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First Best Friend: Jenelle
First Screen Name: I can't remember. probably something stupid like princess_fairy
First Pet: bonnie and jeffy
First Piercing: Ears
First Crush: Ryan
First CD: Tie for backstreet boys and titanic (i was a slow buyer)
First Car: My tercel
First Alcoholic Drink: Coolers
First Kiss: ew umm jackon?
First Stuffed Animal: My doll..Brenda

Last Alcoholic Beverage: Gross. tequlia
Last Car ride: A few hours ago
Last Movie Seen: Redy Eye
Last Phone Call: to cali, half an hour ago
Last Song Played: ummmm....
Last Kiss: Last saturday
Last Meal: around 6. it sucked
Last time in love: never
Last time you Cried: 2 hours ago?

Have you ever dated one of your best friends: No
Have you ever been arrested? Nope
Have you ever skinny dipped: yes
Have you ever been on tv: yes
Have you ever been drunk? Yes
Have you ever kissed someone, and then regreted it? Yes!!!!!!
Have you ever had a sex dream about someone? ya
Have you ever cheated on someone? nope

1. Jeans
2. socks
3. Tank top
4. Earrings
5. Nothing else
6. oh bra
7. ...

1. Went to school
2. Had a good chat
3. Did an interview
4. Thought about my future
5. Washed jeans
6. text messaged people

1. Friends
2. My condo
3. Benny
4. Clothes/Shoes
5. Money

1. She knows who she is

1.Black or White: white
2. Hot or Cold: Hot
3. Chocolate or Vanilla: vanilla

1. Become a personal trainer
2. Find the love of my life

1. Nothing. I am aware and know exactly what I am doing. I do want I want and say what I want

jacked from kate

Be TOTALLY honest survey
Mark with an X the things that are true, be TOTALLY honest.


[ ] I am shorter than 5'4.
[X] I think I'm ugly sometimes.
[ ] I have many scars.
[X] I tan easily.
[ ] I wish my hair was a different color.
[X] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
[X] I have a tattoo.
[X] I am self-conscious about my appearance.
[X] I have/I've had braces.
[ ] I wear glasses.
[ ] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
[X] I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger.
[ ] I have more than 2 piercings.
[ ] I have piercings in places besides my ears.
[X] I have freckles.

Family/Home Life

[X] I've sworn at my parents.
[ ] I've run away from home.
[X] I've been kicked out of the house.
[ ] My biological parents are together.
[ ] I have a sibling less than one year old.
[X] I want to have kids someday.
[ ] I've had children.
[ ] I've lost a child.


[X] I'm in school.
[X] I have a job.
[X] I've fallen asleep at work/school.
[ ] I almost always do my homework.
[X] I've missed a week or more of school.
[X]I've been on the Honor Roll within the last 2 years.
[ ] I failed more than 1 class last year.
[X] I've stolen something from my job
[ ] I've been fired.


[X] I've slipped out a "lol" in a spoken conversation.
[X] Disney movies still make me cry.
[ ] I've peed from laughing.
[X] I've snorted while laughing.
[X] I've laughed so hard I've cried.
[X] I've glued my hand to something
[ ] I've laughed till some kind of beverage came out of my nose.
[ ] I've had my pants rip/drop in public.


[ ] I was born with a disease/impairment.
[X] I've gotten stitches.
[X] I've broken a bone.
[ ] I've had my tonsils removed.
[X] I've sat in a doctors office with a friend.
[X] I've had my wisdom teeth removed.
[X] I had a serious surgery.
[X] I've had chicken pox.


[X] I've driven over 200 miles in one day.
[X] I've been on a plane.
[X] I've been to Canada.
[ ] I've been to Mexico.
[ ] I've been to Niagara Falls.
[ ] I've been to Japan.
[ ] I've Celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.
[X] I've been to Europe.
[X] I've been to Africa.


[X] I've gotten lost in my city.
[X] I've seen a shooting star.
[X] I've wished on a shooting star.
[ ] I've seen a meteor shower.
[X] I've gone out in public in my pajamas.
[X] I've pushed all the buttons on an elevator
[X] I've been to a casino.
[ ] I've been skydiving.
[X] I've gone skinny dipping.
[X] I've played spin the bottle.
[X] I've drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.
[X] I've crashed a car.
[X] I've been Skiing
[X] I've been in a play.
[X] I've met someone in person from the internet.
[X] I've caught a snowflake on my tongue.
[X] I've seen the Northern Lights.
[ ] I've sat on a roof top at night.
[X] I've played chicken.
[X] I've played a prank on someone.
[X]I've ridden in a taxi.
[ ]I've seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show.
[X]I've eaten Sushi.
[X]I've been snowboarding.


[X] I'm single
[ ] I'm in a relationship.
[ ] I'm engaged.
[ ] I'm married.
[X] I've gone on a blind date.
[ ] I've been the dumpee more than the dumper.
[ ] I miss someone right now.
[ ] I have a fear of abandonment.
[ ] I've cheated in a relationship.
[ ] I've gotten divorced.
[X] I've had feelings for someone who didn't have them back.
[ ] I've told someone I loved them when I didn't.
[ ] I've told someone I didn't love them when I did.
[X] I've kept something from a past relationship.


[ ] I've had a crush on someone of the same sex
[ ] I've had a crush on a teacher.
[X] I am a cuddler.
[ ] I've been kissed in the rain.
[X] I've hugged a stranger.
[X] I have kissed a stranger.


[ ] I've done something I promised someone else I wouldn't.
[ ] I've done something I promised myself I wouldn't.
[X] I've snuck out of my house.
[X] I have lied to my parents about where I am.
[X] I am keeping a secret from the world.
[X] I've cheated while playing a game.
[X] I've cheated on a test.
[X] I've run a red light.
[ ] I've been suspended from school.
[X] I've witnessed a crime.
[ ] I've been in a fist fight.
[ ] I've been arrested.
[X] I've shoplifted.


[X] I've consumed alcohol.
[ ] I regularly drink.
[X] I've passed out from drinking.
[ ] I have passed out drunk at least once in the past 6 months.
[ ] I've smoked weed
[X] I've taken painkillers when I didn't need them.
[ ] I've eaten shrooms.
[ ] I've dropped E.
[ ] I've inhaled Nitrous.
[ ] I've done hard drugs.
[ ] I have cough drops when I'm not sick.
[ ] I can't swallow pills.
[X] I can swallow about 5 pills at a time no problem
[ ] I have been diagnosed with clinical depression.
[X] I shut others out when I'm depressed.
[ ] I take anti-depressants.
[ ] I'm anorexic or bulimic.
[X] I've slept an entire day when I didn't need it.
[ ] I'm addicted to self harm.
[X] I've woken up crying.

Death and Suicide

[ ] I'm afraid of dying.
[X] I hate funerals.
[X] I've seen someone dying.
[X] Someone close to me has attempted suicide.
[X] Someone close to me has committed suicide.
[ ] I've planned my own suicide.
[ ] I've attempted suicide.
[X] I've written a eulogy for myself.


[X] I own over 5 rap CDs.
[X] i own iPod or MP3 player.
[ ] I have an unhealthy obsession with anime/manga.
[X] I own multiple designer pants and shirts, costing over $100 a piece.
[X] I own something from Hot Topic.
[X] I own something from Pac Sun.
[ ] I collect comic books. We prefer to call the graphic novels. . .
[X] I own something from The Gap.
[ ] I own something I got on e-bay.
[X] I own something from Abercrombie.


[ ] I can sing well.
[X] I've stolen a tray from a fast food restaurant.
[X] I open up to others easily.
[X] I watch the news.
[ ] I don't kill bugs.
[ ] I hate hearing songs that sacrifice meaning for the sake of being able to rhyme.
[X] I curse regularly.
[X] I sing in the shower.
[X] I am a morning person.
[X] I've paid for my cell phone ring tone.
[X] I'm a snob about grammar.
[ ] I am a sports fanatic.
[X] I twirl my hair.
[ ] I have "x"s in my screen name
[X] I love being neat
[ ] I love Spam
[ ] I've copied more than 30 CD's in a day.
[ ] I bake well.
[X] My favorite color is either white, yellow, pink, red or blue.
[X] I would wear pajamas to school.
[ ] I like Martha Stewart.
[X] I know how to shoot a gun.
[ ] I am in love with love.
[ ] I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS.
[X] I laugh at my own jokes.
[ ] I eat fast food weekly.
[ ] I believe in ghosts.
[ ] I am online 24/7.
[X] I've not turned anything in and still got an A in a certain class.
[ ] I can't sleep if there is a spider in the room.
[X] I am really ticklish.
[X] I love white chocolate
[ ] I bite my nails.
[X] I play video games.
[ ] I'm good at remembering faces.
[ ] I'm good at remembering names.
[X] I'm good at remembering dates.
[ ] I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.

[X] My answers are totally honest!

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Rather than doing a yearly end summary (which I might do, depending on how bored I get in the next 7 days), I stole this from Brett....

1. What did you do in 2005 that you'd never done before? Became close with my Dad

2. Did you keep your new years' resolutions, and will you make more for next year? I don't have resolutions.

3. Did anyone close to you give birth? Nope. Wait 2 girls from work?

4. Did anyone close to you die? My grandma

5. What countries did you visit? US

6. What would you like to have in 2006 that you lacked in 2005? money

7. What date from 2005 will remain etched upon your memory, and why? The happiness this month has brought me

8. What was your biggest achievement of the year? Becoming independent. <-- i agree

9. What was your biggest failure? Nothing

10. Did you suffer illness or injury? Bronchitis for almost 3 months. YES!!!!

11. What was the best thing you bought? My Uggs

12. Whose behavior merited celebration? My brother's for self-acknowledgement

13. Whose behavior made you appalled and depressed? My older brother, my mom and my grandma..to name family members

14. Where did most of your money go? shopping

15. What did you get really, really excited about? Moving out

16. What song will always remind you of 2005? Alberta Bound- Paul Brant

17. Compared to this time last year, are you:
A. Happier or sadder? Happier
B. Thinner or fatter? thinner
C. Richer or poorer? Poorer

18. What do you wish you'd done more of? can't think of anything

19. What do you wish you'd done less of? Wasted time

20. How will you be spending Christmas? Going to my aunt's as soon as I'm done this tonight

21. Did you fall in love in 2005? Friendship love, yes. Very much so.

22. How many one-night stands? none

23. What was your favorite TV program? America's Next Top Model

24. Do you hate anyone now that you didn't hate this time last year? nope.

25. What was the best book you read? hmmm.... My criminology text book

26. What was your greatest musical discovery? Paul Brant (I think I'm spelling his last name totally wrong)

27. What did you want and get? I get whatever I want

28. What was your favorite film of this year? No good movies I saw....Maybe because I didn't see any

29. What did you do on your birthday, and how old were you? I got pretty rip roaring drunk on my birthday (19)

30. What would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying? Having a calm, "normal" life

31. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2005? Garage. No, not the style, the store brand.

32. What kept you sane? My Dad.

33. Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most? Currently? Elton John. Good for him getting married this week

34. What political issue stirred you the most? The election right now. GO POLI SCI NERDS

35. Who did you miss? my brother. obviously

36. Who was the best new person you met? The coyotes crew. No doubt

37. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2005. Mistakes happen. Just don't blame others for what you do.

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Oh Dierks. Never fail me.

Well how am I doin' since you did what you done to me?
I can't lie I sometimes cry when I think of how it used to be

....shitty. Then I think back and realize how understanding you were. I realize there's only so much a person could take. You tried many many many times to point it out to me. I don't want this to be over. Not now, not like this. I want things to go back to how they were. Before this problem started. Unfortunately, I don't know how to make that happen. But all I know is that I want that to happen. But that song doesn't relate to you. Not at all. I don't feel hurt by you.

In other shittier news.
Have to stop drinking milk, eating cheese, yogurt, chocolate, mayo, salad dressing.... Basically, if it has a form of diary in it, my stomach can't tolerate it.

God that sucks.

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You've managed to break my heart and yet try and mend it. All at the same time.
I always told myself never to cry over boys because they aren't worth it. And yet I can't control it now.

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hey. what's this?

could it be that both lindsay and me are smitten?

That's EXACTLY what's going on!

eff you to all those people that say be wary of boys you meet in the bar

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An actual update!!!!!!!

1) Lindsay is SMITTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTEN. And it's cute. Never ever EVER saw this one coming
2) I'm having waaaaaaaaaaaay too much fun at this particular moment. Do I feel guilty for what I'm doing? Not one bit. You hated me then. You're going to hate me even more now!!! Besides, what did I ever do to you in the first place?
3) *cough* someone is BAAAAAAAAACK!!!!!