had a really good time tonight. my first single new-years. was a good one. had my 2 best friends and their boyfriends over. played rockband, drank, ate pepperoni lol. it was fun. i have a lot of stuff i want to write about but i'll wait til i'm sober to do so. lot of heavy stuff that weighs on me, but i'm powering through. ithink it will be a good year, 2009, but i have a lot to think about and some big decisions to make.