I appologize for all the faggotass depressing & pointless entries I right all the time.. I'm not reaching out for sympathy.. nor do I enjoy sympathy.. it makes me feel like an asshole. Things just changed.. and I haven't been myself lately.. I try to act like I'm having a good time, but a good percentage of the time I'm faking. Summer's just about over.. and summer feels like it hasn't even begun.. I haven't accomplished one thing I planned on accomplishing. These 3 months just kind of felt like a waste of time. I HAVE been wasting my time. There's so many things I could be doing with myself, but I'm taking it for granite.. According to me, everything can wait.. but honestly, it can't. I don't know what I'm doing anymore.