I hate flies

today Piero and Pete came to Dumont.. which is cool 'cause I haven't seen Piero since like.. 7th grade.. and Pete is just awesome.. so like.. Catherine & Annie came over too.. and I dragged them around town.. but they never really complained until I dragged them to the chinese food store so I could get some general tso tofu. Then I dragged them back to my house and I put on sin city.. then sandra came. Then Piero & Pete were all "yo this movie sucks" and I'm all "no it doesn't but you know what?! fine, let's leave" so we left.. and we met up with nicole & duncan.. and then justin & etc. at dunky d's. And then everyone left so Annie, Catherine, Nicole, and I went back to my house and watched sin city.. AGAIN. But Catherine's gay and left during half of it.. and the movie lasted 83240234 times longer then it should've because I kept reminding parts.. and err.. yeah, that movie is amazing. Nicole left, and Annie's sleeping over.. and tomorrow Alexis is coming over.. Max might be too, but it's not definite yet. But Stephanie is taking me to the mall at 10:00 AM to pick them up.. and ima make them watch sin city too. and I'm done.
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I hate it when people express things through livejournal so plainly, like it doesn't actually matter or effect them in anyway.. tell me how you guys are so fucking careless/heartless/emotionless?
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this week

hasn't exactly been the most eventful week.. I guess it was fun. Last Saturday I went to the Garfield show with Danielle, Katie, and Brian.. hung out with people.. came home & then hung out with Nicole I think.. the next day was warped tour.. which was awesome.. I saw go betty go, the kinison, saosin, hot rod circuit, boys night out, circa survive, the receiving end of sirens, and some other bands but not for the full set.. the reason I missed so many bands was because these girls pulled us aside and asked if we wanted to go backstage and feed all the bands so we can get free back stage passes and go to the after party.. so we were busy serving food for three hours.. but it was fun. I think we were pissing off the people though by going "there's a bomb in the lasagna" etc.. We didn't get much of an opportunity to use the backstage passes though 'cause Catherine's mom showed up to early :-\.. oh well. Then uhh.. I don't really remember what I've been doing those days.. but Thursday Catherine, Kristen, and I rode our bikes to Closter.. and nobody was there really.. so we came back and Catherine came over and we watched Sin City, which is an amazing movie. Then last night, I went to the Allendale show.. it was fun I guess.. a shitload of drama, but when is there not? I just pretty much followed Max around the entire night, which probably got annoying, but there was nothing else to do.

the end.


I got bored,

A- Age of 1st kiss: err.. 12 I think

B- -Band you are listening to right now: Pussycat Dolls

C- Crush: I wouldn't call it a crush.. it's love

D- Dad's name: Joel

E- Easiest person to talk to: Garrett

F- Favorite ice cream(s): espresso heath

G- Gummy worms or gummy bears? gummy bears

H- Hometown: dumont.. still live there

I- Instruments: flute lol.. and guitar somewhat.

J- Junior high: dumont

K- Kids: fuck kids.. kids are dumb

L - Ladies you hang out withyou hung out with? anyone in dumont who wants to

M- Mom's name: Jody

N- Nicknames: Lia Pea.. Dodger.. Peepeemonster.. Moo.. Fattymoo.. Liamoo.. etc.

O- One wish: for things to be perfect

P- Phobia[s]: pitchblack.

Q- Quote [s]: "yeah, she's cool"

R- Reason to smile: you have to give me one

S- Song you sang last: lose control- missy elliot feat. ciara.

T- Time you woke up today: 8:30

U- Unknown fact about me: I hate everything about me.. I feel I need to change my appearance because I can't stand looking at the same thing everyday in the mirror.

V- Vegetable(s) you hate: celery

W- Worst habit: biting the skin off my lip

X- X-rays you've had: I don't think I had any.

Y- Your favorite person as of right now? Garrett.

Z- Zodiac sign: Gemini.
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I'm giving up a few things

You don't have to read this entry
unless you feel like wasting your time

I think I'm gonna quit smoking.. my asthma has gotten worse and since I have no medication, I have to deal with a sucky respiratory system. Plus the fact that my parents found my cigarrettes, and I don't want to disapoint them anymore.. they're having a rough time too with my grandma's surgery and all. I also think I'm gonna cut down on the drinking. It's fun and all, and it gets my mind off of things.. up until the point where I start sobering up and everything hits me. And I think I'm gonna delete my myspace. I want people to get to know me for who I am, not what I appear to be.. and I think I'm gonna stop being a vegetarian.. because I'm not healthy.. I haven't eaten in two days.. I'm not starving myself but I just can't eat.. I'm constantly naseaus.. and I've already lost 7 lbs.. between 2 days.. I don't even know if that's possible, but it happened. I haven't gotten much sleep either.. last night I got about 4 hours.. maybe even less.. I'm bound to get mono by the end of this month.


You make it dry when it's raining outside
You warm my blood when the temperature dies
You're the crutch when it's all to hard to bare
See without you here I could not be anywhere

Now I'm in stitches
over you and over you

hey I'm a faggot =P
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modeling interview
said some shit about yogurt, I don't know

7 month anniversary with Garrett
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well I'm back. Seaside Heights was a lot of fun. The first day we got there, the house was terrible.. the add said dvd, loft, fit 8-10 people, etc.. there wasn't a dvd player.. the house fit about 3-4 people.. and there was a loft, but it didn't have any way to get on it.. like no steps or ladder or anything.. I don't know what those people were thinking.. so we got another house, closer to the boardwalk which was awesome.. it was about 2 minutes walking.. and the house was pretty cool.. and we hung out with Heather every night.. I love Heather.. I plan on visiting her sometime soon.. we also hung out with Keith + friends but not as much.. and I didn't get tan which was kinda a disapointment but I guess I'm meant to be pale.. Garrett got kinda tan.. lucky bastard. My grandma has to get open-heart surgery so my mom and brother left early.. well my brother was going to the Bahamas so that's why he left early but w/e.. Josh didn't come on vaca cause he sucks.. Drew & Ralph stayed over the last night and then drove us to the Medic show the next night.. and all the like 8 yr olds were moshing and it was pretty much the funniest thing I've ever seen. the end.
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I'm leaving for Seaside tomorrow w/ Garret & my Family.. I won't be back for a good week I think.. I got my cell phone back.. the numbahh is 201 696 1979 if you would like to reach me.. and since it's only a half an hour away, you should probably get a ride down here and hang out with us.. a lot of people are planning on it.. good times. please call. see you in a week. bye livejournal. bye livejournal readers.
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