Lana



The holidays are over now and I have yet to tell Lana how I feel. With all these powers I have she turns me into a frightened little kid every time. Makes me envy Lex as he is so suave with the ladies and he has a remarkable level of confidence. Pete is a little confused that I am afraid to talk to Lana as he is the only one other than mom and dad who know the real me. Being a teenager is so confusing.

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Picnic



As much as I hate those meteors, they have come in hand a few times making it easier to keep my secret. Lex has always been suspicious ever since the incident with him well hitting me with his car. I saved his life countless number of times and still he is always prying. He is my best friend even though Dad hates his entire family. Lex knows I don’t approve of him digging into my life and why should I? He says he isn’t doing that anymore, but he is. He can’t help himself as that is what it is to be Lex Luthor. Though every time he is onto a scent something throws him off in this case it was one of those meteor rocks.

Chloe wanted a picnic and I figured it was a good way to get her and Lex together Mom made a basket for us and we went off a nice field not that far from the school. Lana couldn’t make it as she had some pressing Talon business to attend to. Pete was able to join us which was good as that gave me someone to talk to while Chloe had her shot at Lex. It seems they did hit it off, only not romantically as the discussion turned to Chloe’s obsession with the strange occurrences in Smallville which just so happened to be his passion too.

I was feeling odd and for good reason as there was one of those meteors under the blanket and it was starting to effect me just as Lex asked Chloe about the possibility of something else coming down with those meteors. Perhaps getting two together wasn’t the best idea I had. Pete noticed that I was getting pale and he used that to break up the picnic as Lex and Chloe became concerned for me as well. Little did they know I was perfectly fine 15 minutes later as I drove Pete home. Pete was still a little weirded out about finding my spaceship, but he was a good friend and he has been a great help keeping my origin a secret.


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    calm calm

Lana

I met up with Lex last night at the Talon and he trying to help with Lana. He knows I like her and he thinks I am just afraid to make a move because of Whitney. Sure that is part of it but there is more to it. How can I commit to Lana when I can tell her everything? Mom and Dad are a perfect example of how it should be. They tell each other everything, no secrets. The problem I am having is that they set this wonderful example and then tell me I can’t tell anyone about myself. In a way they are being hypocritical but I don’t see it that way, it is much more complicated than that. I wish there was an easy solution to this. Lana means enough to me that I will find it if another way exists.
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    contemplative contemplative

Thinking



Dad left me with post duty again which I guess I wouldn’t blame him for seeing I don’t need any tools to pound them into the ground. Believe it or not it is also king of soothing in a I get to reflect on my life sort of way. Today my thoughts were on Lana which is not that different from most days. I really like her and I want to be honest with her about everything but I can’t and that is so hard. I mean I think she is strong enough to handle it, but Mom and Dad are right and the fewer people that know the better.

I was going to have to call Chloe after my chores are done; she wanted to check on something that will no doubt end up being another article for her wall of weirdness. I know most of the weird stuff is because of those meteors, the ones that make me sick and the same ones that arrived on this planet with me. I wish I knew exactly why they affected me so strangely and more importantly how we can get rid of them. If we got rid of all the meteors Chloe would get very bored as her wall of weirdness would likely experience a drought.

Clark Kent
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    good good

My Journal



My name is Clark, Clark Kent and you can say I am not just another typical small town boy but you would be both wrong and right. I live on a farm with my parents whom I love dearly. I do my chores, go to school, have a crush on my very pretty neighbor Lana Lang. Lana is the type of girl that the phrase ‘The Girl Next Door’ had in mind when it was originally penned. She knows me, everyone knows everyone in a small town such as Smallville. However, she doesn’t know me at the same time, I am very complex and there is a lot beneath the surface that I keep hidden from the world.

I guess so far I sound like every other teenager but this is where my story changes, goes off on a tangent. I have abilities that make me very unique and it has been rough living with what I can do while never letting anyone other than my parents know I can do all these things. So what can I do, I am only just beginning to learn that and that is part of my journey. I am stronger and faster but I am on the same slow path that leads out of adolescence into adulthood as anyone my age. This journal will be the record of this trip and the people I will meet along the way from Lana Lang to Lex Luther. It will be my way of keeping track of who I am as I discover that for myself.

Clark Kent

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