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Chaotic Tears

...chaotic mind...

Name:
_chaotictears_
I've had very severe M.E. (Myalgic Encephalomyelitis) for 15yrs... I'm now totally bedbound, tubefed, paralysed, etc, but that's not who I really am - there's an awful lot more to me than purely a severe M.E. sufferer, believe me! It's just a label.

My journal is Friends Only as I often write very personal entries & I want to know exactly who's reading them. If you'd like access to my journal though, feel free to leave a comment telling me abit about yourself, & IF I feel comfortable with you, I'll add you to my Friends List. Please don't be upset if I decide not to add you though - it's nothing personal, honestly... I just need to feel 100% comfortable with everyone on my Friends list so that I can continue to use my journal as the only venting outlet that I have (that means lots of ranting & raving!).
70s music, 80s music, addisons disease, animals, asthma, audiobooks, babies, back pain, beaches, bedbound, bedridden, blood clots, boys don’t cry, card making, cards, carpal tunnel syndrome, casualty, catalogues, cats, central lines, cfids, charmed, chest drains, chronic health problems, chronic illness, chronic pain, clarins, clinique, clouds, coldplay, collapsed lungs, coronation street, countryside, crafts, cross-stitching, csi, depression, desperate housewives, diamorphine, diaries, dirty dancing, dreams, e.r., eastenders, electric beds, emails, f.r.i.e.n.d.s, family, fashion, feeding tubes, fish tycoon, fishkeeping, flashbacks, flowers, fresh flowers, friends, friendship, girl interrupted, green day, haemopneumothorax, hamsters, health, heavenly creatures, hickman lines, hospitals, hugs, humour, hypothalmic dysfunction, i.v. feeding, i.v. lines, ibs, illness, insomnia, internet, internet diaries, ipaq's, ipod's, irritable bowel syndrome, journals, laughing, laughter, letters, lost, love, low blood pressure, m.e., makeup, medical conditions, mirena coils, mobile phones, morphine, msn, msn messenger, muscle spasms, music, myalgic encephalomyelitis, n.g. tubes, narcotic analgesics, nasal-gastric tubes, nature, neurological diseases, neuropathy, nip/tuck, online friends, p.e's, pain, pain management, pain relief, papercrafts, peg feeding, photography, pneumothorax, pocket pc's, post, premature menopause, premature ovarian failure, pretty woman, pulmonary embolisms, restless leg syndrome, restless legs, robbie, romance, rufus wainwright, scissor sisters, seizures, sex and the city, sh, shopping, sign-language, signing, silver, silver jewellery, six feet under, sleeping, snail-mail, snow, stephen king, syringe-drivers, texting, the hole, the killers, the l word, the ring, thunderstorms, total parental nutrition, tpn, tropical fish, tube-fed, tube-feeding, virtual hugs

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