balcony "houses" on the stage. we stold this big huge paper thing. its hard to explain but it has to with language arts...

then i came home and cleaned and then went to panera bread with my mom. then to wal*mart and then my mom droped me off at dayna's like at 6:30.

wow good times...
we were cleaning her room and i put on the beatles and i put on a show. just ask dayna...i am a good beatles impersonator.... god it felt good to be a loser... what am i saying.. IM ALLWAYS A LOSER!!! but dayna brings out the dorkiest side of me. lol REWIND!!!!

then we played mario kart and that was intristing... for all you gamers out there.. you will be very disapointed in me. so we were racing and all the sudden i was like "Dayna are you making me do this? because i am not controling it that way!" and "why do you keep falling in the water? are you letting me win?" and "oh look whos beating your ass now!!!? look whos gunna win!" and then when i supposedly won i was rubbing it in dayna's face and she just starts laughing really really hard...and i was like "what?" and she goes "you were looking at MY screen! you arent first player!" yeah i am a dumbass what can i say?

then we played jepordy and playdough and then other people came over. when i took bryan home we jammed to "Holla Back Girl" and it was awesome.

i <3 you Daddy Long Legs!

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[June 21st, 2005 @ 3:08pm]
[ mood | cold ]

Directions: List your current six favorite songs and then tag six other people to do the same in their journal.

- grey street-DMB
- a lonely september- the plain white t's
- the places you have come to fear the most - dashboard
- konstaintine- SoCo
- the tide- spill canvas
- breathing- lifehouse

go that was hard. i just put some of my favorite songs i have a ton...

i tag..

_iamobsessed_ (KC)
yellowcardfrk (liana)
devildeggs (leah)
brookiecookie55 (brook)
tay_bandgeek (taylor)
greenstreaks (chloe)

NOTICE: I have a new cell phone. the umber is 625-3999!!!!!!!!!!

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