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[21 Nov 2006|12:55pm]
To whoever believes in a higher power of some sort

please keep Tj's dad Mike in your prayers...

he had a major stroke on saturday, and has been up and down for the last few days...

he's had 2 surgerys, one in which they took the back of his skull off to relieve pressure on the still living parts of his brain.

this is a hard time for all of us...(meaning, Tj, TJ's mom ((pam)) and his whole family...including me...)

he was air-vact from Winchester Medical Center saturday night and is currently at UVA hospital...
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[21 Mar 2006|02:55pm]
Oh no, this couldn't be more unexpected
And I can tell you I've been moving in so slow
Don't let it throw you off too far
Cause I'll be running right behind you

Could this be out of line? (Could this be out of line)
To say you're the only one breaking me down like this
You're the only one I would take a shot on
Keep me hanging on so contagiously

Oohhh, when I'm around you I'm predictable
Cause I believe in loving you with first sight
I know it's crazy but I'm hoping to..
To take a hold of you

Could this be out of line? (Could this be out of line)
To say you're the only one breaking me down like this
You're the only one I would take a shot on
Keep me hanging on so contagiously

Oh you're everything I'm wanting
Come to think of it, I'm aching
On account of my transgression..
Will you welcome this confession?

Could this be out of line? (Could this be out of line)
To say you're the only one breaking me down like this
You're the only one I would take a shot on
Keep me hanging on so contagiously
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[03 Jan 2006|09:58am]
my birthday was fun...all i did was just sit around with tj, and some of my close friends. i wanted to go up to hagerstown and see Meighan but i never made it up there. some reason it wasnt as eventfull as i thought it was gonna be.

my dads check bounced about four days ago. I still havent gotten my account straighened out. Some reason the $300 i put into my account hasnt gone to it yet, and i really need it.

i have to go get my social security stuff straightened out this after noon, and i only have a quarter tank of gass, and $20 cash to do so...yey.

anyway, that's about it for now, if i have time, i'll write more later.

till then...later
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[01 Dec 2005|12:39pm]
okay well...my life has been going pretty good. sorry about not updating a whole lot. I really don't have a need for this anymore, cause i found a muse basically. Tj and i aredoing pretty good. His parents seem to think i'm a good person and for the first time in a long time, my parents like a guy i'm seeing. but enough about thatone,'cause it's about all i have to say about that.

saturday and sunday i had to go to a wake. it wasnt that bad, but if i hear "thats Dianes Daughter, she lives with Nancy now" one more time i'm going to blow something up. Yes, i am my mothers daughter, and yes maybe you havent seen me since i was about 4. But yeah, i look the same, just a lot taller, a little bigger, and i have a messed up nose, but i still look like my mother, and i'm told that i favor her.

I had to call my brother and tell him about grandpa...that wasnt to great, a 29 year old man, crying on the phone to his sister that is about 2,000 miles east of him. It wasnt that sollumn "oh i feel sorry for grandma" cry. It was the "i wish i would have gotten to talk to him one last time" cry...you know the sobbing, but "i'm a man...so i'm not going to vocalize it to my little sister" cry. it was kind of pathetic, and it ended up making ME cry.

that's all
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entry number 2. [23 Aug 2005|04:39pm]
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so i'm selfish, and you're sorry
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[22 Aug 2005|05:33pm]
this is going under construction today...i'm sick of it.
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[27 Mar 2005|11:35am]

i need this..
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spring break [25 Mar 2005|10:51am]
So i'm sitting in my calc class at the moment, and nothing's really going on. We're watching shark tales and it's kinda lame. Report cards come out today and i'm fearing a few of my grades arent going to be the greatest ones ever this time around.

Gabriel bought the car i was looking at...so damnit, i gotta start looking for another one. I saw one on Tavern road that had a for-sale sign on it, and it was in pretty good condition.
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join ___voltage
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[09 Nov 2004|05:14pm]

c'mon. Go join..
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[26 Oct 2004|07:34pm]

comment and maybe i'll add you
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[25 Oct 2004|11:00pm]
"Keep Telling Your Lies, No One Wants to Hear the Truth Anymore"
Rise up on broken legs, broken feet, those broken veins.
I can see where the vessels have burst and now branch out in small pink screams.

It’s ok though, this skirt goes past my knees (so you can’t see).
Take these small cold hands of mine?
Warm them on your open mouth,
those swollen lips.

And I know now, that if your teeth were razors I’d beg for you to slit my throat.

Fishin’ names out of your old hat, who will live tonight?
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[25 Oct 2004|08:14pm]
earth can be so pretty.
and i want to shred it to bits in my hands.
i want to destroy every beautiful day.
shit on every goregous sunset.
I would love for the ice caps to melt
& reduce the planet's surface 70%
I pray for the second coming,
not for salvation, no,
but as a means for a long, long awaited end.
I am the empty shell of what used to be a girl.
& my joyless heart has given up its struggle
to free itself from its cage inside my dead girl chest.
It wont make it out alive.
We have not yet earned the right to die,
but i have fantasies about striking the match
that sets the sky on fire,
that swallows us all.
I want to burn,
& I want to take every last one of you with me.
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