smilee =)

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i got my school picture today =)

we had our first league game today. we won a match, but lost in the 3rd match. we did what we could. excited for thursday though! =)
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    basketcase//greenday
smilee =)

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what did you do this weekend?

i had fun =)



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new userpic...yay or nay? be completely honest =)
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    jamie's crying//van halen

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wow. its starting to bug me really badly, but there is nothing i can really do about it. its their loss, riight?
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    we dont care//kanye west

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where did my 4-day weekend go? i have that jewish holiday to celebrate or whateverr. friday we have practice way early and saturday a tournament. so i guess its like a regular 2 day weekend without the school part, riight? right!

i have such a headache. ive had it all day. i think its because i didnt eat until dinner. eeks. well i am superrrr tired and i have lots of homework. so byee
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    shadow//ashlee simpson

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i never thought in a million years that so much shit could go down and then quickly back up. right now i am so happy =) found out some good stuff. my grandma is doing a lot better. i kept praying and God answered my prayers. thank you God. we had out first volleyball game today. frosh won, jv lost it was close, and varisty lost but won 1 match. their matches were so nerveracking. oy. the bus ride home was sooo much fun. im sure fienman and ben were way annoyed. we were singing all the way back from saugus haha. we had fun. i love volleyball. i love life right now =) im just all around happy and yay. i just hope everything works out for the best and next time i get in one of these moods, some1 pleeeease remind me that the outcome always comes out for the best =)

o and i think all the drama is over.
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    i wish you were here//incubus

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Sitting. waiting. the end will come. friends going to hell and im along for the ride. blood splattered pasts. broken homes. My shattered beliefs that one day we would still be alive. The harsh realities that this will never be okay again. This symbol on my hand has lost all meaning, the words that have stopped me so many times are dying. The faces of the past are coming back to me, these feelings are never fading. Table tops of pillow talk memories. Call it a feeling, the way that it will all end. I might be overreacting, but losing friends, but losing your best friend. The longing, the wish that this will never end. To see all your smiling faces again. The anger that whelms my mind, and there are so many things that I will never forget about. And it doesn't get any worse than this, never worse I promise. The insides dead. Losing it all. No friends. The blade never looked so sweet. Maybe bloodshed will stop the words I’d weep. only time will tell. But the Flames are getting hotter. Burning the skin from my bones. The gates of hell on the horizon and I say "time to die". Maybe bloodshed will forgive the past.

josh poem for the week. he is amazing...at writing =)

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i love how only 1 person reads my LJ nowadays...yea thats right...ME. realll cool. i might delete it mmk thats all byee