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[09 Dec 2004|10:05pm]
The Academy Is was absolutely incredible tonight <3
shes not getting up

[09 Dec 2004|03:50pm]
this fucking sucks.
since may 19th hes all i can think about.
it's december 9th now and
this year is going to be the worst birthday ever.
nothing seems to be looking up lately.
im fucked with school because of my sleeping habits.
but ive been trying to keep positive.
and ive been having a lot of fun.
i just wish i had someone who cared that i could talk to.
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well i guess it would be niceee if i could touch your boddyyy [07 Dec 2004|08:43pm]
im in the best mood every today.
since i woke up ive just felt so great.
i talked to everybody today instead of just dragging through school.
i have plans booked all over the place with amazing people.
today i hung out with travis and pete kinsey and his friends.
petes fucking awesome, so is his blow up doll and me and travis.
i saw a lot of other cool kids today toooooo
then went out with bryan for a bit

bryan and i have the best new years eve plan ever.
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[06 Dec 2004|09:40pm]
today i went to travis' house with debbie and kristina.
kristina had to leave early though. today was so much fun.
sumblime <3 cinnabons <3 the shining <3 peewees playhouse <3
blah blah blah. travis' sister is insane haha.
i love dancing.

woo my birthday is next week.
gonna be a great wedsnday - sunday.
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pics from today [05 Dec 2004|07:22pm]
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[05 Dec 2004|02:42am]
so much randomness.

hung out with travis, jason, b less, bw, and dq
go karts and big houses and a cop and diner and yeah.
a very random but good evening.

then at midnight i went out with
jjt and richie and mark and alex
just got home now, it was sad but funny.

sometime soon me and richie are
having a misery loves company day.
horror movies + lots of food
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[04 Dec 2004|04:02am]
its funny that i get home at 4am
and my mom's too crazy to care.
nitso's party was fucking awesome.
im never gonna be able to eat
chicken flavored rice ever again.
i love those kids, theyre so positive.

somewhere during the craziness
i realized it's been one month.
and it scares me how much ive changed.

i changed in a lot of good ways
but also bad because i have nothing to lose
and i could care less about anything these days.

i dont know.

longest month of my life

the months to come probably wont be easier.

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[03 Dec 2004|01:37pm]
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[02 Dec 2004|07:59pm]
today was crazy
Dr. Suess <3
every time i read dr suess
i rhyme for hours by accident

my new reason for school
is the Hunnybuns for a dollar.
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OMFGZ old LJ entrrieeesss<33 [01 Dec 2004|07:04pm]
[ mood | okay ]

reading through old entries.
i miss summer SO much.

it made me so happy but also so sad reading through all the old times.
i miss hanging out in the lancer with the same like 7 kids every day.
diner stops and ddr at bayshore mall like every other day.
mini golf & plastic masks & family guy at nickys & 'we didnt hit you'
amazing sleepovers & water gun fights & nassau county fair
braffe waffle. waffe braffle. & ffc/ppc. & "mail" & garage sales
egg sandwhiches & hill bostrom & sclafani circuit & nickys MJ jacket
people repeating things with different letters & 'what are those?'
& ghostiez & lawngbawdd, shawtbawd & chan incorporated & "to what!?"
..in thhe middle of a gun fight...::rewind:: :::repeat::...
& love.
i think i miss that most.
but i dont want it back
unless its from who it used to be from
i was so ungrateful of what i hadddd

i havent looked back in my LJ in too long.
everything changes, and people find new ways to have fun
but wow i miss all of that too much <3

i also look back at old lj entries
and kick myself for acting like i did
the changes ive made on who i am are good
but some changes in my life havent really been
and i think that reflects how ive acted in the past

haha i <3 my livejournal.

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[01 Dec 2004|06:15pm]
schools getting boring.
hung out with travis today.
"you fucking suck" -
"yeah fucking right!"
clothes shopping. ddr.

i hate being broke and missing good shows

too early to be home.

my birthday is in 2 weeeeeeks
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sparkley gay ballz !111!!1!!!!1 [30 Nov 2004|10:03pm]
today was incredible & incredibly random.
i stayed after for the first time in my life.
saw way too many random kids i barely know.

"someone should tell her kurt cobain died"

bryan picked up me and travis
lots of passing the dance.

omgggg i went crazy in the lancer
i rocked out. i humped solos. i screamed.
and i literally went until i lost my voice.
so refreshing

then we went to the show.
saw Forever Fades & Defeated Purpose
sold some hxc cupcakes \m/

left with bryan, johnny, travis, brian, mike, and justin.
i love & miss hanging out with those kids so much <3
mall. sports plus. ddr. goshh, am i ever not at those places?

dropped everyone home.
i got kinda messy on the way home. :\
bryan told me an inspirational lancer story haha

tomorrow - hopesfall / encrypt manuscript show?
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[29 Nov 2004|09:04pm]
[ mood | disappointed ]

today had ups and downs.

my cat needs surgery :(

phil came over
we made a lotta cupcakes
because we're so metal. \m/
hxc danced haha oh boy
cupcake cd = dance/hxc/grind/80's/msi = amazing.
johnny ended up not being able to make it.
there's always other days i guesssss

everyone visit me at the DP merch table tomorrow
the cupcakes are SICK BRAHH

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[29 Nov 2004|03:30am]
i get to be merch girl on tuesday for DP.
defeated purpose / forever fades /name taken show.

buy defeated purpose cupcakes <3

i love sealab2021

i love the free willy MJ theme song

i love her space holiday

We're both aware through the years
that I've been messed up too
And I shouldn't talk - I should stop
I'm digging deeper holes
It just feels strange that
I you sing songs for another girl
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[28 Nov 2004|10:27pm]
hey look
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[28 Nov 2004|09:25pm]
this is really getting to me
it's really pathetic
it's been like a month and im not getting better
i lost the only thing that matters
and im never getting it back
and i cant deal with it well

i shouldnt talk, i should stop
im digging deeper holes
shes not getting up

[28 Nov 2004|07:06pm]
this weekend was pretty good.
yesterday i hung out with carolyn, matt, andy, anna, and justin. we went to border's and got free dinner at Tofu and all that jazz. i hate being tickled! we went back to matts at 11 and played more bored games haha and attempted to watch Grease. the only bad part was i think we got matt in trouble.

today i hung out with bryan and kristina and carolyn and paul for a bit. went to that crazy delia's thing and visited the lancer and went to Little Vincents<3 for dinner.

now im really bored.
but i have a lot of school work to do.
i better get to it.

oh, and christmas.
whats everyone want?

fuckkk i forgot about the I Can Make A Mess.. show today
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bitches love the metal mobile [26 Nov 2004|11:00pm]
somehow the mall was fun today.
i spent my day/night with
emily, bryan, carolyn, matt, justin, rich and chris.
it was a lot of fun, and i saw some other cool kids.
"hey red sweater! are you on myspace.com??"
we fit 8 people in the CHEVETTE
haha, oh boy, was that fun. human seatbelt <3

the chevette stalled in the middle of 347
with a mack truck coming towards us.
remind me how im alive...?

tonight emily and carolyn are sleeping over again.
ergh, i need something to do like right now.
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[26 Nov 2004|12:25am]
thanksgiving was full of bad food this year.
sweet potatoes with melted marshmellows on top -
what the fuck is that shit, wheres my MASHED potatoes?
lots of strangers and little kids, then carolyn's.
diner with carolyn & emily. out with bryan.
chevette = metal (literally & figuratively speaking)
today had no specific ups and downs really.
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[25 Nov 2004|01:21am]
today me & isaac & carolyn went to roosevelt field
carolyn and I PWNED the place like crazy.
10:30 bryan picked me up.
switched out of the lancer. into 1982 ghetto chevette<3.
taco bell - rustic hill - johnny's - 711.
home by like....now.

i had a good day.
ive been keeping busy lately
tomorrow should be gay.
happy thanksgiving.
im not thankful for shiiiit.
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