I'm exhausted now. I've missed the last four days of classes. I haven't seen or talked to anyone, haven't even been online. I don't know what to do, who to ask. I can't eat, I can't sleep, I can't even get up enough energy to change out of the pajamas I've been wearing since Saturday. I feel tired and disgusting and all I can see or think about or hear is Jason.
There's a rape victims support group on campus that meets on Wednesdays. If I can't sleep again tonight, I'm going. Maybe someone there will have the answers.