Log in

No account? Create an account
Jenni's Journal [entries|friends|calendar]

[ website | sheep. ]
[ userinfo | livejournal userinfo ]
[ calendar | livejournal calendar ]


[11 Sep 2006|09:23pm]

i changed my mind.
and in case you didn't know, this is a complete cop-out. but atleast i'm aware.

2 +

[08 Sep 2006|02:06pm]
well then, life sure is interesting.

6 +

[23 Aug 2006|09:57pm]
[ mood | i need to brush my hair. ]

Photobucket - Video and Image HostingPhotobucket - Video and Image Hosting

Photobucket - Video and Image HostingPhotobucket - Video and Image Hosting

+i've lost a bunch of weight.
-none of my clothes fit me.
-/+ it's getting colder. i need to get warmer clothes.
+i found an incredible place to stay, and my roommates are amazing.
+i applied for a program thingy for 17-24 yr olds who get to work with children and be cool and get $5,000 for college stuff at the end of the program. (june)
-my wireless internet on my laptop is a fucking BITCH.
-i haven't felt all that inspired lately, things are kind of fast.
+it always comes back.

Photobucket - Video and Image Hosting
i like being this close to you.Collapse )

(sidenote: stephani left me a heart twisting message earlier and i miss some things more than i thought i would.)


11 +

[24 May 2006|12:04pm]
Spill your heart to me. Anonymously or known.
Tell me how you really feel. About yourself, or me.

Anonymity can be a breath of fresh air sometimes, when speech is stifled.

5 +

[17 Apr 2006|12:23am]
i celebrated my birthday last night by getting way too drunk, and puking way too much. and then i passed out and woke up to drive stephani and cassie for food and boys who make stephani smile.

overall, it was nice. i got to spend the most time with stephani that i have in a long time. and i got to make an ass out of myself by passing out like.. 2 minutes after i started drinking. WHATEV. it was good.



i'm excited.

pick up stephani from school.
job hunt like a mad woman.

i'm a little bit hyper.

[13 Apr 2006|10:51pm]
it's the ties that i make with people that create our friendships. i'm happy to put someone as the center of my attention, i'm happy to make others happy. i've never thought i was the jealous type, one of those people who gets flustered and angry and sad when it's not just you and them anymore. i hold on to the memories, i listen to familiar songs on the radio, i look at the pictures and get lost in them. i'm always thinking up new ways to create a new tie, temporary or not, it pushes things to be the way the could be. the way they were.

i'm not incredibly sad, just without words. actually, without actions. i'd love to keep trying to keep things up, and i'm sure i'll never really stop trying. i've just learned certain ways to get old friends to look my way, and i've realized it's only the people that i hold on to the hardest that end up finding new people and new loves to hold on to the same way. to anyone that i've ever been close with, mainly two people i can think of now, if you ever need someone to talk, to listen, to cry, to hug, i'm still here.

6 +

WHO PWNS EVERYTHING!?!?! [02 Mar 2006|09:46pm]


11 +

[25 Feb 2006|07:57pm]
Wow man..

I rule at being Abraham Licoln.. And I'm a really good friend. And I love my life.. And everyone loves me because I'm just so amazing.. Hi, My names Jenni by the way.. I also love Stephani and Bijhan.. But Stephani is definetly gay.. I'm so much hotter then her.. I only hang out with her because I feel bad.. Bijhans pretty cool.. He just has a lot of bulimic/suicidal tumors that can sometimes get in the way of our passion for making rugs... You're probably better off if you don't ask about it.. But yea.. So I love them, and pretty much everyone loves me.. Because that's just how I am.. and that's exactly what I deserve.

I love my life.. And I'm really happy.. Just like the sun was on April 23, 2005. mmmmmm.. I also like to get blowjobs from fans that can rotate their junk in the trunk.

21 +

[21 Feb 2006|07:25pm]




[17 Feb 2006|10:27pm]

go tell me all the bad things about me. you know you want to.

12 +

[16 Feb 2006|10:55pm]
Image hosting by Photobucket

tomorrow marks 14 months with this guy. ohhhh man.

&& [13 Feb 2006|11:18pm]

[02 Feb 2006|04:28pm]
i'm happy. it feels good.

&i know what i want for my birthday. hopefully i'll get it.

[01 Feb 2006|05:53am]
i hope. i hope. i hope.

[30 Jan 2006|10:22pm]
Chantel 417 (10:19:41 PM): i love you, anna
annatigerholes (10:19:52 PM): i love u more than anyone else could
Chantel 417 (10:20:17 PM): thank you so much
annatigerholes (10:20:29 PM): you're so welcome

4 +

[30 Jan 2006|01:48am]
i wish i didn't deserve every fucking thing you're doing to me. i wish i could find someone to occupy my time. someone to understand every single ounce of pain that you're inflicting on me. but, hey, it's okay. she's calling you, you have to get back to her. she's gorgeous. much better than i am. she'll treat you good. great. she'll treat you wonderful. much better than i ever have. i may have been your first kiss, sex, whatever. and you may have been my first love, but i never did enough to prove it. and now, i'll just keep getting punished over and over again.

and i really, truly, honestly hope i'll get the courage to do what i want to do. because i can't fucking deal with this for much longer.

[25 Jan 2006|01:59am]
i'm not afraid to admit.

i miss hearing you play the piano.
i miss our first kiss.
i miss hiding behind you.
i miss thoughts of you being my first time.
i miss being tired during the day because i was up all night laughing with you.
i miss the link.
i miss tulips.
i miss piggyback rides.
i miss not caring about what others think.
i miss hugging your arm.
i miss scratching your head.
i miss you teasing me.
i miss your drawings on yahoo.
i miss saving our conversations.
i miss slighty odd.
i miss knowing exactly how it felt to be incredibly happy.

maybe this is me making things worse. but i know this is all the honesty i can sqeeze out of myself about this. and i know, despite all the troubles, i'll never stop wondering what you're thinking. or if you're thinking about me.

i just wish it wasn't so long gone.

13 +

[03 Nov 2005|03:09pm]
Image hosted by Photobucket.com

+Collapse )

16 +

[20 Oct 2005|12:40am]


[13 Oct 2005|01:11am]
okay, seriously. you guys need to click the ads. they won't send bijhan any money until he gets to $100, and he's only made like $11.

so, please. i'm begging you. just click the ads at the top. two clicks a day goes a long way, especially if more than just my close friends do it.


[ viewing | most recent entries ]
[ go | earlier ]