Lana (_brand_new_me_) wrote,

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I thought that finally facing what Jason did to me would free me, would help me let it go and put it behind me. Instead I'm reliving it every night.

I'm exhausted now. I've missed the last four days of classes. I haven't seen or talked to anyone, haven't even been online. I don't know what to do, who to ask. I can't eat, I can't sleep, I can't even get up enough energy to change out of the pajamas I've been wearing since Saturday. I feel tired and disgusting and all I can see or think about or hear is Jason.

There's a rape victims support group on campus that meets on Wednesdays. If I can't sleep again tonight, I'm going. Maybe someone there will have the answers.
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