?

Log in

No account? Create an account

August 15th, 2006

Hope....

So, I saw World Trade Center tonight.  First, that movie is EXTREMELY sad, the pain those wifes, husbands, mothers, fathers, sisters, brothers, and children felt upon learning that their loved ones had either died or went missing must have been heartwrenching.  Knowing that you'll never be able to see the one you love again would be too much to bear.  Not knowing whether that morning was the last time you got to talk to, hug, kiss, smile at , laugh with even just talk to that one person.  It broke my heart.  When the 9/11 attacks happened I was in grade 8, sitting in Mr. Liston's class doing math, when we were told what happened.  I had NO idea what to think, I was scared for myself.  It wasn't until I saw that movie that I realized that I had nothing to be worried about, I didn't lose someone I loved to such an extreme tradgedy as this.  

On another note, I just want to feel how I did before.  Not knowing if I'm going to break down into tears at any given moment when something reminds me of that person.  I want to be able to smile again, to laugh, to feel happy again.  I just want everything to be normal again.  Not fighting, and arguing.  I want it to be smiles, and my giggle i get going when I'm with you.  I want you to love me again.

Anyways,I think you'va all heard enough from me tonight.
Much Love,
Erin

Latest Month

August 2006
S M T W T F S
  12345
6789101112
13141516171819
20212223242526
2728293031  
Powered by LiveJournal.com