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my fish tank is the strangest thing. some fish disappear and i seriously cant find them and new baby fish appear. its just one big circle of life in there. and my kitten is so cute when she watches them eat. oh animals..
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heyy livejournalll

i have spent my entire day so far watching what not to wear and shopping allll overrr the internet. tonight im going to a co-workers sushi dinner and i havent had real sushi in so long im deciding if i should go all out 20 dollar all you can eat or 1 or 2 single rolls.

so jacob has been in california for almost 2 weeks now and its suuuper hard. im trying to still get over the fact the 83912401 15 year old girls love that hes doing cool things and always always manipulate their relationship and are just fucking crazy. even girls my age are fucking needy and its so aggrivating because i feel like im being disrespected and its just fucked. but thats what a get for dating a rock starrrrrzzz. jk

i actually just picked up this video of the mae shi at sxsw ahaha
but im taking this friday off work to go visit him in la and im really excited. i feel like i live in vegas again and we are texting each other "4 more days!"
i know its would be easier if we just moved to los angeles but i am really nervous i told him 6 more months in quiet comfortable tucson and we can go. once we can afford it and hopefully i find a new job.

and i just wanted to know if any one has feedback but i think im going to start a 3 week detox when i get back from california. its requires no chewing so i can only eat home juiced fruits and veggies and home made soups and....coffee enemas? im not too sure if im going to so the enemas cause im not sure about coffee going up my ass and aliens coming out after. ill keep posted on how i feel and results. i just feel like im way to much medication for my arthritis that maybe i can take a break and do other healthier things to make my self feel better.

and one last thing, europe. im leaving in less than 2 months soooo excited jacob is playing festivals and we are going to berlin and ireland. im really excited. im thinking about getting a nice camera for the trip. okay super long post.
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this week has been crazy. ive had my ups and downs with jacob this week because him being gone makes me go nuts. oh and i have to deal with this...




hahah
in 5 years jacob will have his own rock of love

i ordered netflix and im pretty excited.
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i never get this way whaen jacob tours. we used to be apart for weeks and hes been gone already for a week and a half and i saw him for a few hours on monday when they drove through. hes playing sxsw now and is playing at vice parties/pool paryties/levis partys and getting hooked up with levis gear so far.... i just wish iwas there i hate bank of america for giving me this week off and taking it back i could have got free jeans! and now im getting texts says he got free raybanssss i hateeeee it hereeee by myself
on a more serious note i am really sad. haha no seriously i miss him so much and i wish these stupid days would go by faster so he can come home monday night. speaking of home VEGAS IM COMING HOME NEXT WEEEKEND FOR THE WEEKEND so we should hang out because i miss you guys too. okay bye
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jacob is in the mae shi now and had been in la since tuesday, and then traveling to play SXSW so he will be gone for 2 weeks. and thats just the beginning of it!

buttttt in may they are touring europe and i get to go!! on my birthday we will be in berlin!
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i love how i keep applying for credit cards from my job because i get 0% for like 12 months and 7% after so i can transfer my 23% target ikea and wells fargo cards too. i woke up with 2 new credit cards on my account.

anddd i got guitar hero 3 with my spirit points at work SPIRIT POINTS? free dollars.

jacob and i are going to disneyland this weekened he has never been i am so excited woowooowoowoowowoooooooo

AND VEGAS FRIENDS COMING THE WEEKENED AFTER THAT FOR DONOVAN! YOU GUYS WILL LOVE TUCSON and ill be home the weekend after you guys leave yaya