_citylights___ (_citylights__) wrote,

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i feel like im back at square one again.

i have been good lately i guess, no complaints i guess.
i work alot, like fourty hours a week. For awhile there i
was playing alot too. going out to bars, drinking like
mad making friends.. just having fun. i kinda burnt out
and became semi homeless. right now im staying at my
friend julias house until i either move back into the dorms
or i move into a place with my best friend drew and my
friends issabelle and zack.

im just tired, lonely and homesick..

im missing good conversation.

there is something missing in my life, i have a huge void in my chest. i feel like i have a constant lump in my throat. iam getting good at faking happy.

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