i fought them off just to hold you close and tight

another survey..

001. {X}I miss somebody right now.
002. {}I watch more tv than I used to.
003. {}I love olives.
004. {X}I love sleeping.
005. {}I own a home.
006. {}I wear glasses or contact lenses.
007. {X}I love to play video games.
008. {}I've done something illegal.
009. {}I've watched porn movies.
010. {}I have been in a threesome.
011. {}I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship.
012. {X}I like my handwriting.
013. {}I have acne free skin.
014. {}I like and respect Al Sharpton.
015. {X}I curse frequently.
016. {X}I have changed a lot mentally over the last year.
017. {X}I have a hobby.(listening to music)
018. {}I've been to another country.
019. {}I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me.
020. {}I'm really, really smart.
021. {X}I've never broken anyone else's bones.
022. {X}I have a secret that I am ashamed to reveal.
023. {X}I love rain and thunder.
024. {X}I'm paranoid at times.
025. {}I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
026. {X}I need money right now.
027. {}I love sushi.
028. {}I talk really, really fast sometimes.
029. {}I have fresh breath in the morning.
030. {}I have long hair.
031. {}I have lost money in Las Vegas.
032. {}I have at least one brother and/or sister.
033. {}I was born in a country outside of the U.S.
034. {X}I shave my legs.
035. {}I have a twin.
037. {}I couldn't survive without Caller I.D.
038. {}I like the way that I look.
039. {X}I have lied to a good friend in the past 6 months.
040. {}I know how to do cornrows.
041. {}I am usually pessimistic.
042. {X}I have mood swings.
043. {X}I think prostitution should be legalized.
044. {}I think Britney Spears is pretty.
045. {}I have cheated on someone.
046. {X}I have a hidden talent.
047. {}I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar I have.
049. {X}I am currently single.
050. {}I have kissed someone of the same sex.
051. {X}I enjoy talking on the phone.
052. {X}I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants.
053. {X}I love to shop.
054. {X}I would rather shop than eat.
055. {}I would classify myself as ghetto.
056. {}I'm bourgeoisie and have worn a sweater tied around my shoulders.
057. {}I'm obsessed with my Diary
058. {}I don't hate anyone.
059. {}I'm a pretty good dancer.
060. {}I don't think Mike Tyson raped Desiree Washington.
061. {X}I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother.
062. {X}I have a cell phone.
063. {}I watch MTV on a daily basis.
065. {}I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.
067. {}I have never been in a real relationship before.
068. {X}I've rejected someone before.
069. {X}I currently have a crush on someone.
070. {}I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.
071. {X}I want to have children in the future.
072. {X}I have changed a diaper before.
073. {}I've had the cops called on me before.
074. {X}I bite my nails.
075. {}I am a member of the Tom Green fan club.
076. {X}I'm not allergic to anything.
077. {}I have a lot to learn.
078. {}I have dated someone at least 10 years older or younger.
079. {}I plan on seeing Ice Cube's newest "Friday" movie.
080. {}I am very shy around the opposite sex.
081. {}I'm online 24/7, even as an away message.
082. {}I have at least 5 away messages saved.
083. {X}I have been rejected by someone.
084. {}I have made a move on a friend's significant other in the past.
085. {X}I own the "SOUTHPARK" movie.
086. {}I have avoided work to play on Livejournal.
087. {}When I was a kid I played "the birds and the bees" with a neighbor or chum.
088. {}I enjoy country music.
089. {X}I love my best friend(s).
090. {}I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza.
091. {}I occasonally watch soap operas.
092. {}I'm obsessive and often a perfectionist.
093. {}I have used my sexuality to advance my career.
094. {}I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all.
095. {}I know all the words to Slick Rick's "Children's Story".
096. {X}Halloween is awesome.
097. {}I watch Spongebob Squarepants and I like it.
098. {}I have dated a close friend's ex.
099. {}I'm happy as of this moment.
100. {}I have gone scuba diving.
101. {X}I've had a crush on somebody I have never met.
102. {X}I've kissed someone I knew I shouldn't.
103. {X}I play a musical instrument.
104. {X}I strongly dislike math.
105. {X}I'm procrastinating on something right now.
106. {}I own and use a library card.
107. {}I fall in "lust" more than in "love."
108. {}Cheese enchiladas rock my socks.
109. {}I think The Lord of the Rings is one of the greatest things ever.
110. {}I'm obsessed with the tv show "The O.C."
111. {}I am resentful that I have to grow up.
112. {X}I am an entirely different person around different people.
113. {}I think the world would be a better place if people just smiled more often.
114. {}I think ramen is one of the best foods in the whole world.
115. {X}I am suffering of a broken heart.
116. {}I am a nerd.
117. {X}No matter where I am or who I'm with, I always seem to be lonely.
118. {X}I am left handed and proud of it.
119. {}I try not to change who I am for someone.
120. {}My heart resides below my feet.
121. {}I have had sex with someone I was not in a relationship with.
122. {X}I enjoy smoothies.
123. {}I have had major surgery.
124. {X}I have adopted a pet.
125. {}I am listening to Radiohead right now.
126. {X}Some people call me by a nickname.
127. {}I once stole a music stand.
128. {}I like pumpkin pie.
129. {}I love NASCAR!
130. {X}I own over 200 CDs.
131. {}I work 7 days a week.
132. {}I've had mono.
132. {}I don't have the ability to make decisions without changing my mind.
133. {}People tell me I have a horrible sense of humor.
134. {X}I'm still in my PJs.
135. {}I'm looking for love in all the wrong places.
136. {}I have a tendency to fall for the wrong people.
137. {}I'll try anything three times. Almost anything.
138. {}Done drugs other than Alcohol or Cannabis.
139. {X}I'm having trouble sleeping.
140. {X}I am a cuddler.
141. {}I love John Waters films
142. {}I have made a pornographic videotape
143. {X}I'm a vegetarian
144. {}I am Pagan
145. {}I sing way more than I should.
146. {X}I Really like the word : "Bazooka"
147. {}I Like Nuns
149. {}I am obsessed with Wicked.
150. {}I am in love with sigma phi epsilon brothers!
151. {}I like someone who I've known for a long time.
152. {}I think Sirius Black should be a real person.
153. {X}I watch Boiling Points and laugh at the people.(lol i used to)
154. {}Sometimes I'm too passive.
155. {X}My room can't stay clean for longer than a day.
156. {}I still have a dial-up connection.
157. {}I hate leaving the house without a watch on.
158. {}I have a sick obsession with bean burritos.
159. {}I own bunny slippers.
160. {X}Band isn't just something to fill the time.
161. {}I would pee my pants if I did not have Chapstick on me 24/7/365
162. {}I have my own car.
163. {X}I love surprises.
164. {X}I love one of my parents more than the other.
165. {}I over analyze everything.
166. {X}I ate cheerios for breakfast.
167. {X}I’m in love with somebody who doesn't want a serious relationship yet.
168. {X}I feel naked if I leave home without my cell phone.
  • Current Music
    fall back down-rancid

.drop a heart, break a name, were always sleeping in and sleeping for the wrong team.

here is a survey cause im really bored
put a * after each one that is true
o1. I'm in a relationship
o2. I can't eat sugar
o3. I am in love(with some on i have no chance with)*
o4. I think Bush is an awesome president
o5. I think gay marriage should be approved*
o6. I enjoy playing my music loud***
o7.I like to decorate stuff*
o8. I love the color silver*
o9. I have too much free time*
1o. I love hugs!*
11. I like to take pictures*
12. I am a blonde
13. I love Vanilla Coke
14. My parents are divorced
15. I get amused easily sometimes*
16. I hate my siblings
17. I love all my friends to death*
18. I have been to the Bahamas at least once
19. I love Aladdin
2o. I'm afraid of losing loved ones*
21. When I get home the first thing I do is get on computer(if i have nothing to do*
22. I need to apply myself more.
23. I need more sleep.*
24. I like to write poetry**
25. Hypocrites piss me off*
26. I wish I could ride a motorcycle
27. I don't like chocolate much*
28. I have weird dreams
29. I don't have a shower
3o. I love to swim
31. I'm scared of changes*
33. I don't do extracurricular activities
34. I'm too lazy(it depends)*
35. I am an atheist
36. I tend to hate jerks
37. I'd rather have a small group of close friends than a large group of friends that I didn't know all that well*
38. I'm easily hurt*
39. I'm an Internet nut*
40. AIM takes up 1/4 of my life*
41. I like giving gifts*
42. I enjoy recieving them as well*
43. I'm quiet in class and loud with my friends*
44. I love watching movies*
45. I am very crazy at times*
46. I want to learn how to play the flute
47. I love where I go to school
48. I hate my homelife***
49. I don't like eating
50. I leave school soon
51. I am an impulse spender
52. I only ever seem to drink pepsi/coke
53. I have lots of nicknames(does being labled count?)*
5. I've had an Xanga for over a year
56. I'm tough on the outside, super sensitive on the inside
57. I love video games*
58. I am shy at first*
59. I'm scared that the entire world hates me and I just don't realize it**
60. I love sarcasm*
61. I'm a bit blonde at times*
62. I think I scare people sometimes
63. I think snobby people suck*
64. I hate it when people judge others*****
65. I prefer the internet to the TV**
66. I can cry and not be sad, b/c I’m laughing so hard with friends.
67. I take a shower every day*
68. I interrupt people a lot
69. I hate it when people ignore me or irritate me**
70. I'm quiet, then I come out with random outbursts(haha sometimes)*
71. I have a lot of pet peeves*
72. I hate scratched CD's and DVD's*
73. I love blue eyes
74. I hate acting girlish*
75. I'm a very messy person
76. I want more piercings!
77. I hate my figure*
78. My friends are loud but awesome
79. I sleep on my side*
80. I appreciate nice things that are done for me, even if it's just a compliment*
81. I'd love to have the money to buy things for people for no reason at all*
82. Iced coffee is the best*
83. I want to get my ear's pierced again
84. I have my belly button peirced
85. I like sitting around doing nothing if it pleases me*
86. I don't like talking to new people
87. I love horse back riding
88. I'm a day dreamer*
89. I never want to get married
90. I like clean sheets*
91. I love to ramble about random things
93. I don't sleep much*
94. I loathe sunbathing
95. I'm scared of the near future*
96. I hate it when parents take sides**
97. My starsign is virgo
98. I share my Birthday with an enemy.*
99. I love recieving Xanga Comments*
1o0. I've rode in a hot air balloon
1o1. I've bowled left handed*
1o2. I love popcorn *
1o3. I've liked my best friend before*
1o4. I wake up to an alarm clock*
1o5. I hide things under my bed*
1o6. I hate close-minded people
1o7. I have gone sky diving
1o8. I've written a book
1o9. I love Def Leppard
11o. I make wishes on 11:11
111. I play lacrosse
112. I have the same best friend since kindergarten*
113. I absolutely love cute/weird socks*
114. I know what I want to be when I grow up
115. I write in cursive(sometimes)*
116. I paint my nails*
117. My best friend lives in another state*
118. I watch T.V. to fall asleep(i listen to my ipod)*
119. I try to always do my hair in cute styles
12o. Whenever I'm bored, I usually resort to dumb quizes like this one*
  • Current Music
    sugar were goin down-fall out boy

if you were here, id never have a fear

Here's a survey cause im so bored..
Chapter 1: The Basics

Middle name: Marie
Nickname(s): Nickki
Date of birth: October 6
Star sign: Libra
Place of birth: Michigan
Current location: Michigan
Height: 5'3
Weight: not fat but still no..
Hair length:just blow shoulders
Hair color: brown/black
Eye color: green..they look a lot like gerard way's:):)
Skin tone: not very tan
Piercings: ears..but i dont' like needles at all
Tattoos: no
Scars and birthmarks: a few scars and one birthmark

Chapter 2: The Background

Mother's name: Donna
Mother's occupation: Daycare
Mother's hometown: Michigan..
Father's name: George
Father's occupation: works with building houses..and stuff like that
Father's hometown: Michigan
Do you live with your parents? yes
Do you get along with your parents? no
Are you parents married/separated/divorced?married
Do you have any siblings? nope
What pets do you have? 1 dog and fish
Did you grow up in a different plance then where you are now? no but i want to move more than anything..i hate my town with a passion
Where did you spend your summers as a child? at my mom didn't really work so she could stay home with me
Who were your best friends in elementary school? Ashley, Nikki, Katie
Who was your favorite teacher in elementary school? Mrs.G
What was your best memory from elementary school? I had alot lol
Worst memory? crying the first day of school lol..and getting in a fight with this girl in 5th was pretty bad..
Who were your best friends in Middle School? Nickki, Tiff., and Ashley
Who was your favorite teacher? um..i dunno
What was your best memory? when this kid that i had a crush on for so long..i hardly knew him and i didnt' think he knew me and he asked me out..
Worst memory? pretty much every day..too much drama/judging/labeling..i just couldn't be myself with out people hateing me for being different..
What was the name of your high school? MHS
Who were your best friends? the same as middle school.. Who was your favorite teacher? in my first year of highschool right now so i don't really know yet..
What was your best memory? um..i dunno
Worst memory? once again people just not being able to be them selves without labeling and putdowns
Out of elementary, junior high, or high school, which did you like best? elementary
Did you ever go to the same school as your siblings? an only child
Did you ever go to the same school as your parents? ya
What is your family's cultural heritage? Italian

Chapter 3: The Favorites

city: Chicago
vacation spot: um..lots of them
sport: soccer
food: poptarts
dessert: cake:)lol
drink: mountain dew, dr. pepper, starbucks♥,gatorade
alcoholic drink: um..the only thing i have tried is mikes hard lemonade
place to eat: um..i dunno
ice cream flavor: lots..
season: summer..warped tour:)
holiday: christmas
clothing brand: clandestine:)..any band t-shirts..and pacsun
make up brand: covergirl
shampoo/conditioner: um..lots
supermodel: i don't really like super models only cause they all try to be really skinny only to be happy and the pics are photoshopped and they only make people insecure..
actor: i dunno..
actress: i dunno..
athlete: peter wentz..he was a really good soccer player
athletic team: lions, or pistons
color: black and red
word: i dunno
phrase: "be yourself, don't take anyone's shit"
magazine: Alternative Press!!!
cheesy pick up line: i dunno
language: English
country: US
flower: Roses
girls name: olivia, maria
boys name: Pete, chris, mikey

Chatper 4: This or That

lefty/righty: lefty
rock/country: Rock!!!
diamonds/pearls: Diamonds
blondes/brunettes: Brunettes
new york/montana: New York
usa/canada: usa
gold/silver: both
hummer limo/stretch: HUMMER LIMO!!!
gatorade/powerade: gatorade..i don't really drink powerade too much
diet coke/regular: dosen't matter..i don't think it tastes much different
chicken fingers/chicken nuggets: i don't eat meat..go peta!!
mcdonalds/burger king:
subway/taco bell: i like taco bell but subway rocks!
gravol/pepto bismol: I donno
plane/train: plane
skiing/snowboarding: well i never skied..i always snowboarded so snowboarding
ciff diving/shark diving: um..i am afraid of heights so shark for sure lol
east coast/west coast: East!!
marissa/summer: um..what??
Bush/Kerry: Kerry- but i don't really like either one..
Britney/Christina: christina..fighter is the only song i like by her
Lindsay Lohan/Hilary Duff: i hate both of them..
The OC/Laguna Beach: laguna beach
Flintstones/Jetsons: um..i dunno
Full House/Fresh Prince of Bel-Air:full house
Growing Pains/Boy Meets World: boy meets world
Brady Bunch/Partridge Family: brady bunch
peanut butter/jelly: Peanut butter
creamy/crunchy: um..depends on what it is
red rover/capture the flag: i like both
mother may i/simon says: simon says
lake/pool: pool
snow day/spring day: spring day
chihuahua/bernese mountain dog: chihuahua
London/Paris: Paris
shower/bath: shower
love/money: Love
Nike/Adidas: Nike
peanuts/crackerjacks: crackerjacks
fruity pebbles/cocoa puffs: fruity pebbles
Target/WalMart: Walmart
AIM/MSN: aim
Blahnik/Birkenstock: wtf?
Chanel/Louis Vuitton: chanel
Janice Dickinson/Twiggy: um..who?
city mouse/country mouse: City
winter olympics/summer olympics: SUMMER!!!
NCAA/pros: pros
apples/bananas: bananas
color/colour: color

Chapter 5: Do You ...

Sing in the shower? yeah
Write memos on your hand? ya..i draw on myself a lot out of boredom lol..
Call people back? yea
Have your driver's license? NO=(
Believe in love? ya
Speak another language? ya spanish..
Have citizenship to more than one country? no
Think you're attractive? no
Wear glasses or contacts? niether
Have any weird pet peeves? ya
Have any weird hobbies? wasting my life away on the computer.

Chapter 6: Have You Ever ...

Gone skinny dipping? No
Worn braces? nope
Smoked a cigarette? no
Smoked a cigar? no
Smoked anything else? no
Broken a bone? nope
Had stitches? yes
Kissed a member of the same sex? nope
Shoplifted? no
Punched someone in the face? yes lol..
Skipped school? yes many times
Flown first class? no
Traveled to another continent? Nope
Used racial slurs? yes
Taken painkillers? yes
Taken sleeping pills? nope...
Ridden in a limousine? YES!!
Gone SCUBA diving? I wanna
Been stung by a jellyfish? nope
Been stung by a bee? ya..
Thrown up in a restaurant? ya but it was in the bathroom..don't worry lol..
Made a snow angel? yes!
Been to overnight camp? yes
Written a letter to Santa Claus? yeah
Sworn in front of your parents? ya
Had detention? yes lol
Been sent ot the principal's office? yes lol
Screamed "penis" at the top of your lungs? no
Made a prank phone call? yes all the time
Been to the opposite end of the country? no
Been called a bitch? yes
Been called a whore? ya
Been called prude? i don't think so
Met someone famous? no but i want to meet mcr and fall out boy soo bad..
Slept naked? no
Gone streaking? lmao noo
Played ding dong ditch? ya
Climbed a tree? ya
Been kissed under the mistletoe? nope Had a threesome? nope

Chapter 7: Pick Your Perfect ...

pizza: um..i don't really eat pizza
bagel: choclate chip with chocolate chip cream cheese lol
smore: marsh mellows and grahm crackers
sandwich: from subway veggie
sundae: Carmel
date: um..going to movies or just hanging out
outfit: a band t-shirt and a hoodie and jeans

Chapter 8: Random

If you could take back one thing, what would it be? there's waay more than one
Would you rather win an Oscar or the Nobel Prize? Oscar
What time do you get up in the morning? 9:30 or 10
What time do you go to sleep? whenever
If you could bring 5 items with you to a deserted island, what would they be? my ipod with like a bagillion songs my best friends,alternative press mag., and i dunno what else
Do you prefer blonde hair or brown hair? Brown
What's one thing you've always wanted to do, but haven't done? go to a mcr or fall out boy concert..but i am going to one next summer:)
If you were on death row, what would your final request be for your last meal? veggie sub..
If you could travel anywhere, where would you go? where ever i could go and see a concert..and go shopping Name 5 people in history that you want to meet: um..i have no clue
If you could be anything/one you want, who/what would you be?someone that is happy and not so shy and inseccure like me..
If you were a superhero, what would your power be? i dunno..i never really thought about it..
If the world floods and you can only save 1 species, it would be: dogs
What are the last 4 digits of your phone number? cell..9526
  • Current Music
    give em' hell kid- my chemical romance

Oh, we're still so young, desperate for attention

1..Choose a band / artist and answer ONLY in titles of their songs: MCR

2. Are you male or female: Helena

3. Describe yourself: Our Lady Of Sorrows

4. How do some people feel about you: Honey This Mirror Isn't Big Enough For The Two Of Us

5. How do you feel about yourself: I'm Not Okay (I Promise)

6. Describe your ex boyfriend / girlfriend: The Jetset Life Is Gonna Kill You

7. Describe current boyfriend / girlfriend: Demolition Lovers

8. Describe where you want to be: Early Sunsets Over Monroeville

9. Describe how you live: To The End

10. Describe how you love: Under Pressure

11. What would you ask for if you had just one wish: All I Want For Christmas Is You

12. Share a few words of Wisdom: Give 'Em Hell, Kid

13. Now say goodbye: Thank You For The Venom
  • Current Music
    the cure-love song

im so confused:P

Im new here..i had an opendiary before and it is really different from this lol..i am so confused i don't know how to get layouts and stuff like if you want to help me or give me any advice that would be awesome:)
  • Current Music
    Panic! At The Disco- A Fever You Can't Sweat Out