BACK. Yes really I am, I mean it.
I have no real reason for my abscence..I just needed to take a break really. My mum sent me to this "country retreat" health farm thing, which in fact was a kind of rehab center for kids with eating disorders. There was about 20 of us, mixtures of bulimia and anorexia. Some were nice, some were complete fucking bitches to be honest. Some were so blinded by their condition that they would eat nothing and just sleep all day...they would pass out all the time and not look in mirrors. They showed me what I could turn into if I'm not careful, they gave me the strength I needed to convince myself that I do need to get better. I have to do this, I don't want to turn into that.
On to more-nothowcrapIam-topics. RuRu dearest's party. Well it started off great, My outfit (put together by the wonderful Miss Watson) was damn hot, but I have to admit that being cautious of any open flames is quite tiresome, damn hairspray. I'm still a bloody good skater, lets face it, it wasn't too long ago I was messing about with the other kids in the road outside my house. Devon was all speedy and pretty much making everyone fall over just because they got so scared when he came up behind them so fast. Dan was very funny and I am surprised his coxix is still in one piece, that's the end of your spine not something rude, get your minds out of the gutter! Of course drinking wasn't really helping the matter, but it sure as hell made the situation funnier. Ruru was singing again and snogging anything with legs. I think this whole skating thing was just an excuse for him to fall on people and grope them, especially the Olsen twin..I forget which one.
Everything was great until Emma practically killed herself. I don't think I have ever been so bloody scared in my life. I really thought she was dead, luckily just passed out, but alcohol poisoning is no laughing matter either. I went with her in the ambulance, holding her hand as they hooked her up to a drip. I don't know if she even knew I was there..she was totally out of it. I sat with her in the hospital for ages and eventually Sean (biggerstuff ) drove me home.
Well yet again I am behind on all the gossip and in the space of time I have been gone someone has dumped someone and someone hooked up with someone else. I demand to know people.
Ru I'm gonna come over and give you your gift. <3 that is not dirty.