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I miss having someone who actually wants to talk to me.
At first i thought maybe it was that i missed having a boyfriend but i think i just miss having a friend or anyone who actually wants to spend time with me or talk to me.
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:( ive had a bad weekend.
I was looking forward to Alton towers on saturday but of course because its england it had to rain. It wasnt forecast to rain until late afternoon but it poured down all day and standing in ride queues meant i got completely soaked since people dont think to build shelters or anything over the queues. The rain went through my shoes :( and socks and i had to walk round all day with wet feet and to top it off it was freezing.
It was still an ok day i guess. But the weather kinda ruined it plus for some reason there were still huge queues everywhere so i didnt get to go on some of the rides i wanted to.

Then today i went to work. Since one of the chefs left about a month ago theyve moved Jordan over from helping me to filling in for the chef so ive been doing a 2 person job on my own every week. They said it was only temporary until the new chef arrived but when he arrived last week he quite on his first day. Now they cant be bothered hiring anyone so im probably working on my own every week which is stupid because its too busy and i finished an hour later than i should have done tonight. Plus i burnt my thumb and cut my other hand 3 times :(
Current Mood:
sleepy sleepy
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My mum got 10 free tickets for Alton Towers tomorrow :) Alton towers is my favourite theme park in england so im looking forward to going especially since i havent been out much recently. I get to take 3 friends with me too so im taking Charlotte and Ben but nobody else was free this weekend :( and my family refused to change weekends because its the only weekend my sister had friends lol and because of their schedules or something.

Apart from that im going to be spending my weekend doing work :( Some of its photography stuff though and i get to do some mini photoshoot things so that should be kinda fun.

Current Mood:
okay okay
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I dont have time for a long entry so this is gonna be brief.

I think i have a cold :(

College has finally decided to let me have my study day this week instead of making me go in and do 7 hours of art and photopgrahy i can stay at home tomorrow :) yay. Il still end up doing loads of work though.

I need to redye my hair :( its gone nasty and brown. I think im going to get an appointment on wednesday.

Ive forgotten what else i was going to say so bye for now

Current Mood:
busy busy
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Ooh yeah. Ive booked to go on a psychology trip with college which im really looking forward to. Its to a 'behind bars' conference at a university. Its a lecture from some forensic psychologists followed by talks from 3 ex murderers (?) and errm we get to ask them questions and stuff and look at trial evidence.
I like forensic stuff it was something i might want to do in the future but i think you need biology and chemistry qualifications and i really didnt want to do them for 2 years.
Oh yeah the only bad thing is the trip is on my birthday :( and its from 8.15 until 6pm :(
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I need to update. Or read all your entries.
Im gonna do it tomorrow so sorry for the lack of comments but last night i did 6 hours art and photography homework and today went in and did about 7 hours work came home and did another 3 so i really havent had time.
Current Mood:
busy busy
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In fact i got so bored of being ignored by everyone today that instead of meeting up at lunch i spent an hour on my own in the photography dark room developing photos
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Today we went on an art trip to the Tate art museum in Liverpool. They had a special exhibiton on which was psychedellic art from the 60s which was actually really good :) loads of stuff done my hippies on LSD. Dont have a clue how it relates to our work though.

I have too much college work to do already. They warned me taking 2 art subjects would be too much but i never listen to people when they say stuff like that. It would actually be fine but the fine art teachers have been giving everyone a ridiculous amount of work. Ive been spending all my free time in college doing it plus about 5 hours a night plus class time. Oh and my study day. But i cant drop art because i wouldnt be able to do any uni courses involving it.
Its stupid. I havent had time to do or think about anything else. Its Bens birthday and Alexs birthday this weekend and i havent a clue if anyones doing anything for that.

Ive forgotten what the point of this update was.

Current Mood:
working working
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I feel like i have no friends anymore.
Nobody ever sends me texts, no emails, no myspace comments or mail, no phone calls. Nobody even bothers to start a conversation with me on msn.
Ive just sent 3 messages to people and got no replies and its been an hour.
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I feel all lonely recently. I dont know why. I could just be in a funny mood or it could be college or something.
I havent really made any friends at college yet. I talk to a girl called Sarah quite a bit but shes really quiet and not into anything i like.
I miss all my old friends. I havent seen some of them since the beginning of summer :(
Plus Charlotte obviously has new better people to be with. And at college Cameron and Ben are always busy with music or chasing girls.
I havent been out on a saturday night since the start of summer for some reason. I wanted to go last week but had nowhere to stay and couldnt afford a taxi to mine since it would be £15 if i was on my own.
So i was going to go out this week but nobody else is doing. Apart from maybe Kate but she sent a message before asking if i want to go out tonight which i cant.
Maybe im bored of being single. But since i havent been single very long i doubt its that.
Current Mood:
lonely lonely
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