Liar

Once upon a time you promised you would always be there
should've known it wasn't true.

Even though I have the best in my life now
the remembrance of you is a curse

don't make promises you don't keep.

Victory is mine.

Oh.
My mind is clear
I have no fear
Cause now I know the other side of me
I'm letting go of who I used to be
Now I'm alive, I'm feeling born again
And I will fight until the bitter end

Took a thousand scars to find me
every one of them reminds me

I won't ever surrender like that
I know better, to ever fall back
The enemy was living in my head
I ripped it out and left it there for dead
Now I'm alive, I'm feeling born again
And I will fight until the bitter end

I found my way
Through jaded daze
Cause now I know the other side of me
I'm letting go of who I used to be
Now I'm alive, I'm feeling born again
And I will fight until the bitter end

Took a thousand scars to find me
Every one of them reminds me

I won't ever surrender like that
I know better, to ever fall back
The enemy was living in my head
I ripped it out and left it there for dead
Now I'm alive, feeling born again
And I will fight until the bitter end

Bitter end

My mind is clear
I have no fear
It took a thousand scars to find me
Memories remain

I won't ever surrender like that
I know better, to ever fall back
The enemy was living in my head
I ripped it out and left it there for dead
Now I'm alive, I'm feeling born again
And I will fight until the bitter end

I won't ever surrender like that
I know better, to ever fall back
The enemy was living in my head
I ripped it out and left it there for dead
Now I'm alive, I'm feeling born again
And i will fight until the bitter end

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chocolate kefir milkshake

A delicious probiotic CHOCOLATE shake ^^


For two

- enough kefir (about 300ml) (not storebought, with grains)
- some more kefir to freeze (about 125ml?)
- cocoa powder (got Van houten, I think it's called)
- organic vanilla ice cream =)
- homemade vanilla extract.

Try to mix the cocoa with the kefir, put 'm in in ice tray, pop in the freezer.
Wait a few hours.

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Put some fresh kefir in the blender (not the grains, only the kefir).
Add chocolate kefiricecubes.
Add some home made vanilla extract (can be lots, hips!),
and the ice cream (chocolate icecream would probably also be great! gonna do that next time).
Some more cocoa if you feel like it..

Blend away.

Poor, drink.

Yum.

=)

killing me inside

Whats happened to me? Everything falls through
This can't be real, I can't tell no more

Please help me I'm falling, falling under again
Feels like I'm drowning inside
And this is my life.

It's over again. Please come to my rescue
And everything is breaking down I know
Please help me I'm falling, falling under again
Feels like I'm drowning inside
And this is my life

It's all falling down, it's all coming down
Look around it's all falling down it's all breaking down
What I've found were all falling down, were all melting down

It's all over. I still need it. It's all over.

Please help me I'm falling, falling under again
Feels like I'm drowning inside
And this is my life
Please help me I'm falling
I'm dying tonight

Ancient Egypt

What really bothers me and always has, is that people keep saying, as if the statement was true that, slaves built the pyramids in ancient Egypt!

I want to slap those people around with a history book (an updated one! not one who spread those lies to begin with!) even at school I had to hear that bullshit!
while it has been proven now, and a long time ago already, that slaves. did not. build the damned. piramides!

That was a sacred job reserved for the egyptian population themselves! As you may well know, the pharaos were considered to be Gods on earth, and they were adored as such (well.. most of them.. or at least feared as such.. I wouldn't claim all pharaos were good people) most of the egyptians considered it to be a real honnor to build something for their God on earth, it was religious. The people working on the pyramids were people who worked on the land (and couldn't work when there was the flood of the Nile) and proffesional workers, they were all payed! Payed in oil, bread and other food supplies, that's how workers were usually payed back then! There is proof of this, and still everyone hangs on to the old image of the poor slaves being whipped, it's a false image, so all you need to update yourselves..

While I'm sure the slaves did not build the pyramids, I do not claim there were no slaves at all, cause there were. Slaves were usually used in homes as servants or working on the land, they were usually well treated by most egyptians, and there were laws and regulations for slave matters aswel. But you know as well as me that there are bastards everywhere and in all ages, so I'm sure some didn't treat their slaves well.. Slaves were usually obtained from won battles or criminals who were punished, things like that. They probably did most of the 'dirty work' in egypt, but they could buy/work themselves free and often became egyptian citizens (though not always).

I would strongly recommend reading Christian Jacq's books, my favourite writer of ancient egyptian romans (based on true historic facts) and egyptologue.

ps: The people now living in Egypt, are NOT egyptians! at least not the same egyptians who lived back then in ancient Egypt, cause they were a race of their own, now arabians live in Egypt, and the pure egyptian race does not exist anymore. Some arabians living in egypt might have a little ancient egyptian blood though, from anscestors.

yeah whatever, after all

I still recall the taste of your tears
Echoing your voice just like the ringing in my ears..
My favorite dreams of you still wash ashore
Scraping through my head 'till I don't want to sleep anymore....

You make this all go away
You make this all go away
I'm down to just one thing
And I'm starting to scare myself
You make this all go away
You make this all go away
I just want something
I just want something I can never have...

You always were the one to show me how
Back then I couldn't do the things that I can do now
This thing is slowly taking me apart
Grey would be the color if I had a heart

Come on tell me

In this place it seems like such a shame
Though it all looks different now,
I know it's still the same
Everywhere I look you're all I see
Just a fading fucking reminder of who I used to be

Come on tell me

I just want something I can never have