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WELL FUCK ME.... [Aug. 7th, 2007|10:50 pm]
[Current Location |Home]
[Current Mood |melancholymelancholy]
[Current Music |My Computer humming]

Livejournal sure seems *different* since I last logged in! But then it has been over a year.. 

Anyhoo, this is just to let people on my friends list know that I am making a shiney new journal to match my shiney new resolution to acctually bother livejournaling. 

Have just been reading through a few peoples journals, some of them still friends, some of them not.. So much changes in a year and if you all read back on your journals the proof is there. I kinda wish I hadn't read some of what I did, but hey. Shit hapens, change happens and we should embrace it and go with it :)


My new username will be electr0naut (if its not already taken)

Please add me and give me some comment love! 

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(no subject) [Apr. 8th, 2006|04:37 pm]
[Current Music |Cocteau Twins - Blood Bitch]

Just got back from town having force fed myself lots of lovely yummy, and also very badforyou, foodstuffs at Buddies. The retards forgot to charge us for one of the meals and all of the desserts, thus saving us about £25 off our bill, which came to a pleasantly surprising £29, which is fucking good considering 3 of us ate, all having a full meal, dessert and 2 drinks each. I'll be sure to eat out there lots more in future hehe.

Big spendage in Virgin commenced following lunch, today I brought;

Cocteau Twins - Garlands
Cocteau Twins - Blue Bell Knoll
The Cure - The Head On The Door
The Cure - Three Imaginary Boys
The Cure - Faith (Deluxe Edition 2 CD Set)
Depeche Mode - Ultra
The Best Of Babes In Toyland & Kat Bjelland
Killing Miranda - Consummate

Tesis - Spanish film about a woman who accidentally finds a snuff movie while researching her thesis on violence in T.V and cinema
Surrender Dorothy - A rather 'odd' looking film about a guy called Trevor who is obsessed, yet afraid of women, so decides to let this 22y/o smack head called Lahn (who stole his dealers stash so needs somewhere to hide) stay with him, so long as Lahn becomes Trevors ideal woman
Evil Dead Trap - From what I read on the back it seems to be the Japanese version of Hostel.. I dunno why I brought this film.. Hmmm.
The Believer - A young Jewish man decides to become a neo-nazi.
The Blair Witch Project - Yes I kno. But I liked it so there.

All of the above only came to £50something, they were having uber saleness in Virgin so yay.

Think I'm now gonig to go sleep off my big lunch
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(no subject) [Apr. 5th, 2006|11:19 pm]
[Current Mood |scaredscared]
[Current Music |Squid - Endgame]

Not last night but the night before, me and Adam were sitting in the lounge watching t.v when we heard this pretty loud click.. We couldn't think what it was so we just carried on watching t.v thinking nothing more of it. Then when I decided to go up to bed I noticed a light from under the cellar door, so I opened it and looked in and the light was turned on yet neither of us had been in the cellar for the past few days and it definately hadn't been left on.. So we both took it in turns to switck the cellar light on and off while the other went in the lounge and we both agreed that the click we both heard was the switch being turned on. So obviously we were both pretty freaked, me even more so now as I'm currently in the house on my own while Adam is away with work in Wales until tomorrow. Eeeep :(
Not so sure I'm loving my new house as much as I did!


While on the subject of horrible freakoutness, don't anybody go and see Hostel if you havn't already; nast nasty NASTY evil film! I usually love horror films and they very rarely properly scare me or have any lasting effect, yet during this film I felt physically sick and even went all light headed and thought I might acctually pass out at one point.. Then afterwards I couldn't stop thiking about it and felt really depressed at the thought of living in a world where some sick fuck might acctually leave the cinema with a few ideas.

I don't want to go to bed now. Think i'll have to keep the light on tonight
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(no subject) [Apr. 2nd, 2006|08:54 pm]
[Current Mood |okayokay]
[Current Music |Alter Ego - Rocker (Eric Prydz mix)]

*broadband user extraordinaire * oh yes, go me with my new found internet-ness. Ignore the fact its only taken about 15 months to get off my arse and get it sorted. Well acctually, Adam sorted it. So yea.

Am pleasantly surprised to see that my negligence of livejournal hasn’t resulted in my account being closed; I think my somewhat belated new years resolution shall be to update more, along with a whole bunch of other stuff I can't remember.


Fuck me it's been ages since I last updated, september or something? eeep.
In 5 days time it will be mine and Adams 1 month in out new house anniversary, and the following day will be our 1 year and 3 months anniversary.. scary how quickly time flys!

I think I'll do a proper update tomorrow (said the king of prograssination) or failing that the day after :P
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(no subject) [Sep. 29th, 2005|05:11 pm]
[Current Mood |amusedamused]
[Current Music |Wumpscut - I Want You (Slut Mix)]

You Are 30% Boyish and 70% Girlish

Even if you're not a girl, you're very feminine.
You're in touch with your feelings, and your heart rules you.
A bit of a emotional roller coaster, one moment you're up and the next you're down.
But no matter what, you try to be as cute and perky as possible.

*Keels over and dies with shock* ...or not :P Anyhoo, i still don't think I'm THAT effeminate, I'd have said more 50/50ish, give or take a few units...

Having nothing remotely interesting or post-worthy to post, I thought this might be appropriate.

And on another note, Iszoloscope on saturday was most impressive, will definately have to get more of their stuff me thinks.
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(no subject) [Sep. 13th, 2005|11:48 pm]
[Current Mood |tiredtired]
[Current Music |Some SHIT mathew put on]

Muchly looking forward to Synthetic Culture this friday, been such a long time since i pushed the big red self destruct button and got well and truly fucked beyond recognition.. should be fun :)
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(no subject) [Sep. 8th, 2005|11:49 pm]
[Current Mood |drunkdrunk]

why is it always the people who you care about and trust the most who always fuck you over the most?
who ever invented 'love' needs to be fucking shot.
the past few days have been a bit of a mess; feelings all over the place and what not, i can't even put into words what a mess i've been over the past few days, so i won't even try.
have moved house again; now living with laura in a perdy new 2 bedroom house, blah blah blah.
will attempt a proper update when im more sober and in a better mood me thinks.
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(no subject) [May. 30th, 2005|06:48 pm]
[Current Mood |accomplishedaccomplished]
[Current Music |Leaether Strip - Sex Dwarf]

Its only taken what, 5 months to get round too, but it looks like i finally got my ass onto livejournal to attempt an update.. go me. or something like that.
I seem to have some kind of block preventing me from venting my thoughts and feelings into a computer, I personally blame attempting to update from the library (and failing miserably as you will have all noticed) Even thogh I'm pretty sure people there have better things to do than look over my shoulder and see what I'm typing, it still feels that way when I try and update somewhere public, but i've just put that down to being a paranoid moron.
Much fun was had this weekend of the past, met some shiney lovely people down in London, got wasted, danced lots and got some perdy new swears, not bad for a days work me thinks :D
Anyways, this one's gonna to have to be a quickie, am off to le cinema now with Adam to see House of Wax, if I get the chance to get on a computer with internet access I'll do the 'proper update' thing.. hopefuly.
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(no subject) [Jan. 27th, 2005|10:22 pm]
[Current Mood |blahblah]
[Current Music |Kiew - Graograman (Leaether Strip rmx)]

The majority of my stuff is now residing in boxes awaiting deportation to my soon to be new home.. excitement, sadness and anxiety all rolled into one at the moment.
The first month is gonna be a bit of a struggle.. understatement of the year me thinks! As anyone who knows me will know, I really need to learn how to handle my finances properly, no more spending all my spare (and not so spare) cash on clothes, toys, music and general ebay crap I don't really need but tell myself I can't live without. Nothing like throwing yourself in the deep end eh :P I think I'm gonna have to take out nearly half of the first weeks rent on my credit card as it needs to be in the bank for the 1st. Then there's the small matter of food, literally the whole of this weeks wages plus some more is going on the first months rent, hopefully my parents will do some food shopping for me just to last the week and then I can pay them back when I get paid next week.
Don't even think I'll be able to get the bus into work, shouldnt really complain thou, fuck loads of walking and bare minumum food (if that) will do me good!

Not sure I'll be out this weekend after all, but I think Adam will probs be staying Friday an Saturday night so I don't have to get used to new houseness on my own, as pathetic as it sounds I get really scared at night in new or unfamiliar surroundings. Plus I'm still getting freaked out whenever I'm near a T.V on my own since I saw White Noise last Saturday!
I think I'm gonna go pack some more and try to salvage whats left of my self respect after confessing to that! :P
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(no subject) [Jan. 19th, 2005|11:53 pm]
[Current Mood |calmcalm]
[Current Music |Soman - Datc]

Not really a proper update, that bitch called boredom made me do it. :P
Nothing to do-ness is really.. boring.

Lots has happened since I last updated, just don’t really feel I have the energy to type it all out at this moment in time; also a few plans are still being planned (more like semi-planned) and things still to be sorted out that I don’t wanna blabber about until it's all *proper* Plans that aren’t properly planned have a tendency to kinda fuck up, funny how that happens, so I'll wait till everything's done and dusted before I start raving aboot it!

Does anyone else think Desperate Housewives is rather good? or am I just needing to get out more? Rhetorical question, I think I already know the answer to that one :P

The next few days should be nice thou, Jamies house for staying in watching movies tomorrow, same again on friday with Piper n Ellie, still need to speak to Kirsty also. And Adam should also be coming over for the weekend, which I'm looking forward to lots aswel :D so yey!

I really should be thinking about going to bed if I want to get up tomorrow, but it's fun torturing myself looking at things I want and know I can't afford to buy for the next ten thousand years. Hmmm.
Pointless update, but it's wasted all of 5 minutes, that can't be a bad thing :)
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