_citylights___ (_citylights__) wrote,

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why does my mind so often wonder back to him?
i am fully aware that what we had is over &
that love i felt or feel for him is mute.
I still can't help but think about him and
the way he made me feel. The only boy.. man
i will ever really love. Of course i have
learned from that love and i am still learning.
the one conclusion that hasn't changed in all
this time without his voice, thoughts or even
a email.. i still care about him deeply & wish
everday that things were different. He was my

atleast i thought so.

*sigh* I am very happy right now, or i was until i started
reading the Twilight Saga, sad i know but it hits so
close to home for a really strange reason. it makes my heart
feel like it is missing something really important.

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    i have this amazing ability to make men who absolutely adore me completely hate me in a matter of months. I feel like anytime i find something or…

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    i think its safe to say im going to be the crazy catlady.

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    sometimes even though i am really really happy with my life. i get kinda lonely.. it's rare but, when it happens it sucks.

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