No more going back to old habbits. I am breaking free of them. I am letting things go, that should have been released long before now. I also am learning not to blaim myself, or live in a guilt trip where I have to lie just to sounds somewhat in reality. Things have been difficult the past four years, (even before) But just I experienced things, Turmoil was The key factor of my everyday life. Its not anymore. I am stopping it, even before it begins now in Indiana. I have my own space, so I can choose when and when not my company can come. I am closed minded to idea's of how to live college life. Of course I will hear you out, you can speak, I will listen but I make the decisions. Whose yo daddy? <
Im holding on to a stone, very precious. Im not making full committement, but I have apart of a heart, and the jewel once and for always has apart of mine. I am not able to give love up anymore. I was trampled, and then I turned around and trampled on hearts. I am now pacient (for the most part).
Goodnight, and dont worry. I will keep you posted.-Angel J.