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wowwww i cant remember the last time i wrote in this :|
haha and i have no idea what to say :|
i have an interview-thingy for kwik fit on wednesday, lets hope they like me. i hate my job so so so much and the bitches who work there.
i have no time whatsoever for girls who make up shit to try n get people sacked. but really, i pity her. she works in subway full time, her boyfriend works in mcdonalds full time, she's 17 and pregnant, good luck to her hahaha feel fucking sorry for the wean. she admitted to me the only reason she was trying to get pregnant is so she would get her boyfriend to stay with her.
was the most pathetic thing i have ever ever ever heard.

anyway, i got my braces offff :D:D:D finally, 2 n a half years of not smiling paid off!
theres only like 20 days of school left, ever :| it's pretty scary. dont even know what i'll be doing at the end of this year, maybe uni, maybe not. who knows?

things are going great with gav still :) year and a haalf and its still amazing, we're a good team.

gavs gone away on tour with flood of red until monday, im going to have such a boring weekend, none of my friends from school have any money to go out, i just want even a wee quiet drink! but naaaaw.

anyway, it'll probably be abother 6 months or something before i write in this again hahahah, oh well.


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last night i went to see self against city and they only played tequilla moonlight and it was horrible hahaha
it was pretty rubbish

i liked kill the arcade to start with but then all of their songs sounded the same, was upsetting
and i didnt like the secret handshake live either.
oh well. at least me n gav didnt have to pay haha :)

i go to mexico a week tomorrow :)
and im still confused and i always ask gav to help me but he hasnt got a clue either.

this has made me realise that i actually dont miss primary school. lol.
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aww i really liked last night :) i met eilidh and ross and everyone else n then we headed to the barflyy and i met my baby :) seen vicky and cleo mattew and butters which made me really happy :)
went n got pizzas for the bands n me n gav got one n it was amazin haha :)
counted all the money and there was like £600 missing and btw no matter what sean says it's not me that's got it hahahaha
ahh i seen so many people :)
got a lift home from bobby and we stopped at tesco and me n gav got sooo much stuff hahaha i love polish tesco workers, and old neddy tesco workers hahahahha
got back in the car n ate our ice cream haha n a wee sing a long to search the city hahaha :):)
got to gavs n had to be reeeeeeally quiet, but obviously thats impossible for me hahaha
ate food and went to bed n watched a dvd we got in tesco :) well i dont even remember anything about it to be honest, it had a wee bear in it n ashton kutcher:)
awww it was so nice :) not the dvd just the cuddles:)
fell asleep , woke up, made breakfast, got ready and came home early because i've to go n get a jag at 2 because of mexico :'(
mmmmm :)
gavs coming round later n he's bringing round that dvd n we're actually goin to watch it hahahaha
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well i had an eventful weekend haha
on friday me and eilidh got a bus from town to the flat and bought a litre of vodka n we were steamin by like 8 hahaha, just sittin in the kitchen walking around in circles to test if we were drunk yet haha singing along to the radio, chain smoking and having deep and meaningfuls :)
got ready out our jammies n got the bus back into town and met amanda andrew jenna and hollie. went back to the flat, plan was to just stay in there, but no, we went to ayr at like midnight
and it was diabolical
me and bobby just sat and slagged everyone there haha apart from the people we came with
oh and on our way to the party in ayr the police stopped us when there were 7 people in this tiny car and me and eilidh ducked and he stopped us and was talking to bobby telling her to change lanes and he didnt even recognise we were there, lucky haha
got back to eilidhs at like 5 to realise shed lost her keys haha, but we got in eventually, tea and fag and then slept :)

woke up, went into town, met perry n dave, walked out, came home :)

on sunday i went shopping, on monay i went to gavs and it was really really really lovely. :) and today i went into town with gav and i shopped some more :)

nothing can top this feeling, absolutely nothing :) it just keeps getting better!!!!!!!!!!!!! :):)

oh and im never talking to jonnyfan again haha :S what the fuck!
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second place victory

gav stayed again and it was lovely :) my mum -"ask gav if he wants to stay because that'll save him geting the train home" haha aww
my mum bought us a chineese
we took my dog a walk to get equis ice cream which was amaaaaaaaaaaaaaazing mmmmmm, but a walk that shouldve took 15 minutes, took an hour because my dog is such a slow walker and refused to walk several times hahaha, she was all stiff this morning it was such a wee shame :(
me n gav didnt get up until like 2 today haha we were still shattered when we got up :( but we got showers and then just watched tv
nikki bought us another chinese hahaha god sake i bet ill get another one tommorow :( NO, I WONT LET MYSELF :(
theeen my mum n dad went out for dinner tonight and i cut gavs hair :):):)
then they came back and my dads not long back from giving gav a lift to the train station! i wish he was staying again tonight :(
oh well
im so happy tonight
everything's perfect.
this has been a hard few weeks for me and gav but we've got through it and its made us stronger, it really really has.


the weekend that i just experienced was probably one of the best weekends ive ever had, and i'm never going to experience anything like that ever again in my life.

on friay it was the prom, blah blah it was amazing and i had an amazing night :) came home to louise sleeping in my bed haha awww
we got up at 7 on saturday morning, my dad got us mcdonalds breakfast hahaha and i was pure rushing about trying to pack my suitcase haha

after all that was done my mum and dad drove me and louise to edinburgh airport, during this drive my mum hit out with "so is it Paris yous are going to, or France?" and after me louise and my dad had stoppped laughing for about half an hour we told her paris was the capital of france. still though, she said "ayeeeeee i know that but are u going to paris or like..france?"
but yeah we got to the airport and my mum n dad waited around with us. got money changed into euros etc etc. then we met jenna and charlotte :) and then bim and hilary :)
so my mum n dad left and we checked in etccccc, got food/relentless hahaha then got on the plaaaaaaaaaaane :)
i cant remember the time we got into paris at, but it as fucking roaaaaasting. hired a car then we were on our way to the city centre :)
we had our own chauffeur, a polish guy called ralph hahahaha, such a lovely wee guy but him and satnav just do not go. "thats a one way street this doesnt tell u that my tomtom would tell you that.. this is not tomtom..this is some kind of...jeremy" loooooooooolahahhaa
but yeah we got a 9 seater thing and the 6 of us in the back i swear t felt like we were fucking celebrities or something. EVERYONE pure staring in the car and every car that went by that had guys in it went mental haha acting as if theyve never seen girls before.
the plan was to go to the hotel hen go shopping but because the traffic n paris in fukcing unreeeal and everything shuts at 7, we decided to leave the hotel until later.
went into a piercing/tattoo place then subway then we got crepes :) then we met ralph again haha

bim, louise and jenna went to the ritz to secretly meet her dad while me hilay and charlotte were meant to go with ralph staright to the hotel. from where we were it shouldve took around 5 minutes to get to the hotel but no, it took us over an hour. ralph and his fucking jeremy haha

but yeah we didnt get to the hotel until like 9 haha, started getting ready as dinner was at 11. we all got ready and as we step out the hotel theres this paparazzi guy taking pictures hahaha pure didnt know what to do. taking pictures of us getting into the limo. got to l'etoile and he started taking pictures of us walking from the limo o l'etoile. we go there and our table wasn't ready even though we'd booked it for 11 ad had paid a hell of a lot of money for it.
but me and louise went down and sat in the bar and made aqquainances with the paparazzi hahaha.

finally our table was ready. started off drinking CRISTAL champagne which was 600 QUID a bottle, we had about 12 bottles haha. never gonna taste that again. #but yeah had pleeeenty of champagne and had our meal then went down to the cluuuub, had more cristal, sat in the vip section :) paparazzi taking even more photos, went up to dance with louise and all the french guys pure crowding round us it was horrible, started speaking all this french "JE SUIS ECCOSAISE" and "JE NE VOUS PARLES FRANCAIS" which i thought was i dont speak french? but im probably wrong haha
it was a reaaaally good night.

got to the hotel between 5-6 am, waited up for louise, sat in my hotel room sitting on the window ledge having a wee fag, looking at paris in silence, was really beautiful :)

louise came in and we collapsed on the bed and slept.

got up on sunday and we were sooo tired so bim hilary charlotte and jenna went to the tattoo place and me and louise stayed in the hotel. the street below the hotel was silen the night before, me and ouise woke up thinking "what the fuc is that noise?" open the curtains and theres a big street market festival thing going on hahahaa. wee guys with sombreros and guitrs hahah

bought loads of kinder stuff we hadnt seen before. then everyone comes back and we put our suitcases in the back of th car and head for parc asterix :) which took us ages o get there but we got these in the end :) once again was sooooo warm outside, i kept thinking i was in spain haha, didnt reall have tim to go on much stuff but it was still good. after that went to the airport and came home :) got home for about half 11 :)

so yeah that was my weekend :) it was out of this world
i want cristal again haha


we're waiting on getting pictures of us at the club but for now heres pics of us at parc asterix, videos of us in the car and in the club and a pic of me n louise in the club :)


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everything's good :)
my exams will be finished on thursday.
my prom is on friday.

paris on saturday :)

louise if you're reading this, if u get the train to bellshill on saturday morning my dad will drive us to edinburgh airport
saves your dad or whatever driving all the way from dumbarton to edinburgh then back again

i would say this in a myspace message but my computer is being unbelievably slow haha

me and gav got made sleep in different beds for the first time ever :( for a reason that's quite embarrassing 8-) hahahaha. he tucked me in though n we watched planet earth hahahaha until i fell asleep, then as soon as the house was empty he sneaked in at like 8 in the morning haha :)
i'm so happy :)
i love my boyfriend, i love louise but miss her :( and bim, but i'll be seeing them both on saturday :):):) and eilidh but i'll be seeing her soon too :)
:) x

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on thursday i got my hair done, then i met gav after work, we went into town for a bit then i got the train to louises :)
as soon as i got in her house it was pure "khbgfdtgknhkstdjrjtnhyermherh ahhhhhhh" hahaha louises dad's like "right come on that's enough i'll be telling andy"
we sat and started drinking and talked about absolutely EVERYTHING, laughed so much that i felt pure light headed every time i stopped laughing hahaha peeing seriously every 5 minutes
we made videos pretending to be kiki kannibal and dakota rose hahahaha
then the next day it was soooo warm, we sat outside and worked out we've been friends for roughly 4 years.
what the fuck haha
we were starving, then we made food "i feel sick" ahaha

then yesterday i came home and gav came round, and my dad came in with a chinese for us, he talked to me and gav about politics hahahahaha

booked a taxi for midnight then he went homeee :(

but talking to louise on thursday night made me realise just how good a friend she is.

i know most people will be reading our updates and thinking "fuck sake they're 'best pals' again, i wonder how long it'll last this time before they fall out''

but if you're thinking that then you know what? you're right. we have fallen out about a million times, all due to really stupid stuff that's been done or said OVER THE INTERNET.
i guess it shows just how good friends we must be. because when you think about it, a friendship couldn't have been that genuine if when the first major arguement comes up, that's it, no longer friends again ever.
but with us, we fell out all the time, but we always eventually knew that, at the end of the day, we know each other so well, we get along so well, we're so alike it's unreal, and that's probably why there was conflict at times. the difference between then and now, is that we now realise this, and we've now both grown up. we both know what it's like to feel left out just because you've got a boyfriend, and we know that people need friends. it's a fact.
i'm so happy that thursday night happened
i now know what a true friend is :)
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