life as i know it.

Now that we're one now
Softly whispers saving grace 6:19 as I awake
And stronger than last year
My eyes closed
The stars can see me
Stars will meet me on the ground
On the ground
Summer is gone and winter is never too far now
When my poor arms outstretched so long that my bones are now breaking
But there you come with a smile that'd send any man to his knees
And I feel I've begun now that we're one now
You graciously add to
I graciously add you to my heart
To my heart
Summer is gone and winter is never too far now
When my poor arms outstretched so long that my bones are now breaking
But there you come with a smile that'd send any man to his knees
And I feel I've begun now that we're one now
Now that we're one now





Well yesterday, sara and i went to take care of the dog. then we picked up marissa. and again we went to visit kim at work. then i came home, showered and ate. Then my brother drove me to Pats house. My moms entire family were there. i ate some more food. then came home. James picked me up(HE CAME HOME TO VISIT ME!). We went to go take care of the dog again. Then Sara Kim Marissa and Joelle came. We hung out in the backyard. They drank.
Joelle was DRUNK. She was extremely funny! I learned that she has a UTI. We talked about things that james did not want to hear about :). Then James and I came back to my house and watched high fedlity... well atleast he did cause i fell asleep te he.


Tonight is the last night of summer. I have no idea what im doing, hopefully something fun. Marissa said tomorrow night we should all get trashed and go to school with hangovers... great idea marissa hahah! i wanna thank everyone i hung out with this summer for making it so much fun. from parties at tanyas house to walking around oyster bay it was so much fun! love you all... cant wait till next summer :)

WHO'S SUSAN?!

Well my last day of summer went as follows:

I woke up. Went with Romano to the rich peoples house to take care of the dog for the last time... until they go away again:). then we came back here and hung out for a little while. James came by. We cuddled, faught about insignificant. Basically he would say something, and i would pretend to be mad. it was amusing. Then i just sat around, and painted m toe nails red, blah blah blah. i was going to go to the movies but i decided i really dont have the money so i hung out with sveta and sue instead. Sveta came over and we had my brother drive us to Taby's where Sue was. My brother was listening to The Used in the car. i was singing it was funny. Then we went into taby's and sat with sues parents, i love them! Then Sveta Sue and I came back here. We played dress up in my clothes. I dressed up as Avril Lavigne... i felt so fucking ugly. Then Ryan came by to pick up his Dvd's, Zoolander and Drumline. Then we started High Fedlity AGAIN! I finished it this time though... its very funny. Sue left and once again did not get to see the end... then sveta left. Now im here telling you about my last day of summer. Jon called me today, i was very surprised. it was nice to get to talk to him. The question is still going as to who susan might be.





Top 5 moments this summer:
1.Going into the city and getting caught in the rain
2.The bus ride to warped tour
3.The black out or '03
4.Making stuffed shells at 4am at Tanyas house
5."her nose is running and she doesnt want to blow it" - Kai




...more top 5's to come