Haha my livejournal is hilarious, HILARIOUS i tell you. How long has it been? Ever? FORever maybe?
There is absolutely nothing to do in Utah. It used to be quite entertaining going to coffee shops and talking, but now it's too fucking miserable outside, and there doesn't seem to be a great coffee house anymore. Another thing that pisses me off is that all the venues are closing, why? Stupid ass fucking eleven-teen-year-olds acting badass, vandalizing and drinking RIGHT IN FRONT OF THE FUCKING VENUES. thanks assholes. Thank your eyebrows there's still the Avalon, that has yet to impress me. The business wasn't bad but Nekromantix and Horrorpops weren't as expected. And to stack the shit pile higher, they don't allow smoking nor re-entry!! What the fuck is that?! At least allow smoke breaks (more often then just the nekro show) and provide a fucking fan.
.....If drugging kids doesn't become legalized within the next week, I swear I will quit my fucking job right after I throw some bastard kids into a wood chipper.
Lately i've been on an emotional roller-coaster. I'm done with how things have been going as of right now, i could just..put a bullet in my brain and call it quits. I simply cannot stand my hermit lifestyle and pugnacious attitude. I cannot keep track of who's shit list I've topped or who still gives a shit anymore. I don't, maybe that's my problem.
Apparently today is one of the worse days ever as follows:
1) Target has not called me yet about my application
2) My hair is too fucking long as it is too fucking short
3) My coworker all the sudden thinks she's a fucking GOD
4) Bert (car) is feeling sick and is about ready to D-I-E
5) My dad lost his wallet, judging by the people he seen when he lost it, someone is shootin dope on him tonight.
last but not least
6) Alex went camping after work today and won't be home until sunday.
Boo fucking Hoo. Life is so hard at 17 right?
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Things are confusing as of now. I'm torn between cutting my hair into a cool psychobilly hair cut or if i should continue growing it out, I'm seriously to the point were i'd almost rather just stick my head in a blender and call it quits. Help? Besides that things have been awesome, I've been real greatful lately. Why, i don't have a fucking clue. Maybe i'll die on my way to work today, and my brain has enough common sense to "be good and greatful" before i die. OR i'm just being a fucktard and am trying to stay positive on my period. you decide.